Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/172381/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 18:50:22 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/female.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/172381 http://dailystrength.org/people/172381/journal/764030 Visited the grave today.  I cant say I visited him because I know he is not there.  After nearly 18 months the headstone was finally laid on January 3rd 2008.  It has made it final.  I am angry and want to scream and kick it down because it's not what I wanted, but I had to a... Thu, 24 Jan 2008 05:10:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172381/journal/753146 Hopefully posting this may just make someone who is considering suicide to change their mind.  Until Christmas 2007, I was often harrassed by the media to "Sell my story".  I have never done so and would never consider doing so.  I tell people what happened and I receive a f... Sun, 20 Jan 2008 12:27:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/172381/journal/751571 Someone once told me I should write a book about my life.   But you know what, I don;t think anyone would believe it.  So much has happened to me from the moment I was born to this very moment I type......I dont think theres enough time left in my life to write it all down.  I am... Sat, 19 Jan 2008 18:23:49 +0100