canttakethis's Journal - DailyStrength Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal Fri, 05 Sep 2008 09:26:08 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/1131/1219720670.jpg canttakethis's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/1131 canttakethis's entry on 08/26/2008 09:43 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/1266240 Hi everyone, its only been since May that I have written here. I am finally done with college YEAH!!, except for 720hr of practicum, but I will get to it. AS for life, my dght is driving me nuts, she moves back to her dads 2marrow for the school year, I can't wait to have my house back, my freed... Tue, 26 Aug 2008 21:43:17 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 05/17/2008 09:09 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/1058653 another day, watching the news-really wish we could hear good stuff and not so much negative, its know wonder ppl are depressed. Today, hopefully will be a good day. I start with going to get my hair done and take my son to get new cleets for baseball. Then back home to work on a paper for a class. ... Sat, 17 May 2008 09:09:10 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 04/13/2008 09:51 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/976609 Here it is, another day I spent all after mos tof the afternoon on a grain bin pulling ribits, til my tool brook, now I am home, was suppose to take my daughter back to her dad's, she tried talking to my hubby (her step-dad) about us letting her put a trailer in our backyard for her to live in t... Sun, 13 Apr 2008 21:51:27 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 04/10/2008 09:39 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/967071 WOW its been 10 months since I was on this site. Almost forgot I belonged. THings in my life are still a roller coaster ride. I graduate from college in Aug. and can't wait. My son is in driverd ed, that gives me stress, but he actually does really good. My dght has went to live with her dad, th... Thu, 10 Apr 2008 09:39:57 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 06/17/2007 08:37 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/238959 another day almost gone, have most of my schoolwork done but have to ask the instructor questions about sometings. today life is ok. My dght is who knows where, I think I need to hide a tracker on her, just to follow her. I have been told that the cops are watching a male tht she hangs with, does dr... Sun, 17 Jun 2007 20:37:14 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 06/15/2007 09:02 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/233918 A new day, and life sux. Our gas was shut off yesterday and the lights on Monday. I have used all my extra school money to pay the house, or to save it, and now I have no money to pay for fall classes. yes, I've tried all my resources and they all say "you make too much money". If that... Fri, 15 Jun 2007 09:02:19 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 06/10/2007 06:53 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/223545 Hello everyone, boy has it been for ever since I have been here. yes, I' still alive, with alot of problems. Public school is out and both the kids are trying to stay busy. I am still working a fulltime job and going to school fulltime. Hopefully i will graduate in June 08 with a Healthcare... Sun, 10 Jun 2007 18:53:07 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 01/28/2007 06:54 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/26754 Holy buckets, its been a month since I was on here. I am really sorry, I haven't really been avoiding people, just maybe life. I conitinue to be a angry person, I bought a workbook, but can't seem to gain anything from it. Feel like I'ld be better off having someone to push me to do it. I work, coll... Sun, 28 Jan 2007 18:54:33 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 12/16/2006 12:52 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/7956 Hello everyone, a lil break between finals. Things are fair with me, sorry I haven't written, but I am busy. My dght is to be discharged in January fromt he facility she is in, and I am not ready for her, I need to fix a bedroom for her in the basement, or clean out my computer room on the main floo... Sat, 16 Dec 2006 12:52:12 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 12/02/2006 12:50 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/5089 Hi everyone, things are hectic, going into the holiday season. I am doing o.k.--yes just ok.School is good finals coming up in 2weeks. Home life is ok, wish I could do something other than crab. My dght was home for Thanksgiving, SHE has decided that I need to go thur anger mgt therapy and my husb (... Sat, 02 Dec 2006 12:50:15 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 11/21/2006 08:35 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/3675 Wow, a week has gone by, and I haven't taken time to write, or read anyones entries..sorry everyone. The test I was fretting about, my teacher emailed it to me and told me to take it "openbook". The mandatory meeting was ok.. As for me, I have been back on Welbutrin for a week. Not quite so crabby,... Tue, 21 Nov 2006 08:35:07 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 11/14/2006 07:43 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/2877 I am just pliin and simple angry today, I have to go on a trip with my boss, and have no $$ to take along to eat, I know the business will pay for some, but its not her responsibility to feed me, and b4 u go there--no I can not back out, it is mandatory. Things at home are ok.. but I want good.. hop... Tue, 14 Nov 2006 19:43:19 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 11/12/2006 08:59 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/2651 here we go, another day gone by, I actually got up and went to church with my Grandma, forced my hubby and son to go..it felt great...but then I came home and slept for 3hours and woke up crabby. Nobody can make me happy, a look. a ?, and I bark at them all. I went out last night and had 2beers, fel... Sun, 12 Nov 2006 20:59:33 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 11/11/2006 11:04 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/2511 Well-o-well here it is a Saturday morning. If it wasn't for the dog, I'd still be trying to sleep. But instead, I have cleaned my house and am waiting on laundry. Overall I have had a good week, Money will always be a issue with me. However, I havenot felt so crabby, but my head just isn't right. It... Sat, 11 Nov 2006 11:04:51 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 11/08/2006 08:54 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/2275 Good evening everyone, well let's see, besides the normal headaches, things have been fairly good today. The Dr calld and was able to get me set up on this program to help me get free or reudced cost Wellbuntrin (thanks orange for the guidance) so that should help with the attitude, and the rest is ... Wed, 08 Nov 2006 20:54:13 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 11/05/2006 08:26 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/1958 Hi everyone, a few have written cuz I haven't journaled lately. Do not fret, I am ok, just busy with work, school and family. When I am really low, I get on here to read and write. Since Tuesday things have beed ok, I had a fight with my 15y/o over going out for Hallowween, she ended up hanging up o... Sun, 05 Nov 2006 20:26:38 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 10/31/2006 04:18 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/1611 My depression is the worst, I have my dght handled, only cuz she is in a treatment place. My wt, I don't know, I think I am just getting lazier, I have caught myself eating at work, then coming home and eating with my family. I have a husband (2nd) that really is wonderful, loves me AND my kids, and... Tue, 31 Oct 2006 16:18:56 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 10/30/2006 07:49 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/1576 Wow, another day has gone by....I'm still grumpy, and my life has not improved. I was referred toa site that might help pay for my meds, (Thanks)but they said 2-3 week waiting period, that stinks. Most days I don't care to get outa bed, go to work, be touched or even thought about. My depression is... Mon, 30 Oct 2006 19:49:14 +0100 canttakethis's entry on 10/28/2006 06:17 http://dailystrength.org/people/1131/journal/1497 Well hello everyone, you can tell by my "feelings chart" that I am in a bad mood. I am looking for friends with similar issues, and ppl who can relate to ME. I use to be on Wellbrutin, did great on it, but I have no insurance, now and no $$$$, like the rest of the world. I am always angry, bitching,... Sat, 28 Oct 2006 18:17:40 +0100