melissaas's Journal - DailyStrength Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/114169/journal Fri, 09 Jan 2009 23:46:01 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/114169/1213247104.jpg melissaas's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/114169 melissaas's entry on 08/07/2008 02:20 http://dailystrength.org/people/114169/journal/1232828 Hello ladies!  I was reading my horoscope today & I instantly thought of you all.....I just wanted to share with you.  Friends are not the people who judge you in your life -- your friends are the people who can help you get over whatever problems you may be struggling with. Do no... Thu, 07 Aug 2008 14:20:07 +0100 melissaas's entry on 05/11/2008 09:35 http://dailystrength.org/people/114169/journal/1043899 I've been doing a lot of thinking.  I'm still not ready to get back into infertility treatments.  I'm not sure why.  I just don't feel very positive about them & I don't want to put myself under so much stress right now.  I know I'm a very strong perso... Sun, 11 May 2008 09:35:37 +0100 melissaas's entry on 05/01/2008 10:20 http://dailystrength.org/people/114169/journal/1022497 I'm feeling a bit uneasy lately.  I just keep having weird feelings...I feel like everyone I know is having a baby or has a baby.  I'm starting to feel like I'll never have my own child.  I'm not really looking forward to jumping back in the pool & trying to stay a... Thu, 01 May 2008 22:20:54 +0100 melissaas's entry on 04/18/2008 07:07 http://dailystrength.org/people/114169/journal/988237 I haven't been on DS much in the last 2 weeks.  I've been checking in on you all though & you all remain in my prayers.  This little break is really enjoyable.  My mind is actually thinking of other things that IF.  WOW.   We're getting ready to head to ... Fri, 18 Apr 2008 07:07:01 +0100 melissaas's entry on 04/02/2008 07:01 http://dailystrength.org/people/114169/journal/946020 Last week I was debating all week about changing RE's.  I guess I've just reached a point where I am really frustrated.  I have no real reason as to WHY I can't seem to get pregnant.  The only thing my RE has ever said was that its basically a hormonal issue.  It'... Wed, 02 Apr 2008 07:01:45 +0100 melissaas's entry on 03/22/2008 09:21 http://dailystrength.org/people/114169/journal/918039 Thank you all for your kind & loving words of support over the last few days!  I haven't been doing a lot on DS or anywhere but I did get your messages of encouragement & hope.  I so appreciate you all.   I woke up this morning to the arrival of AF.  It's oka... Sat, 22 Mar 2008 09:21:50 +0100 melissaas's entry on 02/22/2008 09:03 http://dailystrength.org/people/114169/journal/844833 I'm feeling really emotional tonight.  I don't know whats wrong....I just keep having these thoughts that this IUI didn't work & what if the next one doesn't work & blah blah blah.....I hate when my mind starts going down this road & its so hard to get it back to whe... Fri, 22 Feb 2008 21:03:37 +0100