Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal Fri, 05 Sep 2008 08:53:15 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/223661/1217348647.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/223661 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1281096 Well, the kittens arrived last night!  I went to bed around midnight and the adult female was still very much pregnant.  When I got up this morning, my son asked me if I though she looked thinner.  He then told me she'd had the kittens during the night.....5 of them!  So, we ... Fri, 05 Sep 2008 00:16:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1278991 When I first found this site, I was so excited.  I found a place where I could find support for things I was going through that no one else in my life cared to.  My husband and best friend belived me to be a hypochondriac and that all I wanted was attention.  My husband eventually lea... Wed, 03 Sep 2008 19:46:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1278763 I wanted to tell you all how excited I am today, I got my supplies/new mask today for my CPAP!!  I'm so looking forward to going to bed tonight and trying it out.  I'm hoping it will work better than the last type of mask I had and that I can get used to it and start sleeping prope... Wed, 03 Sep 2008 17:14:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1277664 I had an absolutely wonderful time tonight!  I got out of the house and finally got to go to a Cleveland Indians game!!!  The last one I went to I didn't get to see.  I ended up in the ER, but that is an old story.  Tonight was my daughter's company night at the game.... Wed, 03 Sep 2008 00:16:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1275053 Today is Labor Day.  I guess if I had to pick a first holiday with out stbx, the least hurtful one would be this one.  We never really did much of anything for Labor Day.  Maybe cook out with the kids, but that's all.  Now, Halloween, that'll be difficult as that's hi... Mon, 01 Sep 2008 14:08:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1271465 Well, talked to him again tonight.  I'm amazed that I can talk to him without feeling the hurt and pain anymore.  We talked more about his little girlfriend.  I think I've reached the point where she now bores and no longer interests me.  I'm going to be contacting my... Fri, 29 Aug 2008 22:30:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1270513 I find it amazing that at my age I let a little girl of 31 get to me.  After talking to stbx last night, I found out he had nothing to do with her little games.  In my gut I feel that he is telling me the truth.  I don't really know for sure though.  It's hard to really k... Fri, 29 Aug 2008 10:55:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1268913 I've seen on his profile page on yearbook that the little girl is now his fiancee and she lists him as her husband.  Amazing that she has the nerve to do that considering she is still married to her husband and he is still married to me.  I don't understand why I feel the need to k... Thu, 28 Aug 2008 11:58:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1265745 Well, I think it's time to stop feeling sorry for myself and move on with my life.  I'm feeling rather positive today.  I'm sure I'll still have many moments when I won't feel so positive or get depressed and cry myself to sleep.  I know that there are still many m... Tue, 26 Aug 2008 16:18:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1264370 This site my STBX found his new little girlfriend on is called MyYearbook.  This is a rather facinating site, kind of like myspace in that it's a place to meet people.  On this site you can earn what they call lunch money.  It's virtual money and I certainly wish is was real!... Mon, 25 Aug 2008 20:49:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1254751 Not sure what's going on here, but I don't know if I trust my daughter in law or not.  Last week, after talking to my lawyer, I told my son the lawyer wanted me to get two written appraisals on the house.  He wants to see if it's worth selling the house or just let it go.... Wed, 20 Aug 2008 00:07:54 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1250745 Well, I visited my old friend I haven't seen in about 7 yrs.  We had a good visit and I'm so glad I made the trip.  But, now I'm home again and Bryan & Amanda still aren't home.  Much as they get on my nerves about everything, I am feeling so lonely.  Is this ... Sun, 17 Aug 2008 20:15:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1249973 Well, last night, and this morning, I got a small taste of what it's like to be living on my own.  Bryan & Amanda left early yesterday morning to go visit Bryan's friend.  They spent the night there.  Karen was here pretty much all day, helping me get ready for my candle s... Sun, 17 Aug 2008 10:13:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1248437 Tonight is my candle show.  Bryan & Amanda are gone for the rest of the weekend too.  They did clean up some in the living room and the bathroom.  They also cleaned up all the cat mess on the floors in the mentioned rooms.  There has to be a way to stop this problem!  At... Sat, 16 Aug 2008 09:41:23 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1246716 After a night of tossing and turning, and not getting much sleep, I do feel more positive.  It was such an emotional day yesterday.  Cashing my monthly check, paying bills and knowing how little is left till next months check.  Then to have my daughter in law attack me last night like... Fri, 15 Aug 2008 08:32:26 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1246309 I have reached the point where I can't wait to get out of this house!  My son and his wife have made it clear that they think I am responsible for making sure they have a place to live.  When I talked to my lawyer (yes, I'm going with this one) this last Monday, he told me he wante... Thu, 14 Aug 2008 23:32:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1240147 I saw the second lawyer today.  He was very helpful, much more so than the one I saw two weeks ago.  The first lawyer said we couldn't file for a dissoloution of the marraige because he already left the state.  He also talked about getting a restraining order.  Worst part was... Mon, 11 Aug 2008 16:22:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1238584 Hi all, it's been a few days since I wrote in my journal.  I've been so busy!  On Monday I went to the zoo.  On Wednesday my sister took me out to dinner.  On Thursday, I went to the fair.  I got blisters from that one.  Friday, I drove my son, Cliff, to the arm... Sun, 10 Aug 2008 20:27:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1231507 Hi everyone, I actually have some good news to tell for once!  I went with Amanda to get her refund check from her school.  She was expecting about $500 and it was $1998.00!!!  She is going to pay the entire electric bill for me and do some food shopping!  She is also going to gi... Wed, 06 Aug 2008 19:45:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/223661/journal/1231456 Well, today I went out to STBX's old job to pick up his last pay check.  It was to go to me to pay on the electric bill.  Stupid thought is was going to be about $200.  I knew it wasn't going to be anywhere near that amt.  Sure enough, it wasn't even half that amt!... Wed, 06 Aug 2008 19:08:52 +0100