Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:17:59 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/gallery/oth_03.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/189945 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1257687 I enjoyed the time.  The energy was so calm and so was the voice of Pastor Dean.  I signed up to be a puppet backdrop person.  I see the pastor for another session in a month Thu, 21 Aug 2008 16:57:38 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1255519 I am sorry I had to delete the group, cant function enought to do it.  Wed, 20 Aug 2008 13:00:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1255475 I really am in a bad spot, I have to take meds to stop an ulcer from building to be full blow, I have to doeal with that inspection lady who is coming soon who does not know how to be nice, I have to deal with inability to sleep, or sleep too much so i am weak, fatigued and over stressed, and the fa... Wed, 20 Aug 2008 12:31:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1254293 the nervous breakdown really has made things hard to do.  Like DS chores.  I am getting a bit better but still need to have a colonoscopy and endoscopy and i may have an ulcer, but at least i am getting off keppra.  And I have nexcium,  Hopefully it will stop me from all the vomi... Tue, 19 Aug 2008 19:12:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1247830 It is been a hot week in Florida.  ice cream before bed and the lightest PJ set I have to wear.  AC is our friend.  Hope all of you have a good weekend.  I am going to go to a new worship center, and so I am ging to do alot of resting to relax my nerves --- tears today.  Lot... Fri, 15 Aug 2008 21:04:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1246090 By Jamila RashidMY MASKI hide behind a maskYou can't see my faceLooking at first glanceI'm in a happy placeThe truth is, that's a lieBut you can't really tellthat in the back of my mindI think the world should rot in hellWhat's the point of livingIf we are all going to dieWhat... Thu, 14 Aug 2008 21:18:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1246050 I slept most of the day, and Mom came over to make me eatI then went back to bedTherapy tonight was not funNeed to go back to church to make me better2 Doctors say that is my solution for my depressionmore than medicationsSo I found the church locationgoing sunday  Thu, 14 Aug 2008 20:50:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1244279 Everything is overwhelming, even buying dinner, let alone eat the dinner.  I have so many tests I need to have done, and did a few today. Even the dentist which I never have any cavaties or problems at was stressfull.  I cant meditate with out feeling overwhelmed. Talking on the phone is e... Wed, 13 Aug 2008 20:42:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1243957 just rest at home and see the psychiatrist in two weeks.  I am to get off six meds by then. Wed, 13 Aug 2008 17:11:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1242236 Doctor feels that The Keppra is not the best thing for me to be on  My Neuro doctors is not doing anything so he is taking the ball into his hands and weaning me off.  Thank G-d! Tue, 12 Aug 2008 18:11:04 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1240585 Psychologist said Nervousbreakdown need to see if I need to be hospitalized and have daily shots to sleep and calm down the nervous system so i dont vomit or some how expell thru bowels all the food that i attempt to eat. at least no seizures since the last one.   Going to bed  Mon, 11 Aug 2008 21:03:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1238401 Tell your doctors how wonderful DS is and get them involved so others can benefit... Sun, 10 Aug 2008 18:13:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1238086 Not much but enough to freak me out.  Not feeling great I skipped church again, and I am trying to get well enough to attend but I am just not there yet. Sun, 10 Aug 2008 14:20:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1235923 Common known side effects Along with its needed effects, a medicine may cause some unwanted effects. Although not all of these side effects may occur, if they do occur they may need medical attention.Check with your doctor as soon as possible if any of the following side effects occur:Less common... Sat, 09 Aug 2008 04:40:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1235911 Really weird,  My body is just so odd.  I cant wait to detox off this Lamictal.  Stopped offically last dose thursday night, but still have diarrhea.  What else is new...I am up amd freezing in this apartment.  Not supposed to die this weekend, doctors orderrs.  Like re... Sat, 09 Aug 2008 04:24:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1235374 I got an insurance cure today in PT.  Fri, 08 Aug 2008 20:32:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1233263 I went and therapy helped Thu, 07 Aug 2008 19:22:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1233007 no body helps me and I am disabled.  I feel and house my boyfriend who seems to like to get laid off and then lie about it.  2nd time this relationship in 4 years.  The man bankrupted me last time, and this time I cant file so I have to struggle to make ends met.  I bitched and m... Thu, 07 Aug 2008 16:13:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1231569 No cavities but need to go back to the dentist next week because they took 12 x rays and time ran out. I did have a melt down.  I got so angry I screamed - something I should have done months ago.  With all the illness, the medicine symptoms, the feelings of being the sole provider, i... Wed, 06 Aug 2008 20:16:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189945/journal/1229719 My mom called 5 times since she got home from a week long away and expected that I would be home when I was in the doctors office and waiting for 2 hours for Dr. Coris, and I have to see him next tuesday.  He wants me to have stool tests.  And My family is full of cancer so I am scared.... Tue, 05 Aug 2008 19:32:11 +0100