Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal Mon, 08 Sep 2008 09:42:41 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/190854/1215646927.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/190854 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1223131 I am still feeling good but I am so bored all the time and so ready for summer to end the heat and the kids all the time it is quit hard on me I really need that school break got to figure out something to do though to make some friends and to just get out of the house cant wait I am so tired of bei... Fri, 01 Aug 2008 19:53:23 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1199834 still doing well just need to update I love my new meds they are so helpful I can tell when it it time to take my next pills because I get a little anxious but they sure keep me in check  as soon as I take them I lose the anxiety yeah that is my worst and depression have not felt that in a long... Sun, 20 Jul 2008 13:07:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1186720 still feeling pretty good my doctor changed all my medicine around 3 weeks ago the only side effects I am still having are a bit irritabililty and some issues with the sleep I go to see the pdoc again tommorrow and we will see what he does to me tommorrow I hope not a depilitating change I know how ... Sun, 13 Jul 2008 23:46:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1172718 still feeling good not alot to update when your feeling good!!!!!    thank goddess!!!!! Mon, 07 Jul 2008 13:31:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1159880 I am feeling good but so bored nothing to do sick of cleaning but what can I do I chose to be a stay at home mom and that is what I am doing it is the best for my kids that I am at home especially now that they are getting to the teen yrs but I am so bored and lonely all the time maybe if my hubby w... Tue, 01 Jul 2008 12:08:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1156353 still feeling good but I am a bit concerned for some of my friends they seem to be not doing so good I sure hope things start to go better for them!!! Sun, 29 Jun 2008 21:23:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1150955 I am feeling so good of late my pdoc changed the meds up and I am feeling pretty good yeah for me.  My husband got home last night and things are just getting better and better with that horrid situation.  I seem to be doing better about that also I am still extremely jealous but I that is... Fri, 27 Jun 2008 07:23:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1146419 Saw the pdoc yesterday what a nice man.  He changed everything didn't sleep last night which is not normal for me I think I might have to take my antidepressant  in the morning instead of at night I am now on four meds instead of 2 he added cymbalta and xanax wow now do I feel like a d... Wed, 25 Jun 2008 10:03:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1143438 I am feeling a little blue tonight and I think it is I cannot handle my husband being gone anymore. I need him here with me it is to hard to have him away anymore but really there is nothing we can do. till I have time to go to school and get some sort of education.  but that also makes me nerv... Tue, 24 Jun 2008 01:00:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1135714 Thank you to all my friends for helping me through such a difficult time in my life I was truely leaning on you all hard and you where all there for me Thanx again. Fri, 20 Jun 2008 13:51:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1135707 doing pretty good today. me and my hubby are going out tonight. we have been making it priority to go out ever week. it is hard because the kids don't see him all week long just like I don't. but we really need this time alone to reconnect so far so good. he is very appoligetic and when I ge... Fri, 20 Jun 2008 13:48:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1133307 So far she has not called again since my hubby reamed her in front of another co-worker I sure hope it stays that way when she calls my anxiety goes from 0 to the highest I am capable of having I start to shake and then I get nausious and all that fun stuff just from a phone call it is horrible yike... Thu, 19 Jun 2008 13:19:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1120145 things are going well between me and my hubby but the bitch wont stop calling he stopped her at work and told her to her face stop calling(all in front of other people) or I am getting an restraining order I am going to the boss (she has already got warnings from the boss because of another angry wi... Fri, 13 Jun 2008 15:44:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1085873 I am feeling so much better about everything that has been going on I am alittle nervous that I am surpressing the feelings but I am still talking about it with my husband and he is reasuring me that he is with me he did come home 2 nights ago and with that and what was said I am confident that he i... Thu, 29 May 2008 12:22:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1077018 O.k. on friday I decide to check the phone records to see how much they were talking 1650 with in a 2 week period me and him was 600 in the same frame time he also did most of the calling to her what a jerk well I get this wild hair and decide that I should call her she is very quiet and keeps on sa... Sun, 25 May 2008 15:44:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1066539 I am feelling pretty good today maybe switching to high instead of low feels alot better if that is the case I need the break from the crazy emotions for a while yeah!! Tue, 20 May 2008 19:01:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1058132 I am so sad tonight I just want to die with a passion. I figure I will take the new perscription of seroquel so I will just go to sleep and not feel anything anymore then I can finish off my lithium and to top off the toxic concoction I will take the two bottles of tylanol that should do the job I c... Fri, 16 May 2008 23:57:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1044235 it's mothers day and I am unhappy woke up husband is still not home even after 4 1/2 weeks he is suppose to be gone 2 to 3 more weeks and the house is trashed and my kids keep fighting so other than I woke up sad and self conscience and I have to go to peoples houses today I really don't fee... Sun, 11 May 2008 12:58:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1040846 today I asked him if we don't make it would you be friends with her again after what she started?  He said "you mean after she broke up our marriage?  No"  I asked so after I found out why were you still going to be her friend and borrow books from her? You know you... Fri, 09 May 2008 17:58:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190854/journal/1039720 green is my new favorite color well I woke up feeling bad today that is not good cuz my mood usually goes from what ever it is in the morning to worse that can actually be scary don't know where to go from here trying to think only of myself and my kids but I can not help it I just wish it didn... Fri, 09 May 2008 09:35:25 +0100