Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal Wed, 20 Aug 2008 23:48:42 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/128093/1213247585.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/128093 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1239867 some people just don't realize that sometimes losing a lie is better than losing everything in the truth...i had a great friend on here and then i sign on today and look at her journal saying how it is her husband and that she has been using us all for attention and nothing more...i would have r... Mon, 11 Aug 2008 13:45:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1239822 i'm losing everyone, close family friends dying, all my real friends are hours away and none of my internet friends are talking to me anymore...what is it about me that nobody likes? ;o[ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 13:19:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1231999 there are times in your life when you just feel horrible, you feel like everyone close to you is fading away and not caring about you anymore, then you feel unloved which hurts really bad then you feel bad about urself cause there must be something wrong with you, then you hate yourself cause u ran ... Thu, 07 Aug 2008 01:33:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1213713 Guess who is back ;o] Sun, 27 Jul 2008 21:16:54 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1160927 i am soo happy, i have missed everyone from the yahoo chat rooms i used to always get on and now today i finally got word from one of them i missed them so much i am so happy they helped me out so much ;o] Tue, 01 Jul 2008 21:21:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1159807 i'm lonely but luckily i am going back to frederick for about a month to hang out with friends...i am leaving july 3rd and will return somewhere around the 27 i will miss you all dearly ;o] much love ;o] especially to some ;o] Tue, 01 Jul 2008 11:26:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1151774 this song is killing me ;o\  "Another Try" by: Josh Turner  [Verse 1:] All the things I felt and never shared. All the times she was lonely with me there. Tears I wouldn't let fall from my eyes, and how I let her go without a fight. [Chorus:] The reasons Im alone I know by... Fri, 27 Jun 2008 14:25:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1131858 especially one, i am dead tired due to waking up very early then a 3 hour car ride...soooo i will be on all day tomorrow to talk to my peeps lol...sorry love, i will talk to you tomorrow i love you sooo much ;o] Wed, 18 Jun 2008 21:10:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1092075 last night was probably like the best night of my life ;o]...and it wasn't till pretty late last night it got sooo good but i became happy for like the first time in forever last night ;o] Sun, 01 Jun 2008 12:38:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1075635 why is it whenever i am upset the people that mean the most to me are in crappy upset moods too, so then if i try to help them or just talk about myself then i just make things worse ;o[, this is why i don't open up to people Sat, 24 May 2008 20:05:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1073335 This has always been something that has been hard for me, whether it is the death of a close one, or a death of someone i don't even know, whether it is a death of a human, or the death of an animal it always hits me so hard.  I ask to myself why does this little bird have to cling to a lif... Fri, 23 May 2008 15:04:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1060117 1:45-www.zshare.net/audio/1218191993e34191/7:30-www.zshare.net/audio/12182161e972a7df/ Sun, 18 May 2008 00:21:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1057706 First Time by Lifehouse  We're both looking for something We've been afraid to find It's easier to be broken It's easier to hide Looking at you, holding my breath For once in my life I'm scared to death I'm taking a chance letting you inside I'm feeling al... Fri, 16 May 2008 20:22:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1050435 You Make Me Smile by Blue October  Some kind of light at the end I'm touching the edge of her skin Once so hard to speak Now so easy to play around Catching your eye you know That eye that slapped you in your face and called you a puppy Well how do you say I was hypnotized ... Wed, 14 May 2008 00:53:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1042528 Take the light, undarken everything around me Call the clowns and listen closely, I'm lost without you Call your name every day when I feel so helpless I'm fallin' down but I'll rise above this, rise above this Hate the mind, regrets are better left unspoken For all we know, this vo... Sat, 10 May 2008 15:24:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1033596 Confusion in my heart, mind and soul. My heart doesn't know who to love.My mind doesn't know what to think about it,and my soul doesn't know how to feel about it.   This poem is about my newfound feelings and realizing i may be bisexual.  Tue, 06 May 2008 19:41:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1032933 your gaurdian angel by red jumpsuit apparatus  When I see your smile, Tears run down on my face. I can't replace. And now that I'm stronger, I have figured out, How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul. And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one. I... Tue, 06 May 2008 14:34:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1031191 i see her and am amazed, I feel as if i have found the one. I give it all up just to get it all back. Then i see her, once again i am blown away, I pour my heart out, just to have it refilled. But now i see her, she is definitely different from the others. I fall... Mon, 05 May 2008 20:55:54 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1007410 i've made up my mind i am going to college to be in teh psych field ;o] Fri, 25 Apr 2008 19:24:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/128093/journal/1005555 just wanted to let my friends know if i am not on tomorrow it is because i don't feel real well...so see you when i am better much love Fri, 25 Apr 2008 00:59:48 +0100