Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:26:18 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/13972/1213259826.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/13972 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/1114931 Well we made it through graduation okay.I went to file my unemployment claim and guess what I have run out of time. So, I no longer have any income and I do not know what to do. I have tried getting a job but nothing... I tried going back into a field i know and feel i was good at but no one would h... Wed, 11 Jun 2008 12:12:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/1064399 Well, things are starting to come together for my daughters party. I hate knowing I have all this stuff to do BUT it cannot be done yet!!!!!!!! My yard is looking nice and I will have to mow closer to the grad. party. My garden I am really proud of. I have put in alot of time and energy into it and ... Mon, 19 May 2008 22:27:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/1054882 I am starting to get a cold?allergies?sinus?! I am trying to prepare for my oldest daughters graduation party! It is sressfull and I am noticing more mood swings. the only way to say it is I am pretty bitchy most of the time. Walk on eggshells around me type thing. I also have the job situation both... Thu, 15 May 2008 18:21:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/1050347 This smileys face says it all! I am qualified to do hair. I have been trained and worked with international hair dressers and still keep in contact with them. I have applied at mny salons for a job and have been turned down! Why? I have more qualifications than they do yet..........I found out the ... Wed, 14 May 2008 00:06:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/62569 I WENT TO MY DOCTORS AND HE RECOMMENDED ME TO HAVE TWO DAYS OFF IN A ROW. WELL AT WORK TODAY I GOT AN E-MAIL FROM MY MANAGERS. I WAS TOLD THAT THE DR. ONLY RECOMENDED I HAVE 2 DAYS OFF NOT THAT IT IS REQUIRED SO THEY DO NOT HAVE TO HONOR IT. TO TOP IT OFF I CHANGED WHAT I COULD WORK ON SUN. SO I COU... Tue, 06 Mar 2007 18:52:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/51770 i have been so busy that i have not gotten time to get on the internet. we are busy now shoveling ourselves out. let it snow!!!!! i am feeling pretty good. at times i keep feeling very hyper do not know why. we have gotten some good news. we may be able to get as place in the country so i can be wi... Sun, 25 Feb 2007 11:35:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/45899 WELL I DID ALOT OF CLEANING TODAY. I ALMOST FELT LIKE MY OLD SELF. I DID GET A MINOR ANXIETY ATTACK WHILE CLEANING THOUGH. I REALLY DO NOT LIKE THEM. I HAVE BEEN THINKING AND I NEED TO FIND SOMETHING FOR ME TO DO THAT IS ONLY FOR ME! BEING A MOTHER I FIND THIS REALLY HARD. KIDS FIRST! I THOUGHT OF F... Mon, 19 Feb 2007 18:22:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/43109 I WENT TO THE DOCTORS AND I HAVE A SINUS INFECTION YUCK!!! I AM NOW ON AN ANTIBIOTIC WHICH HAS MADE ME SPEND MOST OF MY TIME IN THE BATHROOM LOL I FEEL LIKE A WALKING PHARMACY. I AM JUST TRYING TO TAKE IT EASY TODAY AND GIVING MYSELF SOME TLC. MY KIDS HAVE BEEN GREAT. THEY LET ME SLEEP IN AND CLEA... Fri, 16 Feb 2007 14:44:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/41141 WE HAD A PIGLET IN OUR HOUSE.SOW DID NOT TAKE CARE OF HIM AND HE WAS THE ONLY SURVIVOR. HE WAS EATING AND LOOKING REALLY GOOD. THEN MONDAY INTO TUES. HIS CONDTION WENT FRON GOOD TO REALLY BAD. I STAYED UP ALL NIGHT IN TO THE MORNING WITH HIM. I DID NOT WANT HIM TO DIE ALONE. HE WAS HAVING SEVERE SEI... Wed, 14 Feb 2007 18:04:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/37287 I AM STATRING TO GET A COLD/SINUS. MY THROAT HAS JUST STARTED TO HURT AND MY EAR YUCK! SO IT MAKES ME FEEL NOT 100%. I HAVE BEEN IN A DAZE THESE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS DUE TO FEELING SICK. HOPEFULLY I WILL BE BETTER SOON AND CAN FOCUS ON EVERYTHING ELSE I NEED TOO! Sat, 10 Feb 2007 17:52:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/34503 I HAD A VERY INTEST MEETING WITH MY COUNSELOR YESTERDAY. WE FIGURED OUT WHY I ALWAYS TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY AT MY EXPENSE. BOTH OF MY PARENTS WHERE ALCOHOLICS AND I FOUND MY DAD WHEN HE COMMITED SUICIDE. I BLAMED MYSELF FOR HIS DEATH BECAUSE I DID NOT TAKE THE BUS HOME THAT DAY BUT DECIDED TO WA... Wed, 07 Feb 2007 14:02:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/32921 i do not know why i feel icky today but i do. i am in the mood to withdraw myself from the world. i have had to miss work and my paycheck is really going to suffer for it. i do not know what i am going to do. i feel like crying. Mon, 05 Feb 2007 19:46:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/31309 TODAY WENT BETTER. I FELT BAD HAVING TO BE AT WORK BECAUSE MY DAUGHTER IS REALLY SICK. I WISH THERE WAS A WAY AROUND THAT. IT IS SO HARD TO BE A WORKING MOM.WORK SAYS THEY UNDERSTAND WHEN REALLY THEY DO NOT CARE.I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON BEING MORE ASSERTIVE AND NOT LETTING THE LITTLE THINGS GET ME DOW... Sat, 03 Feb 2007 18:09:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/29917 I HAD MY FIRST COUNSELING SEESION. IT WENT OKAY. IT REALLY MAKE ME THINK ABOUT THINGS. I NOW FEEL KIND OF SENTIMENTAL AND WHEN THAT HAPPENS I WRITE POETRY. THESE REALLY COME FROM MY HEART AND ARE VERY PERSONAL. WELL, HERE IS THE ONE I WROTE TODAY: LIFE IS A OCEAN I AM A BOAT SMALL AND INSIGNIFI... Thu, 01 Feb 2007 20:14:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/28357 TODAY WAS MUCH BETTER. I STILL HAD SOME THAT MADE ME FEEL BAD FOR MISSING WORK BUT I JUST WALKED AWAY FROM THEM AND KEPT MY HEAD HELD HIGH. I REALLY WANTED TO BLOW UP BUT I AGAIN HELD BACK! I HAVE MANY THAT UNDERSTAND AND SUPPORT ME WHICH I APPRECIATE MORE THAT THEY COULD EVER KNOW.I NEED TO LEARN T... Tue, 30 Jan 2007 20:45:04 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/13972/journal/27559 I HAVE BEEN TREATED RECENTLLY FOR DEPRESSION. I AM ON LEXAPRO AND EVERYTHING SEEMED TO BE GOING GREAT THEN TODAY ALL THE THINGS I NEED TO FACE GOING ON IN MY LIFE THAT I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO AVOID CAME TO A HEAD AND I HAD MY FIRST ANXIETY ATTACK. I HAVE BEEN PUT ON MORE MEDS BUT I FEEL OVERWHELMED.... Mon, 29 Jan 2007 20:44:27 +0100