Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 18:48:21 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/female.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/18107 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/490070  I have gone into a shell. I am a last soul who is so confused and feel that I am the only person on this earth. When I go into a store it is like I am a ghost. When I talk to my boyfriend it is like I am not there. I have no friends to talk to our go do something together. My boyfriend does no... Sun, 30 Sep 2007 11:21:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/311053  My doctor sent me to a surgeon he gave me new meds and now on the 23rd I have to get an x-ray of my colon. He also said that I may need to change my job career. I asked him why he said stress. I can’t stand it when a doctor says that. I told him the last doctor who asked me if I am under... Thu, 19 Jul 2007 09:40:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/291428  Not much is going on in my life, I am just trying to deal with my emotions. Plus at my job there is no AC and I don't care to work in this heat plus it is harder to keep control of the inmates because of the heat.I see the doctor today about my gallbladder I am hopping that she will reques... Wed, 11 Jul 2007 10:01:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/253692  My husband mother passed away last thursday. His mother almost died two years ago and he went back home but I guess it was not her time yet. I new that he wanted to go but he said he was not sure and when I asked him if he had the money and he said he was short. I gave him my credit card to pu... Sun, 24 Jun 2007 11:58:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/224891 I have been reading another book by Joyce Meyer I was surprised to realize that she is 63 years old. I never would believe that she was that old. I have came to the point that I have to much free time what is making me bored and depressed, so I sent off a letter to volunteer at the Zoo. Since the wo... Mon, 11 Jun 2007 10:56:04 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/221231 Not much is going on in my life. My doctor gave me some meds that seems to help my gallbladder. I just been working and getting bored. I wish I had a friend to do things with, I sometimes get tired of doing things by myself. Other then that I am doing just fine. I hope everyone else is doing okay too. Sat, 09 Jun 2007 12:48:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/156671 My son came down when I was off work he had to go to Temple what is about a 36 mile drive from where I live. He had to have a MRI done and while we were at the VA he got his picture taken for his ID. We enjoyed that day together and I was also able to up grade my phone because the phone I had I cou... Mon, 07 May 2007 10:27:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/140389 It has been awhile since I have written in my journal, but I have been busy getting back intouch with god. This time I am going to stay with god and study the bible. Things are looking up because of reading the words of god. I love my boyfriend very much and I have realize that I must stay with hi... Fri, 27 Apr 2007 10:39:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/90354 For wherever there is jealousy (envy) and contention ( rivalry and selfish ambition) and all sorts of evil and vile practices. But the wisdom from above is first of all pure (underfiled); then it is peace-loving courteous (considerate, gentle). It is willing to yield to reason, full of compassion an... Wed, 28 Mar 2007 10:11:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/87316 I have been staying busy last week on my days off I did spring cleaning what made me feel better that my place is nice and clean. I drive 34 miles one way to work and since it is spring all the wild flowers are out and everything is so bright and green. I truly have been enjoying the drive to work ... Mon, 26 Mar 2007 10:10:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/67363 Well today I went and had lunch with a guy I meet on the internet. I felt uncomfortable and talked my head off. I don't think he was impress at all. There was also red flags. I don't feel that I really want to date. And what I do want I don't believe I will ever have. I feel so lost and I have be... Sat, 10 Mar 2007 16:08:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/66266 The day started out bad but after reading DianeKay journal it changed my way of thinking. I am so gratful to have you all here to give me support. I am like a lost puppy dog right now. But all your words of advice has help me. Thank you and god bless you all. Have a wonderful rest of the day. Fri, 09 Mar 2007 16:21:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/63225 This week I have been putting in a lot of overtime what is a plus it keeps my mine off of him. I am getting back to normal again. I guess one it gets real hard is on my days off. Wed, 07 Mar 2007 09:27:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/56374 I got back yesterday from College Station my son had hurt his back so I had to take him to the VA. The meds are helping and he can get around now but very slowly. The doctor is making an appointment for him to get a MRI done. When I got home my boyfriend car was at home but he was not. So I called ... Thu, 01 Mar 2007 09:55:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/50885 I just found out that he is still seeing that women and on the weekends is when he works his part-time job but he did not go to his part-time job today. He will not answer his cell phone so I take it that he has turned off. I am so lost and confused. Should I start trying to date again while I am t... Sat, 24 Feb 2007 11:03:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/50833 Well I thought that maybe god wants us to stay together, so I wrote him a letter and he has not replied. We don't see each other on the days I work but he could of left a message or called me. I even went as far to say we could sleep in the same bed again. Well the past two nights he is sleeping in ... Sat, 24 Feb 2007 09:59:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/48667 Well the last three days have been interesting. I went to College Station to see my son and to check out the prisons and apartments. Novasota only have one apartment complex only 12 unit but what blown me away was the manager said she would have to interview my dog..... I had no luck with College... Thu, 22 Feb 2007 09:09:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/43765 What in the world did I do wrong to find men who does these things? My boyfriend who has cheated on me more then once and now has a girlfriend I meet on the internet and on my profile I was up front in what I was looking for and what I will not stand for. I even went as far as stating that if you ch... Sat, 17 Feb 2007 10:16:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/41713 I wonder at times if I will ever find a good man or will I spend what left of my life alone? I really don't ask much from a man only that they love me and show that love. That they don't cheat on me or be a drunk or live there live infront of the TV watching all the sports. I don't mine if they like... Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:57:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/18107/journal/41706 Well my Valentine's day was for the bird. I worked a 12 hour shift and they lost the paper work on one of the days I work so I had to back track paper work to show them that I did put in overtime. I was kinda hopping that my ex-boyfriend would of gaven me a card even if it was a friendship card but... Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:43:14 +0100