Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/196985/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:51:31 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/196985/1213246935.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/196985 http://dailystrength.org/people/196985/journal/1206137  JULY 23, 2008 LANCE, YESTERDAY MADE  7 MONTHS,  BABY I STILL MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH.  I STOPPED BY THE ACCIDENT SITE AND WALKED AROUND.  I JUST FELT THE NEED TO BE NEAR YOU.  THE PLACE WHERE THE HEAVENS OPENED UP AND TOOK YOU HOME.  AFTER I WENT HOME AND ... Wed, 23 Jul 2008 14:13:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/196985/journal/1187681 7-14-08 This weekend it was too hot to be outside, nothing to do inside.  You can only watch so much TV, paper work, and house work gets old.  You can only sleep so much.  I decided to venture out on Saturday alone.  I went the river (a very popular place for dining, movies ... Mon, 14 Jul 2008 12:36:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/196985/journal/1144725 6-24-08   This past weekend hit 6 months without Lance now.  I think that I handled the 22nd much better than the past several months.  I had a chilling reminder on Saturday evening just a little after 8pm. Almost the same exact time as Dec. 22nd 2007.  I was outside doing y... Tue, 24 Jun 2008 15:59:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/196985/journal/1128525 6-17-08 Just before I went to bed last night I slipped a pair of Lance's shoes on for a few minutes I could still feel the imprint of his foot.  Then I prayed that God wouldn't let me forget what he looked like.  I had a dream that he came back for a brief visit.  I got t... Tue, 17 Jun 2008 13:27:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/196985/journal/1120205 June 13, 2008 This weekend is going to be Father's Day.  I think other than our wedding anniversay this is going to be the hardest holiday/celebration to get through so far.  I am starting to feel very anxious.  The kids don't want to do anything either.  We have tal... Fri, 13 Jun 2008 16:13:50 +0100