Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal Sun, 07 Sep 2008 00:16:40 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/189902/1213257077.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/189902 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1258634 Just had a letter from disability, they say they have over paid my allowence since feb 07 and now they want there money back! I had no idea thery were overpaying!! Ive looked over the new paper work and I estimate they will be looking to get £3500 back!I dont have that kind of money!... Fri, 22 Aug 2008 07:41:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1257062 Things are ticking over ok at the moment.The sun is actually out!! Wonderful, I was begining to think it got lost or something!! lolSoren had another vet visit, and anti-bac jab but he is doing well.Molly has yet another cold!!My food has been awful so am going back on the slim-fast to get back on t... Thu, 21 Aug 2008 10:27:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1252095 Saw the Dr today, After trying literally countless medications and none of them working (or the side effects being too bad) He decided to refer me back to the Phychiatric Unit for re-assesment.I dont really know why but i feel like such a failure.I have suffered with poor mental health for over 11yr... Mon, 18 Aug 2008 14:45:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1249847 Trying so hard not to get really really angry!My neighbour plays there bassy music all the time and it THUMPS through my house and I find it soo stressful!!!!!!!!We ask them to turn it down and they do, which is great, but WHY OH WHY do they still play it that loud!Why do they not think to themsleve... Sun, 17 Aug 2008 07:51:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1248415 Had the worst nights sleep!!!!!!Pain is bad today, gonna go back to bed shortly with a couple of hotwater bottles.Hope you are having a great day my friend.Lots of love and hugsXX Sat, 16 Aug 2008 09:27:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1246667 Hi all.Hope this finds you well.Soren is home from the vets with lots of antibiotics, have to go back next week for the lab results. Im so pleased he is home.Molly is staying at her grand parents tonight so Ben and I can actually go out!! Wahooo!  lolIts been so long since i went out on a Frida... Fri, 15 Aug 2008 07:53:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1243088 This is our gorgeous ragdoll cat, Soren.He is sooo adorable such a big ball of fur. Anywho.... Had to take him to the vet today as he was unable to wee. Vet says it could be infection or kidney stones, he has to stay at the vets for tests.Keep yr fingers crossed folks. I hope its just an infec... Wed, 13 Aug 2008 07:44:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1238302 Feeling a little better,Thanks for your support. xx Sun, 10 Aug 2008 17:11:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1236623 Feel Isolated, Alone, Rejected and Abandoned.  Tonight for the first time in about 4 years I really want to cut. Please Help!!  Sat, 09 Aug 2008 15:52:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1236075 Sat, 09 Aug 2008 08:41:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1234106 On Wednesday, a friend phoned asking to meet up today.Well on wednesday I was feeling ok and like I could do anything, But....Today is friday, and , Im not so sure.Have decided am going to feel the fear and do it anyway. EEEkkkkkk Fri, 08 Aug 2008 07:46:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1232174 HiI never knew how much I used DS and how much time i spent here till my pc broke. Now i feel like an arms been cut off, All my friends are here and i miss you!!My friend is trying to fix the pc, I never have any idea about these things.I hope to have it back soon, other wise i am going to be on the... Thu, 07 Aug 2008 06:30:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1227284 Felling much much better,Always feel so much worse in the mornings.Tomorrow the plan is to take Molly to the museum. She is really looking forward to it so I can't let her down.Cant let pain and anxiety get in the way of her having a good day.No Pressure eh!! LOLLove to you allxxxx Mon, 04 Aug 2008 13:23:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1225394 Having a great day today.Actually managed to put my anxiety aside and go to chruch today, (the first time in ages).Felt so good to be around my church family, A group of them got back from a christian festival yesterday and were so excited to share there experiences, It was so good to hear how God h... Sun, 03 Aug 2008 11:10:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1222490 Well myself and 7 other ladies from the family all went along to the cinema to watch "mamma mia" and we had a ball! It was so much fun, we then went to a pub for a late lunch. Although i was a littel nervous I did have a great time! Yay!! LOL Hope you are having a good day too.Love yo... Fri, 01 Aug 2008 12:35:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1218554 Do you ever get those days when you feel utterly rubbish but dont have the words to describe it?I just dont have the energy to even think, I am ......................I dont know,  Am coming to terms with the fact that I have endometriosis and have chronic pelvic pain, this isnt new information,... Wed, 30 Jul 2008 10:31:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1216373 Well the British summer is over!! LOLWe had three days of scorching sunshine and now its tipping with rain! Dont you just love it!!LOL Am trying so hard to not let the pain get on top of me, but its so hard, Its just there all the time. so tiring. Anyway the plan today is to go to the driv... Tue, 29 Jul 2008 08:22:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/189902/journal/1214483 Hi all, It seems so many of my friends are struggling at the moment.I wish I could come to you all and give you a big hug. Or just sit with a cup of coffee and chat. I guess cyber hugs will just have to do!(((((((((hugs)))))))))))) The sunshine has arrived and it is glorious!!!!I dose... Mon, 28 Jul 2008 09:39:03 +0100