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Hopefully a good weekend Mood

Saturday, June 21, 2008 | A Positive story

I had such a better week then the past few. I have been feeling better since the doc up'd my zoloft to 200 mg's and I had an awesome, but yet emotional therapy session this week. I feel really good. Although the weekends usually tend to bring me down, I have my fingers crossed that this weekend will go as well as my week. I just wish I had plans...lol

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Feeling like crap Mood

Friday, June 13, 2008 | A Rambling story

I've been feeling like shit this past week. I kicked my hubby out cause he accused me of cheating,(which by the way I am not). I was making so much progress on my anger issues and dealing with them. We were all working to gether as a family, things were getting better. Then BOOM...............I told him that he couldnt stay with me until he worked out his own issues. He wasn't going to set me back with the progress that I have made. There was no screaming, arguing, etc. He left. Then last nite he came to pick the little one up to take her to get a fish adn to dinner. They come home with a RABBIT!! I was so pissed. I got in an arguement with him over it in front of our child, which I deeply feel horrible about, cause I was doing so well. He left again. So, now here I am feeling all depressed again. Took 10 klopin and drank my ass off last nite hoping, just hoping I wouldn't wake up. Guess what............I'm still alive. I guess I am going to have to try harder tonight. This sucks. All I want is to be normal, and happy. I love my husband so much. I would never hurt him by cheating on him. He's just jealous that I have guy friends. Which whom I work for, their police officers. We are a small town there are only 10 of them. I love them all I am like their little sister. He doesn't understand this,he never will. He will never understand the pain he causes me..................................