Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal Sat, 26 Jul 2008 01:34:42 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/197634/1213247226.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/197634 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/1141833 The stress, the screaming, the temper tantrums.... it was insane, and then there were the kids! Oh my how they fought each and every step of the way. From the seven hour bus ride with the two hour layover that Chris and I took, to the five hour drive Steve, Dad and Tim took, it was a long trip! Then... Mon, 23 Jun 2008 12:12:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/1116564 There was a time I believed the world a perfect place.I never knew I'd see man's eminent disgrace.There was a time when I knew I was freeAnd I delighted in my libertyThere was a time when beauty was realBut man came, that beauty to steal.There was a time when I was pure,But I can't say t... Thu, 12 Jun 2008 02:11:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/1103940 So, have you ever had a really close friend in your childhood that you lost because of time and distance alone? I thought I had lost one too. Okay, in reality, I lost alot of them. Last night however, through a miracle of God, I found a friend I had not heard from since 2001, just after my son was b... Fri, 06 Jun 2008 11:55:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/1102391 There are just some times in life when dealing with the everyday matters can feel like pulling teeth. There are things that make you angry and frustrate you and creep you out. Well dealing with today this past week has been a very frustrating experience. I don't know where to go or who to turn t... Thu, 05 Jun 2008 18:44:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/1091924 I'm leaving in a few minutes for New Hampshire to go see our new place. Here's hoping everything goes as planned. I have the money for the security deposit in hand and will be giving it to them tomorrow. Ahhh. This is slightly freaky. I am soo not sure what to expect. Wish me luck! Sun, 01 Jun 2008 10:52:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/1090305 I'm going to be going to see my new place this weekend. I'm excited and scared at the same time. It's just me going, and I have to be back by Wednesday morning for court, but I just feel wierd about it all. Anyways, TTFN. Sat, 31 May 2008 12:47:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/1080465 I have to move! My boss came to me with an offer I couldn't pass up. I can move to New Hampshire and run the office he plans to start there and be on Salary! That would completely change our place in this world. We live from paycheck to paycheck, and it's scary and frustrating because I neve... Tue, 27 May 2008 08:49:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/1061908 I'm writing again! Yay! An idea for a story just popped into my head today. I'm going to write after I update my goals. Sun, 18 May 2008 21:45:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/1055385 I am so tired of the pain in this world. I am so tired of the constant let down each and every month. I am tired of everyone else getting what I want! I feel like the world is crumbling around my feet and I don't know what to do. The more I try to hold on, the further away I fall.... Thu, 15 May 2008 22:03:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/1045939 I think I'm about 35% done with my website already. It's already up and running, but I'm adding new topics and information each day. I finished the bible study pages! Yay! Mon, 12 May 2008 08:35:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/1038606 Everthing changes, and everything stays the same. Right now I am dealing with the issue of a possible move to another state. I don't know if I can do it. It would be the right thing to do financially speaking, but I'm afraid. I don't know if I would be able to make new friends and I don... Thu, 08 May 2008 19:30:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/978093 Somehow, when my period is late I always get my hopes up. As of today it is 11 days late. I had almost gotten up the hope to take a second test. Well a few minutes ago I went to the bathroom and lo and behold, the first sign of starting was there.  I'm sad, because I wanted so much to be pr... Mon, 14 Apr 2008 12:50:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/973811 Trying to overcome the obstacles set before me and restore the friendships that have been broken, I am trying to put the best light upon what wrongs have been perpetrated against me. I am trying to heal something that is as dear to me as a child. These have been my friends for years.As I said, J cam... Sat, 12 Apr 2008 17:36:38 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/969102 My day. As days go this one wasn't bad. I got up, took my son out to the bus, came in and got my brother dressed and fed, then we headed out. We walked to the grocery store and did the shopping and took a taxi home. Then I worked until my son got off the bus, got him started on his homework... Thu, 10 Apr 2008 20:47:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/962994 About a month ago, my friendships with three people fell apart. It all started about a year ago. Last April I took in my friend C. She had very little money, no job, and no place to go. So I took her in. About a month latter my friend J had an epiphany about her life and being pleasing to God, ... Tue, 08 Apr 2008 20:39:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/957129 Well, I've just added a new page to my website. it's not finished yet, but hopefully people can get help from what I have so far, you know? I'm working on a page with answers from the bible about things that matter to us. Rape, Abuse, Sickness, death, depression, etc. I'm hoping... Sun, 06 Apr 2008 17:22:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/954243 Well, it's been a hard morning. I took a pregnancy test this morning. It was negative. I tried so hard not to get my hopes up, but every time my period is late, I just do. I can't seem to help myself. I want another child so badly. I just feel like a failure.The morning started with me being... Sat, 05 Apr 2008 11:43:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/950818 Why aren't women or men who are raped given more credit? Why are we put down, disgraced, and made to feel less? I read somewhere that 3 of 4 women have been or will be raped in their lifetime. Something like 23 % of men will be attacked as well, mostly in their early childhood through adolescenc... Thu, 03 Apr 2008 22:27:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/197634/journal/948302 I've been working on my poetry since late last night. I am trying to organize and proof read all of my old poems. I submitted another today in hopes it will be published. If it does get published it will be my third. It feels strange. Something I wrote in a book. Now if I can get one of my stori... Wed, 02 Apr 2008 23:22:52 +0100