Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal Wed, 20 Aug 2008 16:54:38 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/166491/1213283979.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/166491 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/1201867 Bob is closer to finalizing details of a new job. He has received an offer from the radio group. He has until Wednesday to respond. Meanwhile, today another company is pursuing him with a more lucrative package. He will be spending time with them today and tomorrow.I bought a wedding dress on Saturd... Mon, 21 Jul 2008 12:52:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/1065522 I am in a very deep depression. I feel I have lost complete control of my life. There was a time when I felt I had control. I worked hard. I had $'s in the bank. I had a strong relationship with someone I loved. I was raising my daughter. I thought I had it all.My daughter graduated from MU on S... Tue, 20 May 2008 11:21:23 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/1053548 I will no longer allow myself to get close to people here or in my own personal life.I have been dealt some serious blows during the past week. My heart aches!My dear friend on here that I became extremely close to I fear has taken her life. She has been spiraling from day one. The last  straw ... Thu, 15 May 2008 09:12:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/1044017 I am no good for anyone at this time. Take care of one another. Sun, 11 May 2008 10:40:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/1044009 Update....Got back from business trip in Tempe Arizona on Thursday. Nice trip.On Friday husband came home early. He has been relieved of his duties at his job.Depression has set in once again. Sun, 11 May 2008 10:37:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/998062 THE SENILITY PRAYER : Grant me the senility to forget the people I never liked anyway, the good fortune to run into the ones I do, and the eyesight to tell the difference. Tue, 22 Apr 2008 09:48:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/995788 Today appears to be a sad day. My friend's visitation is tonight. It will be so sad to see her family. The oldest son just signed with Central Missouri St. on Tuesday to place baseball next year.  Her youngest is 13 and wanders around the house. She has a loving husband that will be th... Mon, 21 Apr 2008 13:02:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/987009 Thu, 17 Apr 2008 17:54:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/986895 My daughter's dad passed away four years ago today. I think of him very much and wish he were here to watch her as she takes the next big step in her life, graduating from the university. I miss his smile and his voice. I miss him being here for her. I miss him giving her a hard time in his own ... Thu, 17 Apr 2008 17:09:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/978345 It's official. I have now received the petition for the court. In my opinion it is pretty clear.The attorney I have is one of the top in the state with labor law. Our case is based on age discrimination and retaliation regarding my testimony many years ago against a previous company before we we... Mon, 14 Apr 2008 14:27:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/965138 Time heals much. Life at home is good. Getting ready for my daughter's graduation from MU! WOW! What a girl! Now she's working on trying to get into grad school!Bob is good. He does try very hard to please me. I know he loves me. I do not have regrets about my decision to work things out wit... Wed, 09 Apr 2008 16:36:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/965099 Wed, 09 Apr 2008 16:20:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/958950 Mon, 07 Apr 2008 11:34:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/958947 I have tried and tried not to take insults and name calling personally. I have watched two of my friends on here self destruct. I have read journals of women on here who are unable to forgive their husbands for infidility.Today when one of my friends accused me of being nosey hurt very deeply more t... Mon, 07 Apr 2008 11:33:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/933719 Fri, 28 Mar 2008 11:16:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/913242 So many things are going through my mind this morning. I feel very sad and anxious. I want control of my life again. I don't want to have to depend on anyone.In two weeks we will be filing suit with my former employer. I am ready to proceed. My demise came in July 07. We had to wait six months f... Thu, 20 Mar 2008 10:33:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/869896 This has been a hell of a week for our girls on here. There is so much physical pain and mental pain here. I don't know how to help them. My heart is so very heavy.There is much self mutilation and pain. There are so many tears. There is so much mistrust.I feel our girls have to begin trusting s... Mon, 03 Mar 2008 13:50:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/847268 My heart is heavy tonight knowing that two of my young friends on DS are struggling in similiar ways. Each are making progess but there is still a long road ahead for each. There will need to be a lot of mental healing as well as physical.I hope that any members that read this entry will stop for a ... Sat, 23 Feb 2008 22:19:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/831827 making little progress with trust and forgiving. Hurts! Mon, 18 Feb 2008 10:20:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/166491/journal/831729 Feeeling a bit overwelmed these days. My marriage is healing. Sometimes I think maybe I dwell too much on things in my mind.  I have issues with the whole concept of marriage. I used to think my marriage was going to be like my in-laws. It would last 50 years. Now I seem to doubt everything. Ma... Mon, 18 Feb 2008 09:44:08 +0100