DurersSklave's Journal - DailyStrength Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/141655/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:54:39 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/141655/1213248651.jpg DurersSklave's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/141655 DurersSklave's entry on 05/18/2008 12:45 http://dailystrength.org/people/141655/journal/1060144 What's the point? I can't do this anymore. I wish i could get out of my fucking head, but I can't. I really just want to be dead right now. "It's not the answer." Whatever. How do people who say that even know? Obviously, if they are saying it, then they have not tried it a... Sun, 18 May 2008 00:45:15 +0100 DurersSklave's entry on 05/16/2008 11:10 http://dailystrength.org/people/141655/journal/1056554 I hate this. Fri, 16 May 2008 11:10:51 +0100 DurersSklave's entry on 04/09/2008 08:19 http://dailystrength.org/people/141655/journal/965688 So my new psychiatrist noticed that I was taking Wellbutrin SR once a day...and it's a TWICE/a day med.!  That's how my doctor had prescribed it though - to take once a day in the morning - nice! So...maybe that's been part of the cause of my emotional rollar coaster ride??? I'v... Wed, 09 Apr 2008 20:19:24 +0100 DurersSklave's entry on 03/09/2008 01:23 http://dailystrength.org/people/141655/journal/885371 "A human being is a part of the whole, called by us "Universe," a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest - a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restric... Sun, 09 Mar 2008 13:23:31 +0100 DurersSklave's entry on 02/22/2008 10:33 http://dailystrength.org/people/141655/journal/845009 OK. So just keep busy. Fill the day with everything possibly imaginable...and then add two or three more things....and then just one more...and then collapse in a pile of exhaustion at the end of each and every day. That seems like the alternative to feeling like a dog turd. So I guess that... Fri, 22 Feb 2008 22:33:44 +0100 DurersSklave's entry on 02/16/2008 05:36 http://dailystrength.org/people/141655/journal/827972 "Anyone desperate enough for suicide...should be desperate enough to go to creative extremes to solve problems: elope at midnight, stow away on the boat to New Zealand and start over, do what they always wanted to do but were afraid to try." ~Richard Bach Sat, 16 Feb 2008 17:36:48 +0100 DurersSklave's entry on 02/11/2008 08:27 http://dailystrength.org/people/141655/journal/812712 "There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness."   -Friedrich Nietzsche Mon, 11 Feb 2008 08:27:00 +0100 DurersSklave's entry on 01/16/2008 01:01 http://dailystrength.org/people/141655/journal/741509  Unquiet desperation leave me the fuck alone. Wed, 16 Jan 2008 01:01:35 +0100