fairy2008's Journal I'm a 34 year old s/w/l and was told in November 2007 that i have Hep-C. I got the infection from my ex- partner.It's really kicking my butt, b/c i also have Cancer. I'm 5ft.10inch and have alot of different passions on life it's self. http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal Sun, 06 Jul 2008 21:38:38 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.2.0.6584 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/215450/1213272924.jpg fairy2008's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/215450 fairy2008's entry on 05/30/2008 11:13 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/1089400 WELL, HELLO EVERYONE... IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I'VE BEEN ON..BUT, JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT ON THE 5TH I HAVE LIVER SURGERY.. I HAVE A TUMOR THE SIZE OF AN ORANGE THAT IS CAUSING MAJOR PROBLEMS AND HAS TO BE REMOVED...SO, WILL EVERYONE PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.. Fri, 30 May 2008 23:13:55 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 05/21/2008 08:37 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/1067705 Well, I just wanted to say, that yesterday Morning I lost my Papa to Cancer..His fight was over and He was ready to go to heaven..he went in peace w/ no pain..He was a good man..Now he's in heaven with my angels... Wed, 21 May 2008 08:37:07 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 05/13/2008 05:27 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/1049567 I'VE BEEN BATTLING CANCER SINCE 1999..I LOST MY YOUNGEST SET OF TWINS B/C OF MY CANCER..WHEN I GOT HEP-C BACK IN NOVEMBER 2007- MY CANCER STARTED BLOWING UP..I'VE BEEN ON CHEMO AND NOW I HAVE TO HAVE LIVER SURGERY. THEY FOUND A TUMOR ON MY LIVER.. AND THEN I'LL START MY TREATMENT AGAIN.. Tue, 13 May 2008 17:27:59 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 05/13/2008 05:19 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/1049548 HELLO EVERYONE...ANYONE FIGHTING HEP-C...PLEASE READ THIS...PLEASE DO NOT STOP TREATMENT....WE'LL ON MAY 5, 2008. I HAD A VIAL LOAD DONE IT WAS AT 24.3 MILLION.. TO LET EVERYONE KNOW I'M GEYNO TYPE 1A.. THERE IS ONLY A FIVE PERCENT CHANCE I CAN BEAT IT...I WENT TO MY LIVER DOCTOR ON FRIDAY T... Tue, 13 May 2008 17:19:07 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 05/11/2008 11:48 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/1044125 We'll today is Mother's Day..It's suppose to be a good day, dont get me wrong it is. I have other children, but it's also hard because of the children I've lost. This is the first Mother's day without my Jonathan. I miss then sooo much...Well breaking news on Mother'... Sun, 11 May 2008 11:48:27 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 05/09/2008 08:27 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/1039601 Well today I go to the liver Doctor to find out what the hell I'm going to do, and If I'm going to do the surgery. I have to do it for my Children and Friends. Fri, 09 May 2008 08:27:23 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 05/08/2008 06:06 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/1038413 Thu, 08 May 2008 18:06:59 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 05/07/2008 12:50 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/1034213 well, today has been a real bad day...I have soooo many feeling going on inside me right now.I'm very angry that my ex for not telling me, knowing that I'm battling cancer too. I started my treatment on February 14, 2008 and my vial load was 24.3 and they just did another vial load and it wa... Wed, 07 May 2008 00:50:44 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 05/06/2008 05:24 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/1033317 Well, as of today. May 6th, 2008.... I stopped all treatment for my Hep-c and signed a DNR. I can't handle all the pain anymore and being sick. Hep-C sucks really bad and it's running me down. Tue, 06 May 2008 17:24:45 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 04/24/2008 05:52 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/1003189 Thu, 24 Apr 2008 05:52:03 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 04/23/2008 12:31 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/1001229 Well yesterday they did a scan of the tumor on my liver @ my appointment and the doctor just called me with the results...My Chemo is working....Yeah.. my tumor has gotten smaller. But, I have to stay on chemo for 45 weeks.. Yuck- but If it will save my life then -I'm cool with it... Wed, 23 Apr 2008 12:31:52 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 04/22/2008 01:14 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/998574 Wee, today @ 3:00 my time. I have to meet with another surgan to get 2nd opioin on my liver surgery.. My Internal Mediciane doc and my liver doc said i need to do it.. But, I scared b/c they can only give me a 50- 50 of making it out alive...I have babies that need me..well, i'll let every one k... Tue, 22 Apr 2008 13:14:14 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 04/20/2008 12:25 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/993249  We'll I got a call about 2 weeks ago from my step-daughter.. My ex was just told that she has the same kind of cancer that i have... Her's is at stage 4 and has went into her lungs... {not good}...I feel soooo bad for her, because i know how it feels. She wants me to come home but-I... Sun, 20 Apr 2008 12:25:59 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 04/17/2008 12:32 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/986300 Oh- My God, I just got the shit scared out of me... It came across our news that there is a Measle out break here in town.....But thank god I was not exposed....My Doctor said it would have probally killed me because of doing chemo and my bone marrow supression....but WOW it scared the hell out of m... Thu, 17 Apr 2008 12:32:19 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 04/17/2008 09:29 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/985855 This Bone Marrow Supperssion really sucks...I have been given blood 3 times all ready.. and I got a call the A.M that I need more.... It seems to be happening to me every 3-4 weeks...but It does boost my engery.. so I guess it helps.. It just sucks sitting there for 8 hours in the hospital to get bl... Thu, 17 Apr 2008 09:29:00 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 04/16/2008 10:48 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/984973 I cant figure out how to fix this goal..i have not quite smoking.. Wed, 16 Apr 2008 22:48:46 +0100 fairy2008's entry on 04/16/2008 10:23 http://dailystrength.org/people/215450/journal/983229 I'm having a really hard time quiting smoking.. There's sooo much going on in my life- That it seems useless to stop, but I also know that it's not helping me and I have to stop.. Wed, 16 Apr 2008 10:23:17 +0100