Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:24:32 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/163677/1215999240.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/163677 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/1197538 Well it's silly o'clock in the morning..Finding it difficult to sleep again...Today was a very dim, Dull day, My brother went out for the first time in ages..He's been staying with us recently, Because of his new job..It's not really a good thing. I was looking forward to having some... Sat, 19 Jul 2008 00:00:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/1113431 Well i remember ages ago writting about and old freind of mine...And recently i've been looking for him for a while. I miss him loads.He was the only person that kinda stuck around and made time for me when the shit hit the fan on many occasions. He got himself mixed up too much in the situation... Tue, 10 Jun 2008 19:35:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/1108795 Well i dunno how i did it but i'm way more better than i used to be..In fact the only reason i come on here was out of boredom.These past few months or so i have been getting on with my life. I have zilch feeling left for my ex anymore. She's got a new blokeon the scene which is fun. But i d... Sun, 08 Jun 2008 21:59:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/999329 DAMN I NEED A NEW WOMAN! Tue, 22 Apr 2008 18:46:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/960126 Had a great night saturday pulled this really nice girl i think i really like her.Shame she's at Uni though. Mon, 07 Apr 2008 19:21:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/951713 Finally got my hair cut the other dayl. ^^ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 09:46:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/909806 I feel like shit.. I feel so lonely.. I miss having someone to cuddle up to in bed..  How the hell an I going to find someone who is at the level of thinking that I am.. I need someone to talk to properly otherwise I'm just going to end up in oblivion.. I feel so small, is there a reason fo... Tue, 18 Mar 2008 23:57:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/897245 Damn i'm soo frustrated..I need to get myself a new woman.. Seriously!!! All the feelings for my ex have pretty much perished completely. Left to nothing, but a numb feeling every time i see her, speak to her and so on.. Things are sort of looking up for me i guess.. Not to the limit i would pre... Thu, 13 Mar 2008 21:43:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/887572 She'll never stop me from seeing my daughter!!!!!!!!!! That stupid fucking bitch of ex of mine is trying to stop me from seeing my daughter!!! I can not belive that she will have the nerve to try that. I know why she's doing it's because somebody else is on the scene, I've given... Mon, 10 Mar 2008 10:47:54 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/882674 Well sleeping pattern has improved abit.. I keep on having really weird dreams though.. They seem very confusing.. Yestarday i had an extra lie in, Which was nice for once. But during that sleeping period i had a weird realistic dream... It involved me being at a shinny bar talking with a barma... Sat, 08 Mar 2008 07:39:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/877222 Well things are getting better now.. I no longer wake up thinking about all the shit that has happend from previous months.. I've got a serious plan for my future and i have to grasp it this time instead of fucking about.. I suppose because i've got my plan now things are just sorting o... Thu, 06 Mar 2008 05:06:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/861782 Went out.... Well i went out yestarday down the pub.. Supposed to meet my good old freind from school.. We were both running really late I got there first though.. I thought that she was not going to turn up... But she got there in the end. We had a few drinks and a chat, was not a very fulfill... Fri, 29 Feb 2008 05:00:38 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/853278 She looked right into myeyes and said to meThe hurt that you try tohide is killing meYou drink a thousand lies,to freeze the past in timeI've tried to fill thissilence upBut now it's back againSee the pain in my eyessee the scars deep insideMy God, I'm down in thishole againWith the laug... Tue, 26 Feb 2008 07:15:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/852386 R.I.P. Benson Well i got a shitty day ahead for me now. Got to have my life long dog "Benson" put down. H e has to be put down because his back legs are playing him up.. He's in soo much pain to put him through more would be unfair.. It's hard for us to do but it has to be don... Mon, 25 Feb 2008 20:58:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/842664 I'm going to go on holiday...I plan to go on holiday this year. Should be cool i've just got to find someone to go with.. I was thinking of taking my brother, but he can be a bit of a handfull sometimes. I think it will do me the world of good if i get away from all this madness... I've ... Fri, 22 Feb 2008 02:14:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/824700 She's out on the lash tonight..... Well i thought it was not going to happen tonight but i got a call from my ex asking what time i was going to pick my daughter up... I said i was not sure... I hoped that it would fall through with arrangements. Her best freind is coming down to stay with ... Fri, 15 Feb 2008 11:11:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/821090 Valentine's day is shite for single people.... And i'm one of them. I hate days like this... Days where your supposed to care and share and all that molarky. I dont have no one to do that with no more and it's depressive as shite... I feel lonely enough as it is without someone than... Thu, 14 Feb 2008 04:00:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/820369 What a shitty week and a half... Well i thought things we're getting better. I finally was starting to feel whole again, but.. Certain thing's always bring you down.. I went out on friday. Thinking i was going to have a good time and i was. Until i was on my way home. I decided to cut t... Wed, 13 Feb 2008 21:04:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/804381 I'm a bit upset now.... Things we're going good for me a cupple of hours ago but then. My mother told me that benson was going to be put down next week. I will miss him dearly.. That dog and my other cat Tiggy. Grew up with me since i was tiny. Tiggy sadly is not with us anymo... Thu, 07 Feb 2008 20:46:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/163677/journal/802171 Cant sleep again... Sitting here listening to Omni Trio... I love listening to music i feel so inspired by it. One of the few things that make me feel good about myself nowadays.. My mothers really ill... I'm going to have to look after her all the time now i guess. I have no problem with i... Thu, 07 Feb 2008 01:15:45 +0100