Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal Fri, 09 Jan 2009 23:53:15 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/116870/1213290308.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/116870 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/1429289 I'm good at being bad at: being understood by administration making friendskeeping friendstelling what is wrong with metalking about my feelingsgetting to the pointsatisfying my husband (not sure it's possible) Thu, 18 Dec 2008 23:57:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/1423888 I might loose my job. I found my calling and I might lose it. frustration. Sun, 14 Dec 2008 18:34:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/1396450 IEP didn't go well, mom cried twice. I feel bad she has to keep going through the stages of grief. She has areas she needs to improve on for the wellfar of her little one. I feel two kinds of bad. Sat, 22 Nov 2008 17:43:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/1388218 having a hard time with a student that has a condition that is known to have progressive hearing loss...she has had very stable audiograms thus far.  Now I find out that her vision is progressive. At best she will have tunnel vision, at worst she will be blind. I am upset with this news and hav... Sun, 16 Nov 2008 19:55:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/1364744 sad, crying, nervous, anticipation Thu, 30 Oct 2008 23:06:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/944844 I am so alone today. I feel like Acheybreaky's icon. life sucks. Tue, 01 Apr 2008 18:49:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/936957 silence....it's deafening Sat, 29 Mar 2008 18:08:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/934514 work has been difficult. I'm making it so.  I asked to go to part time next year, don't know if it will happen. I just want to do a better job. I'm faking it now, need more time and to use the time I have better.  Helps to practice what I preach.  I don't like feeling ... Fri, 28 Mar 2008 16:52:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/828351 so, I got some much needed organizing done and really putzed before my 12:00meeting Fri.  Went to the meeting went to the main office and gabbed, went to office max and walmart, hightailed it back to work and SHIT the doors were locked and I don't have ANYTHING I need.  I'm under a... Sat, 16 Feb 2008 21:14:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/789607 Work sucks...not focused.  Want to run away.  A.N.didn't want to go with the speech lady yesterday, he was being a little onry toward me, but grabbed my hand and wanted me to come too.  I did and we got some good signing out of him.  Ice Skating this week, not looking forward... Sat, 02 Feb 2008 13:08:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/773596 Took the hearing aid in Friday...warrenty ran out Wednesday before.  I'm still around, miss you. Sun, 27 Jan 2008 19:35:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/660442 I can't believe that I'm actually going more deaf.  I have to get the the ENT to see why I've lost more hearing.  No wonder my BAHA isn't working so great...it's me that isn't working so great...kidneys, emotions, hormones, eyes, ears.  The school nurse called ... Thu, 13 Dec 2007 15:48:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/637353 Tried to get some work done today, but I'm too uncomfortable and this damn computer doesn't have the capacitiy I need.  I had to do my 24 hour urine sample today.  It was gross.  The first pee was the only one that resembled normalacy.  After that it looked like coffee, d... Mon, 03 Dec 2007 03:26:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/634117 Well, I'm hoping that this pain I've had for going on 2 years is all tied to my 1.2 CM kidney stone.  It has been the biggest pain in the ass to get them to take me seriously.  I'm reacting weird to the Tramadol...so no more pain meds for me until I get a different one.  I... Sat, 01 Dec 2007 11:47:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/604420 had to change my pic.  LIfe if full of that ya know.  There are little things though.  Little guy I work with said my name for the first time.  It was definitly an approximation but I'll take it.  I'm still on a roller coaster.  I'm going to find a Dr. and a... Sat, 17 Nov 2007 18:55:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/595438 damn administration, damn proticol, damn life, damn heart, why do I care?  I have so much that I should care about that I don't, but give me someone else's kid and I want to give them the world...I want to take them home.  I don't even want to take me home. Tue, 13 Nov 2007 20:56:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116870/journal/521181 I teach...it's the only thing I'm good at.  Good is a relative term. Maybe I should say, it's the only thing I'm passionate about.  God knows I've lost the passion in other areas.  This job is hard, it is beyond me, it is more than one person can do, and yet...I wi... Sat, 13 Oct 2007 03:39:23 +0100