soap123's Journal - DailyStrength Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/233088/journal Wed, 15 Oct 2008 17:20:12 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/female.gif soap123's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/233088 soap123's entry on 05/16/2008 06:18 http://dailystrength.org/people/233088/journal/1057459 its finally here my husband went to treatment....I should be happy but im not still very scared thinking he wont make it or he will end up leaving.as it is thier only keeping him 6 days then told him to go to intence outpatient yea that might work,no insurance so they dont have many options and beca... Fri, 16 May 2008 18:18:32 +0100 soap123's entry on 05/02/2008 02:16 http://dailystrength.org/people/233088/journal/1023945 he makes me sick..because he got mad at me yesterday and drank again blew my daughter off. in all of the years ive been with that man he would never hurt kaitlynn i dont even know him anymore..this morning on the way to bringing kait to school he saw us and she talked to him and it was so sad to sit... Fri, 02 May 2008 14:16:52 +0100 soap123's entry on 04/30/2008 08:00 http://dailystrength.org/people/233088/journal/1019668 today my youngest 16yrs.talked to her dad he wants to take her to dinner tom to talk.... she told me shes gonna tell him to get help or shes done with him hopefully hearing it from her it might sink in..i told him i would call him later and im gonna try real hard not too.cause if hes been drinking i... Wed, 30 Apr 2008 20:00:42 +0100 soap123's entry on 04/29/2008 10:31 http://dailystrength.org/people/233088/journal/1015665 my life seems like it falling apart my husband was arrested over the weekand. now thiers nocontact order and its driving me crazy the not knowing...i know he is still drinking and that alone makes me sick.cant sleep,eat,having a hard time just trying to get threw the day this is was i wanted to happ... Tue, 29 Apr 2008 10:31:00 +0100 soap123's entry on 04/27/2008 03:07 http://dailystrength.org/people/233088/journal/1011080 its been a horrible weekend ,my life feel like its falling apart. and i dont feel like im ever gonna see a light at the end of tunnel my husband really screwed up badly my kids said they never wanna speak to him again.   dont blame them at all..hes been mia now for 3 days the pain im feeli... Sun, 27 Apr 2008 15:07:05 +0100 soap123's entry on 04/24/2008 07:42 http://dailystrength.org/people/233088/journal/1003304 today is a bad day ...my husbands drinking is really screwing me up i wish i could understand this disease its efecting whole family.and he doesnt get it 20 yrs i cant do this anymore....im to young to feel so drained i wish i could see a light at the end . Thu, 24 Apr 2008 07:42:12 +0100