Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/190794/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:36:02 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/190794/1217639844.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/190794 http://dailystrength.org/people/190794/journal/1252980 I yell and scream all insideJust wanting to get awayHoping and praying one day I can be freeFrom all the pain and fearful torment I tear and bleed on the outsideI just want you to knowwhy I want to ge awayI just want to be free for once    Tue, 19 Aug 2008 00:44:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190794/journal/1250449 When I say I am ok, it means just leave me alone about it I will get over it, when I say no, its no, when I say yes its yes. When I say I'm fine, I need to talk or just leave me alone. LOL funny huh? Well now I don't have to worry, about it. Thanks you guys for all your support. You guy... Sun, 17 Aug 2008 16:52:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190794/journal/1247677 When I heard your voiceIts sound soothing and sweetYour voice is what puts me at restEverytme I hear you voiceI feel all warm inside I sit on the window silllooking up at the night skyI just remember your voiceand I feel all warm inside Your voice reminds me of my motherWho is so caring an... Fri, 15 Aug 2008 18:52:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190794/journal/1245409 Thu, 14 Aug 2008 13:29:26 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190794/journal/1240816 Dedicated to kelly, I love you sis I really do. A sister life forgot to give me. Everysince  I was young I wanted someone to connect tosomeone to understand meWhen you came I knew you were the one.You are always there for me and i am always there for youYou make me smile eve... Mon, 11 Aug 2008 23:45:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190794/journal/1234961 well I found yesterday, I will live past my doctors expectations but said part is I only have a year and half to live, my diagnoses is weak heart hopefully well completely heal and stay strong, one small lung hopefully going to grow to normal size, and immune defiency(not sure how to spell it) hopef... Fri, 08 Aug 2008 15:55:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190794/journal/1203217 There are several people that I would like to thank for being here for me and not giving up. They are the reason why I am alive right now. They were worried but that didn't stop them from helping me. I thought they were just helping because they didn't want some one to die from suicide. They... Tue, 22 Jul 2008 03:47:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190794/journal/1195775 No one sits with him, he doesn't fit in But we feel like we do when we make fun of him Cause you want to belong, do you go along? Cause his pain is the price paid for you to belong It's not like you hate him or want him to die But maybe he goes home and thinks suicide Or he comes back to sc... Fri, 18 Jul 2008 03:05:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190794/journal/1167899 help me mommy for I am hereyour child unborn but I can hear, all the stress that you bearis weakening me as i start to tear    I hear walking from here to therebut what do I feelmommy your bleeding nowand i am insideWhat has happened on the outside Help me mommy I can't breat... Fri, 04 Jul 2008 22:36:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190794/journal/1161491 I hold my head ready to dieif only I could just go back in timemy past was awful but at least I had a familywith all these lies they keep telling usonly makes it worse So I lay my head down and surrender my allto all this pain that was insidehas finally taken overand it has won the ba... Wed, 02 Jul 2008 02:30:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190794/journal/1097051 OMG my sister/friend won't be on til a lil bit over a year. I am going to cry, I want to talk to her so bad. I am about to cry. Tue, 03 Jun 2008 15:44:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190794/journal/1092830 I have a cold for the fiften thousandth time in a row. I just got over with Bronchitis and now I have a cold GOD DAMN IT!! Sun, 01 Jun 2008 20:19:39 +0100