lasthopem's Journal - DailyStrength Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal Fri, 05 Sep 2008 09:00:47 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/237202/1220368695.gif lasthopem's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/237202 lasthopem's entry on 09/04/2008 09:07 http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal/1279768 I hd a choice of staying with someone or geting lockedup - so Im staying with someone... I think itsa psychiatric halfway type acomodation idk really... but i dont got internet for a bit... idk how long... its gonna kill me... just as bad as being locked up  My own fault - he asked th... Thu, 04 Sep 2008 09:07:55 +0100 lasthopem's entry on 08/31/2008 06:49 http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal/1273190 not talking to ayone ever again about how im feeling. - To all my friends and well, everyone - please stay away from me for your own benefit... Im not a good person to be around.  I will cause trouble, Im sorry. Sun, 31 Aug 2008 06:49:36 +0100 lasthopem's entry on 08/30/2008 10:39 http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal/1271998 now i know it. Sat, 30 Aug 2008 10:39:03 +0100 lasthopem's entry on 08/30/2008 04:51 http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal/1271754 I feel too sick and wish so much i ha hve just kept my mouth shut on monday - then i might not be here... And I wante to say RIP to Mark Priestly... You wil be so so so so so very missed by everyone who saw you or came into contact with you - You are in a beter place now, fre from the emotional... Sat, 30 Aug 2008 04:51:58 +0100 lasthopem's entry on 08/27/2008 03:10 http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal/1266566 thanks but no thanks..... Wed, 27 Aug 2008 03:10:22 +0100 lasthopem's entry on 08/25/2008 11:56 http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal/1264641 I know only a couple care but im home... Mon, 25 Aug 2008 23:56:48 +0100 lasthopem's entry on 08/25/2008 04:34 http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal/1263055 Mon, 25 Aug 2008 04:34:04 +0100 lasthopem's entry on 08/24/2008 07:35 http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal/1261600 big step tomoz. going out. shaking thinkin bout it.Scared gonna do it but. determined. hope dont crash car :( Sun, 24 Aug 2008 07:35:20 +0100 lasthopem's entry on 08/23/2008 05:38 http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal/1260139 I got kids here :( Juice went everywhere hadda mop kitchen... werent even meant to be in the fridge :( Toys and kid things everywhere ARGH! My clean house - it all gone :( And the friggin snot!!!!!  It makes me cringe............ Be cleaning a whole heap tomorrow methinks.... Sat, 23 Aug 2008 05:38:06 +0100 lasthopem's entry on 08/22/2008 02:00 http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal/1258440 I rang my counsellor - yep - used the phone... and told her i wasnt ble to come in because i just couldnt and that i would have to cancel, even though i had wanted the session..... She caved, and came here. She came she talked she talked more she talked a little more, then she left.  ... Fri, 22 Aug 2008 02:00:31 +0100 lasthopem's entry on 08/21/2008 02:48 http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal/1256678 I have a counsellng appointment tomorrow, and I really want to go because I have something I want to talkto her about, but she says I have to go there and to stop being silly (talking about my paranoia)... I dont think its silly. :( I really want to talk to her - or someone - about this issue t... Thu, 21 Aug 2008 02:48:19 +0100 lasthopem's entry on 08/19/2008 06:30 http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal/1253209 New memories.. VERY BAD memories... I hope tey aren't real, i have to find out Tue, 19 Aug 2008 06:30:35 +0100 lasthopem's entry on 08/15/2008 07:18 http://dailystrength.org/people/237202/journal/1246640  I have designed and made this oath of silence Ribbon for 2008  It is teal Ribbon with a heart shaped brad (split pin) and Oath of Silence 2008 written n it... It has a safety pin on the back for easy attachement.  I am willing to make and sendone of thee ribbons to anyone w... Fri, 15 Aug 2008 07:18:06 +0100