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Journal Entry for May 16,...
Raping me was a lesson for meAfter, he asked me ho...
Ballerina... May 16, 2008
Raping me was a lesson for me
After, he asked me how I liked it.
Perhaps he already lived in a cell,
Ex-communicated, soul-deaf.
I told him and he laughed, stroked me.
So? He was boss. On top.
A woman wanted that, no?
Crying, crying, I said nothing.
Rape was a wound across my sky.
I saw blackness beyond the blue.
My life was twisted, like those girders
Earthquakes throw brutally to the ground.
After such hel...
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my dad
i know i havent written in a long time i guess i h...
Ballerina... May 16, 2008
i know i havent written in a long time i guess i havent been feeling like it my dad he gets so mean at times today i guess i made him angry and he put his hands in my pants and he just hurt me really bad and i just cant tell ne one because i dont want to have to go through everything that i went threw b4 i really dont and it might stop i jsut i dont know im trying to control myself around him may...
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Broken, I wanted to kill ...
No matter how hard I try I always seem to fail at ...
MistressD... May 16, 2008
No matter how hard I try I always seem to fail at life one way or another. It got to the point where I even questioned myself today, why do I bother trying? I thought of killing myself today. I live right next to an over pass, I can just jump that bridge any day. It's like the bridge is calling me enticing me to do it. I am so hurt beyond words and I feel like anything I say is just going to ...
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im finally there
its happened at last, i can no longer be unreachab...
hannahf1234 May 16, 2008
its happened at last, i can no longer be unreachable and strong like i have been for years. if you have read previous journals you may have seen my mood deteriorate. ive finally cracked under the strain.
tonight i was playing around on the internet and im well worried about the girl i love and my mum is not being the upportie person i always saw her to be, shes changed. shes forever...
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maybe?
so i think that when you have clinical depression....
heatherlee18 May 16, 2008
so i think that when you have clinical depression...it actually leads to other mental diseases....im not sure...im not a doctor
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Journal Entry for May 16,...
Went on a walk again today but only half a mile be...
SageM May 16, 2008
Went on a walk again today but only half a mile because I went with my dad. He has the broken back. Walking is good for backs as long as it isn't to much. Walking is getting a lot easier for me. And today I felt really good but now my eyes are really tired. I think it is because I put on the jojoba and tea tree oil around my eyes to make sure the psoriasis does not com...
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poem#4
There is love everywhere,Yet none is found for the...
FenrirCut... May 16, 2008
There is love everywhere,
Yet none is found for the lonely soul,
Hiding, ashamed under the tree
There is no smile on its face,
No warmth in its heart.
Loneliness has left its wounds,
Left a mark unseen,
Tearing the soul,
Scarring the heart,
Damaging for all eternity,
Out of this pain,
They spiral down worse
They cannot ever climb out,
Of the pit that was dug,
With the shovel of hate,
Their last sanc...
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Journal Entry for May 16,...
littlemis... May 16, 2008
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Journal Entry for May 16,...
littlemis... May 16, 2008
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hey ppl..
hey guyz...im at skool right now at the library fo...
glorious1... May 16, 2008
hey guyz...im at skool right now at the library for a hour, just chillin, i got out of gym class bc i told him that i was preg. and he said i could still play bc im not showing yet, and oh yea!! i went to see divineers family preist and he was pretty kool, i really liked going to talk to him and i think im going to see him again pretty soon!!! he was pretty kool, like i said and i know i can trus...
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update from the last thin...
well i took the test and it said that i'm not ...
LittleMou... May 16, 2008
well i took the test and it said that i'm not but my friend told me to take it in 2 weeks also i'm in a really deep depression and i don't know how to get out of it also i missed 4 days of school because of me being depressed and it sucks cause i don't want to but i just don't feel like getting up and doing anything i have gotten sick because i really have not been eating and ...
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Journal Entry for May 16,...
sink is still broke, toilet little better now but ...
lucilemya... May 16, 2008
sink is still broke, toilet little better now but still broke. um let me think gabby is 5 months old today and yesterday we got robbed left our bike chained up outside the mall and got back few mins later to find it stolen so the cops wont do anything there pricks i hope eventually they will learn. that was my day its was only a brand new 200$ fucking bike u fucking officers i hate u just as...