Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:27:06 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/179904/1217482213.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/179904 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/1237626 feeling all over the place i got doctors tomorrow in the evening so finally i can get on some anti-d`s that work.eamon has just left and i have just told him i cant handle him being round no more! i want to be with him but cant, and it really hurts and i cant handle it. i feel such an idiot i mean w... Sun, 10 Aug 2008 08:37:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/1225303 feeling positive today going to my doctors tomorrow to get some anti-d`s hopefully that will help wiv my mood swings been a hectic few days good hectic had loads of visits from friends and family my mum came round last night which was kool. i was thinking i think my mum annoys me cos she dont really... Sun, 03 Aug 2008 10:05:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/1219945 im so impressed wiv this site just found another support group (Psoriasis) fab. im defo recomending this site to my mates. anyway today i am going to my friend collettes house with my daughter and nephew my son is away wiv his grandma and grandpa till friday evening missing him so much. he... Thu, 31 Jul 2008 01:42:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/1219908 well here i am again, I`ve not had much sleep, way too hot. i feel really gud tho! Going to make an appointment wiv my doctor today and get back on my anti-depressants!!!! Forgot to say yesterday!!! i have been asked out on a date, woohoo!!!  Im not sure weather to go or not !!!! Stil... Thu, 31 Jul 2008 00:59:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/1219427 feeling pretty positive i cant thank everyone enough for the support i have recieved everyone has been fantastic i have my family around but we not really that close, my dad is also a drinker which dont help as he always down the pub and when he does come round he stinks of beer 90% of the time. my ... Wed, 30 Jul 2008 20:03:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/1216631 been awhile since i bin on ere so much has happened in the last few months some good some not so gud im still sober. i starting going out with a mate of mine but unfortuantly it never worked out but we still really gud mate which is great cos he is such a gud laugh ad my kids think hes great, i deci... Tue, 29 Jul 2008 11:09:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/1053141 still sober keep getting really hypo one day and then the next day so low like life aint worth living or im really confident one day then next day im really shy again for instance last sunday i was chatting on the internet to an old skool friend who i havent seen for bout 13-14 yrs we were having gu... Thu, 15 May 2008 04:54:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/1018575 still doing well started to feel like life is worth while now my kids r much happier which is the best. Wed, 30 Apr 2008 12:05:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/985522 i cant thank everyone enough for their support, i feel i dont deserve it. but i am very greatful! THANK U EVERYONE Thu, 17 Apr 2008 05:50:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/983293 i got arrested last nite i got drunk and got myself im on bail now i feel so ashamed of my self im bk to square one i let my kids down like never before. Wed, 16 Apr 2008 10:44:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/943724 i feeling gud today i not bin on for so long ive been really busy decorating and doing all the stuff i couldn`t cos i had spent all my money on booze i still sober altho i nearly slipped up last weds day went round my mates house and he had few people round and they were all having a beer and i was ... Tue, 01 Apr 2008 11:14:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/884108 still off the drink but bin making my self sick so much i had to give up my cats this morning and i am so gutted i can no longer keep them due to finansial struggles but its breaking my heart knowing im never going to see them again i know its better for them but im so sad and usually i grab th... Sat, 08 Mar 2008 20:26:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/876036 well still feeling gud still not had a drink  woohooooo im so chuffed wiv my self im feeling so fantastic and on top of world its great i know im gunna get more cravings ect... but as i bin doing it day by day i feel ready to tackle any thing just hoping i dont spoil it any time soon   Wed, 05 Mar 2008 17:49:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/865591 havent bin on in a long while cos i not been on line but now im back feeling so gud and positive i still not had a drink i still craving it and today was the worst sofar but i didnt and all is gud Sat, 01 Mar 2008 17:56:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/793651 feeling so positive i can finally see a light at the end of the tunnel i have bin tidying up non stop (im gonna end up like hyacith bucket) lol it helps and its well over due as i let my house go big time bin sober 4 day now woohoo am so pleased wiv myself my eating is a different matter but one ste... Mon, 04 Feb 2008 04:49:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/179904/journal/790090 feeling really bad have let my self and my children down again i feel so alone i was so ill yesterday because the nite before i drank so much i ended up in hospital cos i was in so much pain if i carry on im going to lose everything and everyone who care cos they dont wanna see me self destruct i do... Sat, 02 Feb 2008 17:26:48 +0100