Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal Fri, 09 Jan 2009 23:47:37 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/111225/1213249925.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/111225 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1436156 Merry Christmas Justin.  I miss you so much I can't stand it.  It]s our second Christmas without you here. It seems like forever since you went out that night and never came home. I hope you are having a wonderful Christmas in Heaven. I ache to see you again, but I know you are in... Thu, 25 Dec 2008 02:04:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1382939  They are Back !!!!! The Kidney stones that is ..... 6 of them - all in my right kidney.  The doctor is going to take them out in a one day surgery procedure.I'll have it done before the end of the year .... wouldn't want to mess up that deductible $$ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 00:44:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1381127  Empty. Empty is how I feel so much of the time lately. I miss Justin so very much the pain is suffocating. I need to feel his presence near me again. It's been so long since I felt that. I hang onto the good memories and I honestly feel like Justin is in a better place, and I will see... Tue, 11 Nov 2008 21:09:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1364487 This morning on my way to work I was stopped at a red light and I looked over at the gas staion on the right.  There were a few guys standing out there who looked like they were waiting on their ride to work. One of them caught my eye .... he looked alot like Justin.  My eyes sta... Thu, 30 Oct 2008 19:25:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1356406    In a quiet country cemetery, where the gentle winds blow,Lies my son I love so dearly , he died one year ago. His resting place I visit, placing flowers there with care,But no one knows my heartache, when I turn to leave them there. Though his smile is gone forever, and h... Fri, 24 Oct 2008 22:06:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1348951  The weather here has been beautiful the past few days. There is a coolness in the air.Today I was doing some chores around the house and while I was upstairs , I went into Justin's room .... and opened up the blinds like I do most days.His room faces the sun and I just like to have his roo... Sun, 19 Oct 2008 20:17:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1329016 My Mother-in Law passed away this morning ..... 5 days after they had given her 24 hours to live. She was strong to the very end. She passed on a  Sunday morning ... just like my Justin did.  All the family had been at her hospital bedside for the last several days. The hospital ... Sun, 05 Oct 2008 22:38:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1321511 We received news tonight from Tennessee that my Mother- in- Law was taken to the hospital today. The doctors have called all the family in, and have given her less than 24 hours to live.One doctor said he will be suprised if she makes it through the night tonight. She has lived a wonderful life... Tue, 30 Sep 2008 23:27:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1280408 I had a dream about Justin earlier this week. It was the first time I've had a dream about him in several months. I think I've only had 2 or 3 since he passed away. The first dreams I had about him were good dreams .... although after I woke up from them , I was so devaststed when I rea... Thu, 04 Sep 2008 16:06:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1268216                                                   ... Thu, 28 Aug 2008 00:00:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1241681  One year ago today, right about this very hour, my son JUSTIN LYNN TURNER passed away from injuries he sustained in a motorcycle wreck.   This has devastated my entire family.   I have realized he is not coming back.    I honestly don't know whe... Tue, 12 Aug 2008 12:56:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1240837 Tomorrow will be one year. I'm still numb. One year since I received that phone call at 5:30 in the morning. The phone call nobody wants to get. "This is UAB Hospital in Birmingham .... do you have a son named Justin Turner" ?   After my sobbing answer of "yes" to t... Mon, 11 Aug 2008 23:56:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1231399 Today, I was able to post the picture of me and Sandy (Sandart). She is a sweetie and we bonded so well together when I met her a couple weeks ago.  It's so nice when you feel like getting out and enjoying yourself, and you come back feeling so refreshed and new. We all need that. None of u... Wed, 06 Aug 2008 18:32:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1213986 Well, like my title says, I was able to meet Sandy (Sandart) this weekend ! I was in S Carolina visiting my sister, and made arrangements to meet up with Sandy. It was a great visit !  She is so nice, and I feel like I've known her forever.  I was anxious to get online tonigh... Mon, 28 Jul 2008 00:01:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1192953   Just thought I'd share some words from the last Mother's Day Card sent me. It's such a beautiful card. He was always the type to spend alot of time picking out just the right card for whoever, and whatever occasion . I miss him so, but I do take comfort in things like this. I... Wed, 16 Jul 2008 19:16:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1167882 I was wondering where did my life go. When was the last time I was truly happy. When was the last time I had enough energy to stay alert all day long. When was the last time I was motivated to enjoy a fun weekend with my family. I've been thinking if I just quit enjoying life, I will be pun... Fri, 04 Jul 2008 22:25:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1117494 My heart is heavy today as I sit here and think of Justin.  It's also the 10 month mark today.  I just miss his smile and his warm heart and personality. He was always kinda quiet. (He didn't get that from me ) !  He was a cutie, too.  Everone loved him.I wish I could jus... Thu, 12 Jun 2008 13:14:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1092975 Just got home this afternoon from Atlanta (Suwanee) where it was girl's weekend for me, my sister , and two friends. We do this a couple times a year. My sister lives in S Carolina, one friend lives here in Alabama, and the other friend lives in Ga , and that is where we always stay ... at her h... Sun, 01 Jun 2008 21:31:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/111225/journal/1073115 Last night was Paige's High School Graduation. She was so beautiful. It was bittersweet for us without her brother Justin there. But she held her head high as she walked across the field when they called her name. She made A/B honor roll this year, also. A couple months ago, I had bought he... Fri, 23 May 2008 12:55:44 +0100