Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/11250/journal Fri, 09 Jan 2009 23:42:59 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/gallery/duck.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/11250 http://dailystrength.org/people/11250/journal/831068 still trying to recup from saturday night. i am not a drinker but i will admit that i got smashed.  my party was awesome.  i have not laughed and loved so much in a long time.  my friends and husband(and my cousins) made this one hell of a night.  we had some great food... Mon, 18 Feb 2008 00:21:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/11250/journal/823354 today was a great day.  my 30th birthday.  i was awakened by my husband with heart shaped pancakes, sausage, and eggs.  i spent the day with my friend, shopping and ended it with  a small get-together at my grandparents house.  i received so many wonderful gifts and as i dro... Thu, 14 Feb 2008 20:57:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/11250/journal/495456 Yesterday was beautiful, my husband and i celebrated our wedding anniversary and on sunday we returned from a week long vacation to the beach.  we had a great time at the beach, our son had a ball.  on our first day there our son needed us to help him swim so we went out and bought him som... Tue, 02 Oct 2007 14:12:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/11250/journal/167838 I HAVE HAD A HORRIBLE DAY! MY HUSBAND SAID GOOD MORNING AND HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ME, AND THAT WAS IT. I WAS VERY HURT BECAUSE HE DID NOTHING TO SAY HAPPY MOTHERS DAY. I WAS NOT EXPECTING A GIFT (I GOT A COACH BAG IN FEB. FOR MY BIRTHDAY) BUT I THOUGHT HE WOULD AT LEAST LET MY SON DRAW ME A PICTUR... Mon, 14 May 2007 00:01:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/11250/journal/48377 I HAD A REALLY BAD WEEKEND. ONCE AGAIN I WAS READY FOR MY HUSBAND TO PACK HIS SHIT AND GO. I HATE THIS GOING BACK AND FORTH, ABOUT HOW I FEEL. THIS KID HE HAS WITH THIS WOMAN, THE MERE THOUGHT MAKES MY STOMACH TURN. I WANT TO BELIEVE HE AND I CAN MAKE IT BUT I AM SO SURE WE WON'T. I LOVE MY HUS... Wed, 21 Feb 2007 22:53:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/11250/journal/40226 MY HUSBAND GAVE ME A REAL TREAT THIS WEEKEND, WITH MY BIRTHDAY BEING ON VALENTINE'S DAY HE DECIDED WE WOULD CELEBRATE THIS WEEKEND. WE GOT A BEAUTIFUL ROOM AT THE HILTON-DOWNTOWN. OUR SUITE HAD A HUGE HOT TUB RIGHT IN THE BEDROOM. HE BOUGHT ME 18 ROSES AND TOOK ME TO A VERY RITZY SEAFOOD RESTAUR... Tue, 13 Feb 2007 20:38:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/11250/journal/34443 TODAY IS AN OKAY KINDA DAY. YESTERDAY MY HUSBAND CAME HOME AND WANTED TO KISS ME, THEN SAID HE WANTED TO MAKE LOVE TO ME. I TOLD HIM I WAS NOT IN THE LOVE MAKING MOOD. JUST WHEN I FEEL LIKE I HAVE GOT THIS BULL BY THE HORNS AND THAT I CAN GET THRU THIS, THE ANGER AND HURT BUBBLE UP INSIDE OF ME A... Wed, 07 Feb 2007 12:50:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/11250/journal/32108 why do i go back and forth on the way i feel. one minute i look at my husband with such love and the next i hate him with just as much passion. i hate this rollercoaster of feelings and i am so ready to get off. it's been 6 months and its somewhat better. i even cried today and i was hoping thos... Sun, 04 Feb 2007 20:36:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/11250/journal/28017 I LOST A VERY DEAR FRIEND THIS PAST WEEK AND SEEING HIM IN THAT CASKET REALLY PUT THINGS IN PERSPECTIVE FOR ME. I WOULD BE DEVASTED IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO MY HUSBAND, AND DURING THE FUNERAL I KEPT IMAGINING THAT BEING HIM IN THAT CASKET, SO I KNEW I HAD TO BE THE ONE TO TURN THIS AROUND. I HAVE ... Tue, 30 Jan 2007 12:28:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/11250/journal/28015 I SAT MY HUSBAND DOWN ON FRIDAY NIGHT AND WE TALKED ABOUT HIS ILLEGITAMITE CHILD. I HAVE DECIDE THAT I NEED TO MEET THIS KID. I STRUGGLED WITH LEAVING HIM BECAUSE I DID NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS KID BUT I HAVE COME TO REALIZE THAT EVEN IF I LEAVE I WILL STILL HAVE TO DEAL WTIH HER BECAUSE SHE WIL... Tue, 30 Jan 2007 12:22:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/11250/journal/21368 today has been a bad day, I just don't know how to move past the pain of my husbands affair and illegitimate child. How could he. i feel so stupid that I had no idea anything was going on, I quess because I believed in him, more than I should have Fri, 19 Jan 2007 17:59:39 +0100