Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal Wed, 20 Aug 2008 16:55:41 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/226034/1218576815.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/226034 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/1223837 Uh-oh, here comes the drop again, strange how i can identify what's happening now :( Bethxxx Sat, 02 Aug 2008 08:58:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/1153266 Heya everyone, i'm off to Canada from June 29th to July 20th and will be out of communication for this time. I'm gonna try and stay postive cause this is my parents big dream holiday!!!Love you all and keep sending those PM and hugs cuz they always brighten my day.Bethxxxx Sat, 28 Jun 2008 08:37:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/1142042 PLEASE HELP ME, ANYONE!I need some one to talk to, my brain is all screwed up and i'm feeling really detached, the last few journals i've posted up here have been ignored so please try and talk to me!!I'm going mad here and have got no one to talk to....there's that sudden reliasatio... Mon, 23 Jun 2008 13:51:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/1122219 Why am i still here and still trying to sort out my screwed up head? Sat, 14 Jun 2008 17:31:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/1115614 Ok, i really wanted to prove myself wrong and come out the exam feeling like all my hard work had paid off. Huh, i think that was a misplaced hope there. What was the point in me even being there?I almost had a panic attack after the first question, but the really scary thing is that i don't car... Wed, 11 Jun 2008 17:28:04 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/1112622 Tue, 10 Jun 2008 13:01:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/1105815 I have worked sooo hard for these exams but i feel i'm gonna fail, and i'm only doing Physics this year. I can't remeber anything and i've given myself a brain fever again :( I just wanna prove i can do something right....... Sat, 07 Jun 2008 09:58:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/1103587 These are things that i wish i could say to the people that i love and care about, but could never quite summon the courage: To my parents and familly: I love you with all my heart and know that you have always tried ur best with me. It's not ur fault that i turned out like this so please s... Fri, 06 Jun 2008 09:00:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/1088078 My brain has turned to mush again, not that anyone would really notice a difference lol.I just wanted to say that although i am always here for all of you, i don't appreciate deception. We are all here to help one another and no one should be trying to decieve people that already have enough pro... Fri, 30 May 2008 11:23:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/1055964 Another day, another headache as they say.....I just want to curl up and disappear. I'm sorry , i know u guys have ur own problems but i just don't know who else to talk to....... Fri, 16 May 2008 04:40:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/1046104 How do people cope with depression, i mean, it's bad enough having the depression urself, but how do other people percieve us? Today, i decided to pull outta most of my exams, i'm just too exhausted and can't remember any of my revision. I thought that delaying my exams would give m... Mon, 12 May 2008 09:51:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/1032368 I just need to rant for a bit so please bear with me on this. Does anyone else get it that their head is so muddled up at the moment that they can barely think straight. My doctors and parents tell me to try and think about my problems and what can be done to alievate them and all that happens is my... Tue, 06 May 2008 10:31:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/1001231 so, tried to go back into school today, big mistake. By third lesson, i was feelin really odd and ended up being sent home by the head of year and told not to come back until i was better.What he doean't seem to realise is that this has been going on for years now and i will not be getting ... Wed, 23 Apr 2008 12:33:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/998492 So, it's been one of those weeks that started so badly that i've spend the last 3 days in bed. I hate it when stuff gets like this.... Tue, 22 Apr 2008 12:37:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/983551 Heya again, So, i got my blood test results back and good news! My neutropenia is in remission at the moment!!! :) The doctor went through the numbers and said that i'm back to 2.5mg/l of neutrophils (the number should be at least 3 but 2.5-7.5 is considered fine!). After a slight scare in ... Wed, 16 Apr 2008 12:39:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/980573 Ughh, not a good day..why does depression have to make you so damn tired all the time? There's just nothing going right at the moment and i don't think anyone would care if i just disappeared.... Tue, 15 Apr 2008 10:32:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/977392 the whole goal was supposed to be get rid of the black feelings!! i hope that i can get some support with this cause i'm all alone at the moment! Mon, 14 Apr 2008 08:03:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/226034/journal/977367 hey, i'm starshine267 and this is my new account.This is my first attempt at a support group or for that matter, a live journal, so please bear with me!I'm 18 years old and have been suffering from severe depression since i was 13 years old. I guess the reason that i've signed up for thi... Mon, 14 Apr 2008 07:48:05 +0100