Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/110493/journal Fri, 05 Sep 2008 09:06:06 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/110493/1213254664.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/110493 http://dailystrength.org/people/110493/journal/556139  Hey all my peps I have missed you!  Just so much going on,, nothing really good.  So I did go to the hispital, and just in the nick of time, suboxone is 15 times stronger then morphine but has the receptors to block the high,, thats why its good for addicts, anyway, my bladdwe was so... Sun, 28 Oct 2007 07:12:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/110493/journal/482859 Well I am still having seziers, had some lastnight, so called my mom and went to house at 1230am and told her just to watch me as I lay on her bed. Boy did mom freak out, she screamed and them my aunt came running in, after about 10 minutes of them watching me they wanted take me to hospital.  ... Thu, 27 Sep 2007 09:39:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/110493/journal/473246 Wow what a weekend, I have been so sick, the suboxone sucks!! I was having theres weird seizures like episodes. Called my doctor he says that cant happen, but if I am uncomftable I should go to ER, what an a$$! I dont see him for over a week, but stopped taking that med, so now am on nothing and cry... Sun, 23 Sep 2007 16:58:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/110493/journal/468301 I havent been able to write. These meds they have me on are really really loopy.  First I get so sleepy but if Igo to bed my muscles start jumping kinda like a seurize. So all my muscles are soooo sore.  So I sit in my chair, well I pass out, must have been dreaming, cause I went ito kitch... Fri, 21 Sep 2007 10:41:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/110493/journal/465559 I didnt write yesterday, was busy then I was so tired.Today I am haveing a very bad day, cant stop crying, I hurt so bad, sometimes I wish I could just break my back and be in a wheelchair, better yet dead!The doctors piss me off so bad, I know theres got to meds out there that will take the pain aw... Thu, 20 Sep 2007 09:21:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/110493/journal/461081 well today is my first day here, but starts my 2nd week on suboxone. I am not real sure I like it, I get so dizzy and "high" but my Dr. just loves this drug and he wouldnt even listion to me today about side effects, said what I was having werent even side effects of this drug! BET me, aft... Tue, 18 Sep 2007 14:21:41 +0100