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Sleep is the regular state of natural rest observed in all mammals, birds, and fish. Sleep is not actually "unconsciousness," but rather, it is a natural state of rest characterize...
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Saturday September 6, 2008
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Journal Entry for September 6, 2008
well my birthday was good. i got a guitar! im way excited! but idk how to play yet lol so i've been learing. i can play 3 notes lol!! yesterday i got woken up at 4am!! i am one of the h...by: kayrl
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well my birthday was good. i got a guitar! im way ...
kayrl Sep 06, 2008
Journal Entry for September 6, 2008
Saturday, September 6, 2008
well my birthday was good. i got a guitar! im way excited! but idk how to play yet lol so i've been learing. i can play 3 notes lol!!
yesterday i got woken up at 4am!! i am one of the homecomming candidates! then on friday during the homecomming game at half time the queen and king will be announced so maybe i'll be the queen but idk there are 4 other girls too lol.
tomorrow i go and ...1 Comment -
i am so sorry i havent been on here.i fell like i ...
sissy831 Sep 05, 2008
Journal Entry for September 5, 2008
Friday, September 5, 2008
i am so sorry i havent been on here.i fell like i have let you all dawn.my phone got turned off and we are behind on some bills due to dad and sarah been reall sick.i am not doing well at all.i will be ok i am staying strong thinking positive.i miss you all so much.i cry every day couse i miss you all so bad.i went to the doc and he added more meds to mine.he said i was lucky he hasnt had t...2 Comments -
i hate life.i hate me.i hate people.i hate the way...
Marster Sep 04, 2008
Journal Entry for September 4, 2008
Thursday, September 4, 2008
i hate life.
i hate me.
i hate people.
i hate the way i look.
expecially naked.
the thing with my body is it combines hate, jealousy, and just about everything else.
im jealous of other girls.
the skinny ones.
they have nice bodies.
i want a nice body.
but not only that, but they are more comfortable in their body than i am.
way more comfortable.
they dont worry about their stomach sticking out.
im envi...4 Comments -
It's my first day of school today and I am not...
AdamTyler Sep 04, 2008
Thursday, September 4, 2008
It's my first day of school today and I am not excited. I thought I would be.
I guess I hope for the best to much then as soon as I am comfortable I expect the worse. I hate my mind. I have zero confidence when I comes to meeting new people. It's ridiculous. Whatever though I just need t get my grades up so I can get into the college I want without any trouble. -
tomorrow is our first cross country meet. i hate t...
kayrl Sep 03, 2008
Journal Entry for September 3, 2008
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
tomorrow is our first cross country meet. i hate the course we run at so im glad my doc said i can't run at this meet lol. but he said that my ankle should be ready to go by out next meet but im ok with that it's just this meet that i absolutly hate! but all the other one's i like. and tomorrow is my birthday so im glad i didn't have to run on my birthday. that would of just sucke...1 Comment -
i wish i were attracted to guys my age.but im not....
Marster Sep 03, 2008
Journal Entry for September 3, 2008
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
i wish i were attracted to guys my age.
but im not.
im attracted to my teachers, my coworkers.
the older type.
so im basically...relationship wise, fucked.
not supposed to be a ironic joke, no pun intended.
because i dont want to date boys my age, i want to date men.
ive never been attracted to boys my age [physically] because they're BOYS!
i just cant see them that way.
but i can see men that way.
but...1 Comment -
when will the day come, when my son gets a break? ...
ATIGERGIRL99 Sep 03, 2008
Wednesday, September 3, 2008 |
when will the day come, when my son gets a break? when will the day come that he will be happy and there will be no helth problems. when will the day come that he will be ok
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Well Alia has been having a hard go of it since we...
KirstanD Sep 02, 2008
Alia has had to big ODD episodes lately
Tuesday, September 2, 2008 |
Well Alia has been having a hard go of it since we had the pill screw up. I know shes getting them back in her system, I know shes working her best to stay under control. But I swear I could deal with just about anything but the ODD episodes mixed in. The other day it was " IM not going to take a bath" just because I told her too in a "funny voice" according to her.
Last night ...1 Recommendation -
anyone remember travis?? he left me when i was n t...
jess92 Sep 02, 2008
Journal Entry for September 2, 2008
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
anyone remember travis?? he left me when i was n the hospital. he was a virgin till we got 2gether. he has ben weired since i got out a few months ago. he has ben comin by and wantin me 2 suck his dick and thats all he wants 2 do. this has ben disturbing me for a little while. this weekend he stoped by n wanted me 2 go with him as usual. we went 2 the lake n he opened his pants and said he wants ...1 Comment -
tonight has been a lil hard. idk why. i can't ...
kayrl Aug 31, 2008
Journal Entry for August 31, 2008
Sunday, August 31, 2008
tonight has been a lil hard. idk why. i can't stop crying. i just have this urge to scream and scream and scream. i feel alone. idk what to do. ugh im waisting your guy's time. im not worth it. no one ever reply's to my post but like 3 people so i give up. im done being a burden on people. im sorry to everyone.5 Comments -
good new's so i think my brother changed the d...
kayrl Aug 30, 2008
Journal Entry for August 30, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
good new's so i think my brother changed the date of their wedding! im so glad! i was really not looking forward to them having their wedding on my birthday.
there's this song i've been listening to alot and i really like it it's called Leave Out All The Rest by Lincin Park. here are the lyrics and youtube link.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sl02FgOuG0c
"Leave Out All The Rest...1 Comment -
jaimer22 Aug 29, 2008
Journal Entry for August 29, 2008
Friday, August 29, 2008
Journal Entry for September 6, 2008
Saturday, September 6, 2008
well my birthday was good. i got a guitar! im way excited! but idk how to play yet lol so i've been learing. i can play 3 notes lol!!
yesterday i got woken up at 4am!! i am one of the homecomming candidates! then on friday during the homecomming game at half time the queen and king will be announced so maybe i'll be the queen but idk there are 4 other girls too lol.
tomorrow i go and ...1 Comment -
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thats it im done with boys... they suck... teddy was a bad one all along hiding behind a mask... several ppl told me he was planing on hitting and quitting but i found a clue he said.... and i quote it!!! "i would be as nice as i can to your parents if it gets me into your pants faster" WTF IS THAT!!! is he st...1 Recommendation
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All in all thats 25days self harm free at the moment :0)
I am so happy!
Everythings going great :0)
Appart from Friday night, went to a club with my partner and his parents, drank too much of everything vodka (straight), shots of sambuca, malibu and lemonades, oints etc, I ended up un concious for about an hour but then came round and I was fine, his mum was totally wrecked...1 Recommendation
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Hey Everyone, Its been awhile since i've poste...
unlovedde... Apr 29, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 |
Hey Everyone,
Its been awhile since i've posted a poem and i thought i'd come and post one for you all,
sorry it still isnt a happy poem. I also apologise if this poem hurts or upsets anyone that isnt the intention.
Luvya All,
Becka
xoxox
At Night!!!!
Midnight, Pitch black, lying in bed,
Listening to thoughts that crowd my head
Not knowing when they’ll stop,
Or if they’ll kill me or n...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
In Flanders Fields by John McCrae, May 1915...
unlovedde... May 15, 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008 |
In Flanders Fields
by John McCrae, May 1915
In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.
We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.
Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing han...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
When the bells chim like there is no tommarrow! Am...
AdamTyler Apr 30, 2008
Wednesday, April 30, 2008 |
When the bells chim like there is no tommarrow! Am I ever going to belong? haha. I guess not but if I ever have to play that pretend love thing I will burst! I don't like it when girls send me text messages telling me "I love you babe" ugh! I want to rip up the message =] haha. My candle light with no flame I guess.... wow I sound intelligent. Sooooo I have been sick for...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
have you ever loveduntil your heart exploded?have ...
undesirablex Jun 06, 2008
Friday, June 6, 2008 |
have you ever loved
until your heart exploded?
have you ever cried
until your mind eroded?
have you ever smiled
till your cheeks hurt?
have you ever lived
till the sun went down?
have you ever fallen
till you shattered apart?
did you ever know
that you have my heart?1 Recommendation -
freefalling, sickening split, loud crack & it ...
undesirablex Jun 06, 2008
Friday, June 6, 2008 |
freefalling, sickening split, loud crack & it all went black. falling against the wall she set up inside herself.
i can't get it right and it's pissing me off.1 Recommendation
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 |
Hey Everyone,
Its been awhile since i've posted a poem and i thought i'd come and post one for you all,
sorry it still isnt a happy poem. I also apologise if this poem hurts or upsets anyone that isnt the intention.
Luvya All,
Becka
xoxox
At Night!!!!
Midnight, Pitch black, lying in bed,
Listening to thoughts that crowd my head
Not knowing when they’ll stop,
Or if they’ll kill me or n...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
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