Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal Fri, 09 Jan 2009 23:46:21 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/115060/1213310395.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/115060 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/1258781 Made a new friend yesterday Getting ready for work . already ahead of schedule.Wow.It is a spa day.Lots of spa treatments  soo much better than just doing hour after hour of massage.I am in a really good mood and I intend to stay that way.They forgot to schedule me a lunch today but I get to ge... Fri, 22 Aug 2008 09:56:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/1256439 Today was nice.I felt very focused at work today .I haven't felt focused the past few weeks.I was able to spends time with my boys yesterday.That always seems to make me feel better. Work has been kind of upsetting recently they have added lots of new rules .They don't seem to care abou... Wed, 20 Aug 2008 22:57:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/1239395 The doctor let Damon come home.Damon did not have to spend his birthday in the hospital.He was in high spirits and seemed to be truly happy yesterday  Mon, 11 Aug 2008 09:08:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/1230061 Damon is back in the hospital.Why?Why does this happen?  Tue, 05 Aug 2008 23:24:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/1017683 Still missing jezebel.Life is good .Trying not to fret too much about the price of gas and everything going up.My work has really slowed down .I guess people are trying to cut down on expenses and I guess getting a massage is one of the first luxuries to go.I have picked up doing some massages outsi... Wed, 30 Apr 2008 01:28:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/948084 I haven't been on here in forever.a few times I have lurked on here checking up on friends but not commenting not hugging and not writing.life has been just to ordinary to write about.I have had some good days lke going out with damon.mostly just bland days of work and home. yesterday was n... Wed, 02 Apr 2008 21:59:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/829395  I used to have a friend named esoteric but she has disappeared if any one knows her tell her I miss her  For the past 2 weeks I have made it to the gym 3 times each week.Not seeing any difference yet .oh well I know it takes time .My friend got a membership at the same gym so she guilts m... Sun, 17 Feb 2008 11:21:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/793851 I passed my test with flying colors(score was 99).Now if I can only do so well in An actual birth.I am terribly excited.I have several things that I nned to get organized before I actually attempt to Doula.I have to market myself.This was a problem for me in the past.It is part of why I no longer wo... Mon, 04 Feb 2008 08:03:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/789159 I am so excited about this class.Normally ceu s are just some thing I have to take to keep my liscense. It is so nice to be interested in the topic.We watched a birth on film last night .These young girls in the class went EWWWWW.  I thought it was awesome.I happen to be the oldest person in cl... Sat, 02 Feb 2008 09:37:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/783644  In case you don't know what a doula isA doula is a professional trained in childbirth who provides emotional, physical and informational support to the woman who is expecting, in labor or has recently given birth. The doula's role is to help women ... Thu, 31 Jan 2008 08:40:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/780702 The holidays have come and gone ....I survived.I have had another birthday .I am supposed to be another year wiser but I am not feeling it.It has been hard .I am not where i had hoped to be at 38 years old.I did get some good news as of jan 2008 I am no longer in default on my student loans so I can... Wed, 30 Jan 2008 08:31:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/663438 Life is ok I put up christmas decorations but still not feeling it.I have tried to be more generous thinking that would put me in the spirit...no. I just don't know.Husband has been off all week and will be until beginning of january .Normal this would make  me very happy but lately he just... Sat, 15 Dec 2007 00:11:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/646681 I am feeling better.I spent yesterday with Damon.Damon is doing very well.He seems to have adjusted to his new meds.He laughed and smiled alot.The weight gain has tapered off and he looks great.He is such a sweet boy.My friend who was married this past may is getting divorced,Damon offered her words... Fri, 07 Dec 2007 08:24:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/639858 To all my friends  Sorry I have dissappeared for daysI woke up this morning and tried to catch up on all my friends.I just am a having a hard time commenting .It isn't that I don't care.I am just not my postitive encouraging self.I don't feel bad I just can't think of any thing ... Tue, 04 Dec 2007 08:09:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/631794 Tonight hubby and I have a date.We go to his christmas party for work.This is the one time a year we have a pic made together.Hopefully we will win one of the prizes. The thing is this is the one time I can get hubby to dress up.We make a big deal of it .Hubby actually leaves the house and remote.I ... Fri, 30 Nov 2007 09:17:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/626156 damon is home tonight.  Tue, 27 Nov 2007 20:28:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/621606 Damon is still in the hospital .He seems a bit better but still has moments that he is extremely paranoid.They don't let us see him except on weekends so the next few days I will only be able to have 10 minute phone conversations.  Sun, 25 Nov 2007 22:22:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/616042 It has been really hard to write a journal entry today.It is thanksgiving and I am supposed to be happy and thankful.It is really hard to be Thankful as I watch my son slipping.He is back in the hospital and there is NO doubt that is the best place right now.His paranoia was  bad today.I know h... Thu, 22 Nov 2007 22:41:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/612719 MESSAGE TO SELFSUCK IT UP!!!!!!!!!! Wed, 21 Nov 2007 10:22:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/115060/journal/610125 One of my dear friends here asked how I was doing as turkey day approaches.(sp?)I am nervous....anxious....uncomfortable....I normally feel like this about  holidays.I try to limit the time I spend with my parents.I really don't like when my parents want to talk about how messed up I am.The... Tue, 20 Nov 2007 09:12:27 +0100