Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal Tue, 07 Oct 2008 15:47:12 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/23074/1213315073.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/23074 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/945266 My husband and I talked about  everything and he said that he wants counseling because he knows that what he does is wrong and wants help because he doesn't really know why he does it or how to stop. I told him that since he wants help, that I will support him with his decision to do counse... Tue, 01 Apr 2008 21:46:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/927103 oh my god, can my life just get on a track and stay on it? Just when I thought things were good...accepted my friends death, i just got offered a wonderful job that is a dream come true and i was starting to feel happy again..THEN i find that my husband...today..sent a naked picture of himself with ... Tue, 25 Mar 2008 22:21:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/855721 Well, I visited my neighbor today for the first time since her husband passed away. I was at work today and she had stopped in to pick up groceris and I asked her if she would be home as I wanted to stop by. She told me to come over. So, after work I went and visited her and we talked for 3 hours. H... Tue, 26 Feb 2008 23:47:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/852534 Well, my hope for a better new year has started off bitter sweet. Last Tuesday our neighbor and friend was killed in a snowmobile accident. He was our age, 24 with a wife and a 1 year old daughter. We have had soo much snow this year that a truck pulled out of a parking lot and hadn't seen him c... Mon, 25 Feb 2008 22:01:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/683934 I just want to wish everyone a safe and happy holiday! Mon, 24 Dec 2007 12:08:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/678509 I'm doing a little better now. I know that the last year has been a rough one for me but I'm optomistic that the new year will be better. I am trying really hard to find a decent job right now. That is my first priority. Once I get a decent job then I can focus on something else, but first t... Fri, 21 Dec 2007 20:57:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/665020 It has been soo long since I last wrote in here. Things with my husband are ok. We talked about everything and he begged me not to leave him. He admitted that he has a problem and said that he would never cheat on me but it makes him feel good to know that other women find him attractive and that it... Sat, 15 Dec 2007 22:33:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/444588 It's been quite awhile since i've been here. Anxiety wise, I'm doing pretty well. I managed to find a new job which I hate soo much for many reasons and I'm actively seeking different employment so hopefully I won't be there for too much longer. So, my one year wedding anniversar... Tue, 11 Sep 2007 18:06:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/199481 Well, I've offically managed to screw things up. I was 10 min late coming back from lunch break today and got myself fired. Now I have no job and all the plans my husband and I just started making are down the tube. I will not find a job making the kind of money I was with no college education. ... Wed, 30 May 2007 02:07:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/153211 Ok, so I guess I have some good news. Much to my extreme surprise, my manager, yes, you heard right..my manager and another manager at work offered me a MUCH better position at work. AND, they are giving me a $2.50/hr raise. Can you believe that? I start my new position on the 14th of this month. I ... Fri, 04 May 2007 22:41:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/149708 Well, today really isn't any better. Financially, we will be ok and my husband and I have started making plans on how to make things better. It will take a little time to get caught up on things and get money saved, but at least now we are on the same page about it. But I am trying to look for a... Wed, 02 May 2007 21:01:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/147512 Well, woke up late this morning as my husband has not paid our electric bill in months (much to my surprise) and they shut off our power so my alarm did not go off. so, now i am cancelling my gym membership, our internet, our cable and anything else we can do without. We need to get back on our feet... Tue, 01 May 2007 16:39:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/146398 I don't even know where to begin. Life has felt like a roller coaster lately. For starters, I am offically off my meds and the only thing bugging me about that is the withdrawl symptoms. They are starting to go away now but for about a week I was really dizzy all the time and I felt sick. I have... Tue, 01 May 2007 00:21:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/125486 I feel like a cow today. I haven't been feeling well lately and haven't been able to go to the gym as much as i would like to. I havne't gained any weight, but I havne't been losing either. Once I feel better I'll start going again, but until than....uggh!! Plus, i started my lowest dosage of my ... Wed, 18 Apr 2007 22:03:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/112771 Weighed myself this morning and I'm down 2 more pounds!!! Wed, 11 Apr 2007 21:38:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/111220 Well, I had my appt today with my counselor. It went really well. I told him I was feeling really good lately but that I also know my anxiety will probably be an issue at some point. He said that he will help me learn ways to handle stress and things better so I can try to avoid getting myself to th... Tue, 10 Apr 2007 23:33:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/98629 Ok, I'm down 5lbs now. I'm excited. So, I haven't had problems with my anxiety in awhile. YAY! I wonder if it's because I've been eating better and focused on other things that I'm not letting myself worry about things I don't need to. Whatever it is, I'm glad it's helping. Mon, 02 Apr 2007 21:16:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/94357 WooHoo!! I weighed myself when I got up this morning and I'm down 4 pounds already. I also started working out today after work at the gym and it felt GREAT! I know I'm going to be sore tomorrow but it will be a good sore...if there is such a thing. I am going into work in the morning to put in some... Fri, 30 Mar 2007 21:50:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/92724 I feel great today. It was a long day and I'm pretty tired, but it was a good day. I have no complaints! Thu, 29 Mar 2007 20:20:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/23074/journal/91377 Well, I started my weight watchers again on Monday and today I joined a gym with a friend from work. I'm really excited about it. I'm going to work really hard to get back to a healty weight for my height and age. That means I have about 40 pounds to lose. It will mean hard work and lots of determin... Wed, 28 Mar 2007 22:51:33 +0100