Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal Fri, 09 Jan 2009 23:53:53 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/116780/1231097332.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/116780 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1453494 Was doing well until I found a left over Christmas pudding in the cupboard......DAM!! Thu, 08 Jan 2009 10:15:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1451834 Day one - had a healthy breckfast of grapefruit and coffee. Will try to go for a walk today. Wed, 07 Jan 2009 05:40:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1448931 I did it. Had a good Christmas and New Year despite Steve. Mon, 05 Jan 2009 04:31:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1362088 Feeling a bit strange today. Can't sleep which is not helping. Steve has been away for a week with his girlfriend but apart from the washing machie breaking down, I have coped ok. The kids are having their Halloween parties on Friday. It should be good fun but I will be exhausted on Sat. I know ... Wed, 29 Oct 2008 02:24:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1336805 Woke up crying today and continued crying. Steve going to look at his new flat then he is staying out all day. At the moment I hate him and his girlfriend. Sat, 11 Oct 2008 02:03:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1335453 Steve has informed me that he will be away for a week in two weeks time. He and his ladyfriend are taking a weeks holiday to visit some of her friends and relations. This must make me the worlds biggest mug. I don't know what he is going to tell the children. My immediate response was to plan a ... Fri, 10 Oct 2008 04:03:10 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1332359 I have decided (after getting no hugs overnight...sniff) to create today as World Wild Hug day.It's not just for the computer either. I think we should hug everyone in our life if we can, young,old,feline, canine, just hug anyone in reach. On the computer try to hug as many peeps as you can.... Wed, 08 Oct 2008 02:41:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1332301 Still waiting for Steve to find a flat before we tell the children anything. I'm feeling more and more insecure as each day passes. I ring people for a chat in England but I can't tell them my news. My Mum and Dad seem happy at the moment so I can't disrupt their lives once again. I thou... Wed, 08 Oct 2008 00:59:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1327937 Steve has looked at 3 flats and one he is really interested in. It sounds ok and is only a few roads away. He could still walk to work and the kids could cycle there easily. We won't tell them until he has signed a contract for it.He has been seeing his girlfriend on and off the last two weeks, ... Sun, 05 Oct 2008 04:12:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1311089  Steve told me last night that he had had a health check last week with bloods and an HIV test. His tests were all negative thank goodness. I suppose this is for his new girlfriend. From what he says she wants to start a family. Steve has had the snip but I suppose he could have it reversed or ... Wed, 24 Sep 2008 08:37:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1309272 I'm not sure where my life is going. My husband is still seeing this other woman. Quite openly anyway to me. I have to lie to the kids when they ask where he is all day on a Saturday. We have spoken and run through alot of options ranging from me taking the kids back to England or staying here. ... Tue, 23 Sep 2008 03:48:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1237324 It's good to have all this positive support from my friends. It does help me. I'm so scared that I won't cope with all this stuff coming my way. I'm teetering on the brink of a manic episode. I sort of feel....what the fuck....my life is going to disintergrate anyway so what do I car... Sun, 10 Aug 2008 01:12:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1234222 I'm scared..scared of being on my own in a foreign country. My husband has a girlfriend. He says that our relationship has died. I don't know where I was when it was dying...I thought we got on ok. He says he's fed up of caring for me and doing everything about the house and dealing with... Fri, 08 Aug 2008 09:06:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1226542 I'm home in Switzerland after three weeks in England. We had a really good time and I will journal in more detail later. I need to get unpacked, find homes for all my new things and get some washing done. It was exciting, exhausting, thrilling and touching. So many friends and family, so much ea... Mon, 04 Aug 2008 01:46:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1207308 Had my stitches out on Tursday. Can't see my scar unless you are taller than me...lol!Enjoying my holiday in England. We are in the second week and have been in Leicester. Going over today (Thurs) to take my Mum and Dad out for lunch. See you all on the 3rd Aug. Love Suze x Thu, 24 Jul 2008 05:13:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1176212 Going to try and wash my hair today...yipee. Stiches in head pulling and itching like crazy. I so love Drs...not! Wed, 09 Jul 2008 00:03:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1169929 Read Bipolar Samaritan on the main BP board and you will know what happened to me last evening. When will I learn not to leap in and think I can cure things..lol! Never I suppose.So here I sit...8.30am on a Sunday morning. My head hurts, my hair looks awful because of the washing and shaving of my h... Sun, 06 Jul 2008 02:26:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/116780/journal/1161268 Just when you think you've got life sorted, it craps on your head. Wed, 02 Jul 2008 00:11:22 +0100