Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal Sun, 12 Oct 2008 06:16:21 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/14526/1213250442.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/14526 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1334436 Im at an RTF in erie pa.  I dont know how long I will be here  I have been here since mid june which is why I havnt been on.  I hope everyone is doing well.  Ive been thinking about you all.  I hope you havnt forgot about me.. Love Always,Allison  Thu, 09 Oct 2008 12:51:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1107964 Now that I have shit going on that I could write about I really dont want to.I find it really gay and uninportant. My step mom went crazy last night because I was really high and it all just went way over... Sun, 08 Jun 2008 13:34:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1103446  hahahahahIwas on the phone with her for two hours last night.I dont even know what we talked about...it felt like a minute.Things seem to be getting more confussing day by day. Part of me loves this feeling but the other part of me hates it because I know in the end that Im just going to ... Fri, 06 Jun 2008 07:36:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1102754 Blah...it was really fucken hot out today.This humidity is horrible. I failed two of my four tests today.I have an F in science and history for this nine weeks.Oh well...it sucks but schools out tomorrow so I cant worry about it to much. Today again was weird.I was supposed to babydit but ... Thu, 05 Jun 2008 21:41:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1100438 Im feelin pretty good right now.I just hung out with Nate and Brandi*. (:Then I saw my brother in the park and I hung out with him for 40 minutes or so. Now I am going to bed probably. I want to know what was going through her fucken mind.Everything felt so odd today. I kind of feel l... Wed, 04 Jun 2008 22:38:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1100205 My friend just called me so I am going behind the YMCA to smoke up.I have fucken homework I should be doing but Ill just do it in the morning. Today was a bit weird.Not a bad day but...idk.Fuck her and everything about her.Im done with caring about it.I can live with out her....but then again..... Wed, 04 Jun 2008 21:04:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1098585 hhhmmm.All I could do last night was think.Everything I have said in the past couple of days  started rushing back.Im trying to figure it out but I seem to be going no where with it. A day alone was much needed but the entire time I found that I wanted to be with her.Part of me is hating a... Wed, 04 Jun 2008 08:30:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1097054 Tears lingering Waiting to fall Wipe them off my cheek These fights are endless My love is now gone Fiction life I have lived The free world is floating farther away Passion and love Hopes and dreams Ill live my life one day Stay with me See what I can be Tue, 03 Jun 2008 15:45:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1095641 My dad came over and told me to take my pill.Of course I said no.Oh god forbid me not take it.Everything has to be such a fucken big deal with him. I am slipping away more and more with every second that goes by.I can feel my self getting back into all this shit.He wants me in placement even th... Mon, 02 Jun 2008 23:05:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1095404 Im missing this girl that Ive known for a while The thing that i missed most is her beautiful smileI look in her eyes when shes staring at meI think I love her as crazy as it may be Mon, 02 Jun 2008 21:22:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1094621  My day was ok I suppose.I hope that the rest of today goes ok.School is really starting to piss me off. I have five tests in the last week of school.WTF is that about? On Friday the 13th I am going to Florida with my mom and steo dad.I would be much happier if it were just me and my ... Mon, 02 Jun 2008 15:18:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1093109 ....my weekend was ok I suppose. I have no fucken clue what was wrong with me today.  Chelsea and Arashea and I were in my atic cleaning...we ended up just chilling on the futon for a couple of hours.  Everything was fine.  The shit I get myself into though.  I let myself go and ... Sun, 01 Jun 2008 22:31:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1087648 I took a concerta last night so I could stay awake in school today.I got about an hour of sleep...if that.All I could do was lay there and think about shit.I confussed the fuck out of myself. I hate that I have to do drugs just to get through a day.Part of me wants to let it all go and stop doi... Fri, 30 May 2008 07:24:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1086962 As I sit here and think....for some reason I feel that Im better than others around me.Why am I so special?What makes me so fucken good?My life is flying past and all I want to do is run out that door into their arms.Go to a place way away from here.Wanting to be gone and not knowing how to be real.... Thu, 29 May 2008 21:32:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1086937 Chelsea came over and we watched a movie while I babysat.It went pretty good.Old feelings like to come back so I am trying to ignore them the best I can. Today at school was, as usual, shitty.I couldnt stay awake in class.Im really done with school. Im thinking that I might just stay home ... Thu, 29 May 2008 21:23:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1084387 Today was interesting.GGGAARRRR. I have no clue as to what is going on.My mind is all over the place.  I went and got high with Brandi*.Twice....It was mighty fun.I really dont want to smoke anymore but any time I get the chance it is all I want to do. Chelsea and I hung out a bit too... Wed, 28 May 2008 20:20:10 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1082891 I really dont want to go to school.I feel like shit.One of my friends wants me to smoke with her but I kind of just want to hang out with Chelsea.Shit.... Wed, 28 May 2008 07:31:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1081306 'Ello,  My weekend turned out being a lot better than I thought it would be.I hung out with Chelsea the entire time besides most of Monday.We went to another show, stayed at her aunts so she could babysit, and went to her moms birthday party thing.Her family makes things a bit akward* but t... Tue, 27 May 2008 15:15:38 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1073177 Well it turns out I am staying here this weekend.Amy wont be here till Saturday night so I have two days to hang out with people.Today I really just want to hang out with Chelsea but at 6ish (if she doesnt mind) I am going to hang out with Sunshine. Sunshine asked if I wanted to go to Oil City tonig... Fri, 23 May 2008 13:32:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/14526/journal/1072436 Im staying home again today.Still not doing to great.Im going to my moms today for the weekend. My sister is coming here to visit but I am going there and I wont get to see her.I really really want to hang out with her.I miss her a lot but I cant stay here.Things are to messed up right now for ... Fri, 23 May 2008 07:17:58 +0100