Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal Fri, 05 Sep 2008 09:13:09 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/gallery/butterfly.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/116851 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/1069021 I cried a lot today. I still am so sad that my relationship with my daughter's father went to hell. I still love/hate him. That's all I feel like writing today. Wed, 21 May 2008 18:48:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/1063879 Well folks, Mr. Joseph got 18 months in prison. And if you would have asked me how I felt about that two weeks ago I would have been so upset that I would have been sick. He cheated and this was how that whole thin started. So needless to say I only feel sorry for the two children that are going to ... Mon, 19 May 2008 18:04:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/1063487 Well my daughters father went for sentencing today at 1pm.  I didn't go because I tried to take her to see him at the jail and he took my name off of the visitation list. He's mad at me for saying hurtful things to him. I was hurt. I wanted to call a truce with him . There were so ... Mon, 19 May 2008 14:52:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/1054802 Just like a cheater he is in jail calling me telling me that he knows that I'm our here being a hoe. I hate him I never cheated on him. I was so caught up in what he was doing that I haven't been doing anything for myself. He drains me. I will be so glad to get out of her... Thu, 15 May 2008 17:51:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/1051845 I feel better today. yesterday was really hard. This a-hole wrote me a 3 pg. letter sayin blagh-blagh. He wants me to stay here a await his sentance and keep our baby here so that he can see her... NOT. I am so ready to get back to my comfort zone in CO. I miss my family. I want to try something new... Wed, 14 May 2008 15:53:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/1047460 My mind id all over the place. How can I love a man that risks everything that we built? Why keep me around if she was all that? Here I am out here loosing everything and her life won't change either way. What is wrong with people? Part of me is so over this dance and the other part of me wants ... Mon, 12 May 2008 20:23:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/1044154 I love the Lord and he is the reason that I have made it this far. On the other hand I hate people who go to jail and find God and then loose him when they get out. Well that is Joe. A liar and a selfish cheat. Brings kids into the world, then leaves the mother holding the bags. He is just like my... Sun, 11 May 2008 12:07:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/1039436 I am over this relationship. I have given you all of me, and in return you did your best to hurt me. I will live on and look back at this as a lesson learned. So tried. You picked someone over us. You never gave us a chance. I fill like I'm dying inside all over again. You are who you are... Evi... Fri, 09 May 2008 06:14:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/996454 I feel awful. I couldn't wait until the weekend was over so that I could get some things done. I completed nothing. I will hit the ground running tomorrow. Mon, 21 Apr 2008 17:46:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/992926 Holding Strong, one day at a time. Sun, 20 Apr 2008 09:01:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/966425 still trying to get the hang of everything. not too sure on the relationship with daddy. Apart of me will never get over everything that he put me through. the baby is perfect. i love her to bits. just look at her pics. i just wanna kiss her all the time. sooooooo happy! Thu, 10 Apr 2008 02:15:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/925002 Yesterday I put up some new pics of my baby. I had her on Friday @ 1354. She was 7lbs and 9.6 oz. I love her so much. When I am up to it I will write about my experience. But for now just say that I am overjoyed with my new baby. Khloe Joelle. Tue, 25 Mar 2008 07:17:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/901322 I am still pregnant, but very happy. Relationship is still holding strong. That's all I have to say about that. Sat, 15 Mar 2008 16:10:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/860528 All is well and I'm just waiting for the day. Having fun getting the baby's room ready, trying to think of everything. Thu, 28 Feb 2008 17:07:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/804253 My everything hurts, my back, and my feet. I am still so scared but so excited! Thu, 07 Feb 2008 19:44:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/791647 My birthday was awsome yesterday, I couldn't have asked for more. Sun, 03 Feb 2008 11:20:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/768994 I have nothing good to say, and I've been so negitive. As for now it is best that I take a few days to myself. I will not be writing in my journal until I can get a better attitude. There is a stranger in my house that has betrayed himself as a love I once knew but I must take a while to see exa... Fri, 25 Jan 2008 21:25:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/768912 I can't wait until my baby gets here! I can't wait until I can get out of this hell that I live in. Fri, 25 Jan 2008 20:42:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116851/journal/756722 Got a new computer and I love it. So I will be posting new pics. I still hate him for the most part. I called this "friend" or OW that he talks to all day and that he never told me about, and I basiclly acted like a fool. I called her every name in the book besides something nice. So she t... Mon, 21 Jan 2008 18:21:42 +0100