Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/168023/journal Fri, 05 Sep 2008 09:29:47 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/gallery/pinkflower.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/168023 http://dailystrength.org/people/168023/journal/1007732 I haven't written in here in a long time.  For the most part, I've been ok dealing with the loss of my sister, but tomorrow will be a different story.  Tomorrow is Sue's birthday, and I feel extremely sad and angry.  I'm so angry my sister is not around.  I know s... Fri, 25 Apr 2008 22:34:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/168023/journal/804830 A note to Sue:  I feel really terrible tonight.  I really miss you Sue.  You would be proud of me, I'm finally leaving Erik and I know I will have a wonderful life without him in it.  But, I wish you were here to reassure me that everything will be ok.  You were a strong... Thu, 07 Feb 2008 23:57:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/168023/journal/780250 I was doing ok, but lately I've been really sad about Sue.  I really miss her.  I was at her house this weekend and Marie-Louise (my niece) cooked us dinner.  It just didn't feel right that Sue is not there.  We were at the table taking about something and I was about to ... Wed, 30 Jan 2008 01:16:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/168023/journal/752169 Today was not that bad of a day.. well not until my daughter's sperm donar came home (I don't want to use the title husband, since he definitely doesn't deserve it.  He is just a very mean and nasty person!!)  Anyway.. Nicolette and I went to the cemetary today and I was about ... Sat, 19 Jan 2008 23:38:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/168023/journal/743306 What a day today! I woke up and found someone had spray painted the side of my car. I then drive Nicolette to school only to be told, the afternoon pre-k session was closed today. Finally, I go to the AT&T store to return the cell phone we wanted to give Susie for Christmas and the phone was not... Wed, 16 Jan 2008 17:05:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/168023/journal/735409 Today I went to the Cemetery, and just broke down and cried!!  My daughter was in the car and kept asking me, "Mommy, why are you crying".  How can I explain to her that Aunt Susie is now in heaven.  I feel horrible that my daughter may not remember my sister.  It just ... Sun, 13 Jan 2008 22:41:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/168023/journal/730359 On January 4, I received the worst phone call ever.  My oldest sister Sue who was battling cancer for about 3 years passed away.  I believe in God, but times like this, I can't believe that God would allow the kind of suffering people with cancer go through.  My had cancer on her ... Fri, 11 Jan 2008 23:03:02 +0100