I'm 36, four children, one grandchild, and not single. I have a basically good life except my past haunts me sometimes.I'm trying. Recently found out that my mom is dying. Doc says maybe a month or so. http://dailystrength.org/people/220485/journal Sun, 06 Jul 2008 21:20:50 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.2.0.6584 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/female.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/220485 http://dailystrength.org/people/220485/journal/1038842 SO Caseys lying to me about porn again. It's really the only thing he lies to me about and I tell him all the time that its not even that he goes there, it's that he lies to me about it over and over again.  Hes faithful.  I only doubt that when he lies to me about this.So its in u... Thu, 08 May 2008 21:26:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/220485/journal/1027394 Life has been good latley.  I've decided since I can't seem to find a job I'll create my own.  I am now a Pure Romance Consultant and I'm pretty excited about it. Casey gave me the money to get it started and he told me he believes in me and thinks that I will do well. It f... Sun, 04 May 2008 07:18:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/220485/journal/997804 I am so happy!  I am now getting an A in my college class!!  We only take one at a time there because they are so accelerated. I  guess I doubted that I was capable of such a thing.  Seems like people I love really had a habit of telling me I was an idiot.  My dad would even... Tue, 22 Apr 2008 07:36:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/220485/journal/983405 All caught up in School!  saw mom yesterday, spent time with my daughter and grandson.  Pretty good day.  The weather is awesome and other than schoolwork, I'm pretty free today. Talked to Casey last night, he sounds exaughsted. Wed, 16 Apr 2008 11:27:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/220485/journal/970214 Casey (my boyfriend) left this morning.  He'll be gone for two weeks.  With all that is going on with my mom, it's just really bad timing. It always stinks but this time it's just plain lonely. He is the only one I have here.  The rest of my family all live over 50 miles a... Fri, 11 Apr 2008 08:35:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/220485/journal/963092 my mom is dying. it hurts. don't know what else to say, maybe ill write more tommorow Tue, 08 Apr 2008 21:13:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/220485/journal/954651 I feel so numb today.  I'm sad I guess.  Some stuff happened to me when I was a kid and I had horrible nightmares about it last night. Sucks. Sat, 05 Apr 2008 15:23:21 +0100