Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 18:45:59 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/180279/1213246923.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/180279 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1188646 The night turned out really good.  We went to CMA meeting wich I really enjoyed, just not sure if its the type of meeting I want to attend, so we will try a few others before I make a decision.  Then we went out to the movies and that was fun.  We are really taking things slow, but I ... Mon, 14 Jul 2008 21:09:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1182888 I dont know if you call it a date but I am going out with someone tonight.  We are just going to a meeting together then off to do what ever  attracts us.  Even if it's not a date it is nice to get out with someone not of the same sex or that I am related too.  Dont get me wr... Fri, 11 Jul 2008 22:16:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1180714 Thank God this week is almost over! This has been the most physicaly exhausting week.  I love the fact that they trust me enough to leave me alone to run things.  But did it have to be the busiest week of the year!LOLAny ways the week is over and I survived!  Another week sober and ha... Thu, 10 Jul 2008 22:19:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1174514 Like I said I will leave it in the Lords hands.  I guess you can say I met somebody,  but I am not really sure where it will go.  I just want to be friends to start.  If something develops, then more power to it.  But you can never have to many friends if something... Tue, 08 Jul 2008 09:17:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1172220 I had a really good weekend, again.  We went to visit family in Yuma, and I have have to admit I was sure it was going to be a bore, but I really had fun. Are family Marine took us on base to check out the airplanes and that was awesome.  But for the most part the family just hung out and ... Mon, 07 Jul 2008 09:28:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1157216   I had one of the best weekends, and just felt I needed to share it.  I actually got out and went to my cousin's jui  jitsu  tournment.  Even thou he didnt fare to well it was still fun.  My mom took me to get some new clothes, that way I w... Mon, 30 Jun 2008 09:21:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1146407 Just a quick note.  I am finally feeling closer to normal than I have in the past few days.  My family and friends have been great and supportive in my time of need.  I just wish I would of used their help in the past.  Because my life may of had a different outcome.  Hey i ... Wed, 25 Jun 2008 09:59:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1143281 Cancel that 2.5 years and make 2 days Mon, 23 Jun 2008 23:22:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1142905 I dont why but this is really hard to put in my journal. I broke my streak of staying clean and got high.  I have pretty much been thru every emotion.  I have had the biggest urge to go score a sack since I already screwed up.  But I cant disapoint the people that stood by me.  I... Mon, 23 Jun 2008 20:37:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1136362 I wake up every morning and go to work like I am supposed to.  I pay my bills at the end of the week, every week just so I wont get behind.  But I am still falling behind, my mom steps in and helps and I really love that about her.  But I am 33 years old and I am still getti... Fri, 20 Jun 2008 19:54:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1129554 I have actually been clean for over two and a half years, but I just started this goal for some reason.  So I just had to make that clear since it says I have been clean for 2 days.  You know us addicts we want credit for every day clean!  Tue, 17 Jun 2008 21:52:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1123457 Recieved some good news Thursday.  My parole officer called and said he is tired of wasting each other's time.  I have completed every task they have asked and passed every drug test thrown my way.  I was told, looks like I will be one of the 30% that don't return to prison wh... Sun, 15 Jun 2008 10:47:38 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1116897 Today is the first day all the big wig's fly out to D.C. for the convention at work.  And they basicly left me and another guy in charge. The funny thing is we both have only been there for six months.  But they told us yesterday this is the first time they have ever been able to do so... Thu, 12 Jun 2008 08:30:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1112204 This was a big weekend for me it was everything I expected it to be....thats why I am kind of upset with myself.  I didnt do anything to crazy but I did have a few beer's and hung out with old co-workers. It was all fine but it drove every feeling I had to want to use.  I should have c... Tue, 10 Jun 2008 10:06:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1101266 I dont know why it was such a big deal to tell my ex to leave me alone, but its finally done.  I flirted with the idea of getting back together when I got out, but I am pretty sure it was just because I was lonely.  I know how the relationship works with her and it always ends in drug use.... Thu, 05 Jun 2008 09:43:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1098737 I guess I am doing good in this goal.  I am not taking any intrest in the woman of my past.  It was hard at first but it is getting a lot easier. Wed, 04 Jun 2008 09:58:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1098730 Everything is going good, but I just have to try not to get to envolved in other people's problems. When it's a family member we want to try to make everthing right.  But if I learned anything being a user its they wont grow up until they are ready, even if everyone around them is ready... Wed, 04 Jun 2008 09:55:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1090194 It's another day clean and sober so not much to write about, but I figured what the heck.  Now we have some scam artist getting online trying to lure people into cashing check's and money order's for them. Maybe its the prison time I served that make's me want to choke these peo... Sat, 31 May 2008 11:50:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/1053648 It's been a little over six month's out of prison and so far so good.  I live in the same area I used to use in, so the old friends are comming out of the wood work.  But when I just sit back and look at them strugle for money to get high, always looking terrible it just makes... Thu, 15 May 2008 09:44:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/180279/journal/790777 I have been out of prison for almost two months and things have been going good.  But last week I ran into some old friends from back in my user days and it really stirred up some feelings I was not comfortable with. I knew I didnt want to use but I could still imagine it. It pretty much threw ... Sat, 02 Feb 2008 23:03:48 +0100