Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:26:10 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/190156/1213247433.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/190156 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/1242651 HiSorry not been about for ages. I had an attack of the dreaded cfs. Ive been in bed for weeks and im gonna scream if I dont get out soon. To make matters worse ive discovered E-bay. It seems summer is over here. I bought this amazing swing seat gazebo. Its pretty much as it sounds. You can hav... Tue, 12 Aug 2008 22:36:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/1097753 I have so much pain and nausea I dont know what to do. Im SO tired and my head is killing me. Im just fed up. Spent most of the day in bed, in the dark. I would love to have a life where I could do some of the normal things in life. Ive gotta go take some kind of pain killer because I cant take much... Tue, 03 Jun 2008 21:18:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/1047399 Here's the latest in the Pussy Cat saga: Both Merlin and Morgan have rediscovered the joy's of hunting at night again. Oh joy!   It was 3am and Merlin brought back the weirdest looking bug last night. It was as big as the palm of my hand and was a dark reddish brown colour. It... Mon, 12 May 2008 19:50:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/984985 My Cat Snores! And my god she is loud. She is so cute and very beautifull but her snoring is keeping me awake at night. I love her very much but I think... Wed, 16 Apr 2008 22:54:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/978801  Ive been mostly bed bound since christmas. The last two weeks ive been limping around because ive really hurt my ankle. I dont know what ive done but I cant put weight on it. That legs already screwed due to nerve damage and I have to use a walking stick because of it. Now im going to have to ... Mon, 14 Apr 2008 17:35:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/950910 Feeling grim! So tired yet so much insomnia. How ironic is that?  Its 3:55am and im shattered but sleep just  wont come so im back on here instead. Now... Thu, 03 Apr 2008 23:02:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/950649 I am feeling so stir crazy! If I had energy then I could maybe go out for a little while, go to my favourite crystal shop called Aristia. I love that place, crystals, books, jewellery, incense, music, tarot decks, candles, meditation supplies ect... Its heaven in a shop. I can just about cope with a... Thu, 03 Apr 2008 21:25:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/950644 Thu, 03 Apr 2008 21:22:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/939743 Sun, 30 Mar 2008 21:48:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/937536 Ive just bought some new crystals and I cant wait for them to be delivered! I bought two pieces of Aqua aura quartz, one blue and one white. I also bought a fossilizd squid tenticle that has turned into calcite. Amazing, well I think so! Ive put photo's of them in 'my photo's'. Ive alway... Sat, 29 Mar 2008 23:03:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/937514 Sat, 29 Mar 2008 22:54:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/924126 It was my birthday on the 22nd! Yey! It was a saturday and I was having a good day energy wise. Im so pleased I was able to enjoy it properly, unlike some years. We went to my favourite shop where they sell every crystal you could imagine, every book on the spiritual you could want and so man... Mon, 24 Mar 2008 20:53:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/886618 Ive not thought about relationships for a long time. I have not been well enough. But now things are changing in my life. I miss that bond I suppose. I have to learn to see the good things about me, to see this fabled inner beauty we hear so much about. I need to learn to believe in myself. I need t... Sun, 09 Mar 2008 23:22:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/886282 Im feeling much happier at the moment. I won my appeal with DSL (disability living allowance). They claimed I only needed the lowest rate of care. Their reason for this, they said, was because although I needed help frequently I did not need it often. Make sense to you? Nope, me either!  I... Sun, 09 Mar 2008 21:01:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/860815 I was devastated when my local CFS clinic refused to help me becuase I have other medical complications. What person suffering with CFS has no other symptoms but fatigue? I would love to meet one, because I dont think they exist!  I am mostly bedbound, or on a fair day im housebound, if im luck... Thu, 28 Feb 2008 19:21:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/855367 Urghhhhh! Its 2:03am and im so tired. Problem is every time I try to sleep I just lay there and get bored. Sleep just doesnt come, sometimes for hours and that as I said can be very boring. So, here I am paddling through the internet seas! I remember a time when I could just snuggle down in my duvet... Tue, 26 Feb 2008 21:21:04 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/854621 May be im a zombie. Maybe I dont have chronic fatigue at all. Hurruh! That would  explain it,  wouldnt it? Hmmm, a zombie. I could live with that!  Blurghhhhhh! I want to feel awake. I do not want to feel tired anymore!  Tue, 26 Feb 2008 16:23:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/842117 Pain pain pain! Im fed up. My right leg and lower back are killing me. Im gonna have to hit the ibuprofen I think.  Ive already had my last daily cocktail of painkillers, I cant take to much more.I just want to sleep! Come on leg, just let... Thu, 21 Feb 2008 21:32:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/190156/journal/841899 It is far too late at night but hey! The dreaded insomnia has struck me again! Im absoloutly pooped. Ive had a cold for the last few days so that has not helped. Im always trying to keep my head above water but for the past few weeks I have just been trying to break through the surfac... Thu, 21 Feb 2008 20:09:00 +0100