Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:32:50 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/172567/1213249009.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/172567 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1255270 ok new meds, methylin, are working pretty well so far during the day. there is one hour when his meds wear off that is brutal but i guess it is a start. Wed, 20 Aug 2008 10:15:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1244615 confused on this med thing...what to do??????????????????? Thu, 14 Aug 2008 00:25:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1227113 took him off it. didnt see any differences and he was getting fat. another doc says he thinks he might be adhd not bp. we will see here soon. i dont want to get my hopes up. Mon, 04 Aug 2008 11:31:54 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1194985 FUCK!!!!!!! I hate this fucking shit! now i have to decide weather or not to give him risperdal and have him have a chance of all the side effect that could really fuck him up plus hell peobablly gain 20 pounds. how can i live like this so he doesnt have have to be drugged. of no fucking daycare wil... Thu, 17 Jul 2008 18:26:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1192972 for all of you wondering all the time or at anytime...most of my friends here are women becasue there really are no men with bp kids on here....ok. yes i will compliment you on your looks or say things w/ a slight sexual context to it but that is just the way i am. if you cant deal with that then pl... Wed, 16 Jul 2008 19:27:38 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1163609 i was just having a drink or 3 with a cigar, relaxing listening to some music, no one home and i started to think about life. i also started to think about those are given everything and never really have to work hard for things and how they can act how tough they have it sometimes. that really piss... Wed, 02 Jul 2008 21:13:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1152829 When others demand that we become the people they want us to be, they force us to destroy the person we really are. It's a subtle kind of murder. The most loving parents and relatives commit this murder with smiles on their faces. Jim Morrison (1943 - 1971) Sat, 28 Jun 2008 00:12:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1141944 Back from a wonderful vaction... great weather and great times. Mon, 23 Jun 2008 13:08:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1120596 On Vacation! See you all soon... Fri, 13 Jun 2008 20:04:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1104540 as time flys by i try to grab itwondering how i will make it lastwanting answers to questionsthat i already know the answers towhy...why do we do thatno answer is rightmakes you want to fightscream obscenitiesrun through a fieldlook, a butterflymakes me smiledont do itdont lookstopyou did it5 o'... Fri, 06 Jun 2008 17:08:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1104521 where did everybody go? Fri, 06 Jun 2008 17:02:54 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1100721 i think a bad cycle is about to hit....fuck! Thu, 05 Jun 2008 01:22:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1068181 wife wants to take koop off meds this summer to see if he needs them.... i dont think it is the best idea. but what if he really does not need them? problem is he will have to weened off then weened back on(if needed). also, he is doing pretty well right now with limited incidents. i dont want him o... Wed, 21 May 2008 11:57:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1061076 just sitting here thinkinglistening to little feet beating across the hardwoodwondering if i am where i should beso many thoughts and feelings just not understood good days and badwe all go through themdont we if only we could see how good we really have ithappiness would spread instead we... Sun, 18 May 2008 14:10:10 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1053445 koop just got tubes in his ears so he can hear me better when i tell him to stop picking on your sister...lol he has been doing pretty well. i few incidents here and there but heck he is 4.  the weather has been great so i am not on the computer too much. my entertainment in the evenings i... Thu, 15 May 2008 08:31:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1037272 i will be out of town starting tomorrow.... Thu, 08 May 2008 09:23:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1023709 No one has really been around on here it seems. that must be a good thing. to all my friends here i hope all is well. with the weather getting better and summer vaction coming i wont be on here as much. so i hope to keep getting messages from all of you as i will try to keep in touch w/ all of you. ... Fri, 02 May 2008 12:16:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1017977 I am back from camp. I called in a turkey and got him the first day. (check out pic) wife is upset w/ me becasue i made a comment after returning to all the craziness of my house between the kids and her. i only said "boy i wish i was still at camp". then later i explained how it was just ... Wed, 30 Apr 2008 07:31:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1003308 I will not be here from friday to monday. i am packing up my gear and going turkey hunting. i cant wait..... Thu, 24 Apr 2008 07:46:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172567/journal/1001828 life has been going pretty good (shhhhhh!!!! dont tell anyone) i am a little pissed at a few things though. 1st, someone has the nerve to judge me with out knowing me or who i am on this site. this person was one that i commented on before. she must think she is the shit if she thought i was trying ... Wed, 23 Apr 2008 16:53:37 +0100