Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/217058/journal Wed, 20 Aug 2008 16:52:52 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/female.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/217058 http://dailystrength.org/people/217058/journal/1233942 I cannot believe it almost been 5 months  I doing alright now thta I am learning to let go of the hurt and pain and write and work thru things  so many changes have gone on in the last months some good and some not so good but jjust letting them be is good for me I amlearning to lean more ... Fri, 08 Aug 2008 04:39:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/217058/journal/1220273 I just cannot believe now something more for me to handle  I know I can but chornic fatigue syndrome with my Fibryo is a big thing ti take with all the other things I have going on.  My doctor wa looking at all the things I say that i was feeling or going on with me in the last months even... Thu, 31 Jul 2008 08:55:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/217058/journal/1060505 yesterday was two  months since he been gone.  My life does feel so empty like a part is gone and yes it is it went with him.  I am spending a month at my parents it does help being around loved one.  but I try not to cry or things in front of them  I write my journal an dPr... Sun, 18 May 2008 08:32:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/217058/journal/977934 Today is monday it been amonth but it seemslike alife time .It so so sad a day it like the day it happend .  It so hard to go thru this. it so sad and lonely it seems so like my heart is torne in two which it is part of me is gone.  It gone never to come again.  I remmber him in my he... Mon, 14 Apr 2008 11:43:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/217058/journal/972976 Today again I gotten this feeling like a part of me is gone there is a big hold in my heart .  I know it takes time.  I wish my faimly were here closer I think it may help some  but they not  only one sister she so busy  i donot like to ask her for anything or try and call h... Sat, 12 Apr 2008 10:04:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/217058/journal/970679 Today is Friday i am feeling all alone but know that this is normal  but I been praying all day   I think that for me his memory will live on forever in my heart.  With him gone I am nolonger a wife  but I am me and I need to find my own way in the world  .For our life ... Fri, 11 Apr 2008 11:35:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/217058/journal/967251 I cannot beiev this I awoke yesterday like I could thikk or anything  it been three weeks that he been gone.  It like yesterday it came to me as a big shock  I cannot do this my faimly is already so worried about me I here all alone my sister one of them I can call but the rest live a... Thu, 10 Apr 2008 10:24:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/217058/journal/964470 I was sitting getting ready to put more picturs on thing for memorial and I started to cry and couldnot stop but did in time.  It been three weeks but it ssems like forever.  I miss him so much and I can feel his spirit here in the house.   My faimly wants me to go on trip next s... Wed, 09 Apr 2008 11:50:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/217058/journal/963918 today is wenesday  I been taking it one day at a time  I working on doing the peictures for the memorial next saturday  , it been some what hard but them I remmber the good times  .    I trying to keep busy but with my disabitly it can be hard at times  Wed, 09 Apr 2008 07:23:54 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/217058/journal/950262 I got this great ideal when sitting and thinking beleive it or not that sone with a marker for a grave iwth in in stone was sitting in the flower bed  we moved it away to a place byt the fence.  we wondered what we do with it.  He gt cermented but the stone I move to the back yard and... Thu, 03 Apr 2008 18:42:02 +0100