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I'm thinkin.....I'm not ready!!!!
A few years ago I started talking with a man I met off of a personals site. We completely hit it off! We chatted quite a bit...talked on the phone for quite a while and then we finally met...OMG...th...
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its been a real painful day, i had to go return, m...
misnadam Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
its been a real painful day, i had to go return, my bmw today, cuz they said the bank did not want to finace it, oh well, least i got to drive it for a week for free lol, got back my suv, i went and had my friend check it out, cuz the powersteering wasnt sounding write, well, i need a new powersteering rod rack or whatever that is, then the college called and said they were going to withdraw me f...
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What gives him the right to act hurtfull? My...
wannabenurse Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
What gives him the right to act hurtfull? My stbx first put me to the bottom of his priority list and closed me off the him just after my daughter was born. Then proceeds to have an online affair for 5-6 years with a women in SC. After he was exposed with that, he give me 6-7 months to recover from this and when I don't forgive him fully and accept what he wants to do even i...1 Recommendation -
walkin on the streets can not hide my feelingsseei...
lovewins Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
walkin on the streets
can not hide my feelings
seeing the life we live as so fast and without healing
i hide in the park to breathe
but some people ain't go time to breathe
with kids and a j-o-b
i lose my temper
cuz i feel livid about my phsyical pains u see
no excuse still i see
past the hype of society
i need no ladies
no cars just my sanity
so now i will do me
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I fell asleep on the train.... not good. I'm n...
inezj Aug 20, 2008
Journal Entry for August 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I fell asleep on the train.... not good. I'm never comfortable doing that especially being in the aisle seat. The lady next to me had to wake me. My thoughts are still in over drive. Though I napped I really am not feeling anymore rested.1 Comment -
My friend came home from work yesterday and told m...
Missbipol... Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
My friend came home from work yesterday and told me the hard time shes been happening, and i was sad for her, I mean shes been having a rough time. But than i got irritated by my own problems because, it just always feels like i have always had a layer of problems to begin with, let alone cope with a whole lot of other crap.
"its all too much" is a sentence i say a lot in my ...1 Recommendation -
I can't beleive that I only have 3 more shifts...
angel011 Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I can't beleive that I only have 3 more shifts left of my Job Placement, the time has flown. I applied for a casual position in the centre where I am and had an interview yesterd. I find out next week if i was successful....fingers crossed. When I was in the interview they told me that after 12 months of working there that they will pay for me to go to university and do my B... -
I am sending out horrible energy today. That alwa...
inezj Aug 20, 2008
Journal Entry for August 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I am sending out horrible energy today. That always makes me feel even worse about myself and the things going on in my life. I have too much time again to think. I'm trying to relax but can't seem to. Headache, stomach is a bundle of nerves and terrible time of concentrating. Its painful today. I really am beginning to believe Endo is a autoimmune disease. It isn't classified as on...1 Comment -
I Have been thinking alot today. I am very disturb...
ONESHOTGINA Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
I Have been thinking alot today. I am very disturbed about the fact that my mother chose to spend two hours yesterday knocking me to Greg. She cornered him and followed him around just talking shit about me. Greg of course didn't want to hear it and feels he knows me and the person I really am. My mother caused an arguement between my brother and I a while back and we havn't spoke since. ...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Hello again....It has been 2 days since i've u...
coop28168 Aug 20, 2008
Journal Entry for August 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
Hello again....It has been 2 days since i've updated. As you can see no breaking news. What is up with my Grammer and spelling...lol still didn't pass and I even had some help....This will be number 4 and this time it will happen. Anywho, I called a couple places today that i had phone numbers to. One was discussing with other partners if they need a full-timer or part-timer. I told thim ...1 Recommendation -
was THE most pivotal moment of my life. The ...
GMaWilli Aug 20, 2008
8 years ago yesterday.........
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
was THE most pivotal moment of my life. The most defining moment of my life to date. And I survived it & I continue to fight the battles that are STILL directly linked to that dreadful day. It is just amazing HOW monumental ONE SINGLE DAY can be in a person's life. Most days come & go & leave very, very faint imprints, but there are those that leave our hea... -
So today I am making the choice to let it roll...a...
kidsintowe03 Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
So today I am making the choice to let it roll...all of it...I can't change yesterday..As much as I wish I could....I can only change tomorrow...
so what if the house is a mess??
I can only do what I can do...and right now going from job to job....yes...I work 1 paying job full time...but going from the paying job to picking up 3 kids is a job in itself..and that job there is not vacation pay o...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
My caseworker took me to the college bookstore to ...
OJewel Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
My caseworker took me to the college bookstore to get texts. The books are so darn expensive! When all is said and done its more than my rent!Merde! I went to bed at 2 and woke up at 4!PMS sux.My friend came over yesterday and pigged right through every restaurant with me and I paid for her which is why I am so broke. Also, we went out for breakfast today.It was chilly for a change.
The hot ...1 Recommendation
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
its been a real painful day, i had to go return, my bmw today, cuz they said the bank did not want to finace it, oh well, least i got to drive it for a week for free lol, got back my suv, i went and had my friend check it out, cuz the powersteering wasnt sounding write, well, i need a new powersteering rod rack or whatever that is, then the college called and said they were going to withdraw me f...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
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I don't know how I feel today. I think I feel a bit numb. I was okish this morning but I got upset when my daughter cried when I dropped her off at school.
My head has been full of images today. Him with her, his van parked at her house and not ours, the empty drawers and wardrobe. That makes me so sad.
I still cry every day, most days its uncontrollable sobbing and there are so many tears.
I d...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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i had a melt down early this evening but 2 special friends i met here on ds got me through, thank you both, words cannot express how much better i felt after this whole mess, i again just want to say thank you to all of you as well, im there for ya as well,.1 Recommendation3 Comments
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Opening presents and blowing out the candle on you...
AngelChri... Mar 19, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Opening presents and blowing out the candle on your cake
These are all things in which you should partake
On this very special day - your first birthday
We can’t celebrate in the traditional way
Instead, a cake I made of artificial flowers - blue and white,
Will be left for you at your grave site
Balloons will be sent to you up above
With notes from your loved ones expressing their love
A special m...7 Recommendations29 Comments -
i need the love of me to believe in only meso i ca...
lovewins Mar 03, 2008
Monday, March 3, 2008 |
i need the love of me
to believe in only me
so i can love thee
in a more readily fashion
my life loses passion
when i sulk about the past
people will be bad
but i can choose the silent golden path
to be happy to laugh
yes i do feel sick and stressed
it is hard to caress the sun
but i am a new one
who sees love as the kingdom
i feel like we forsake ourselves
for others to tell
us how to live well
sacrificin our ...6 Recommendations7 Comments -
walkin on the streets can not hide my feelingsseei...
lovewins Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
walkin on the streets
can not hide my feelings
seeing the life we live as so fast and without healing
i hide in the park to breathe
but some people ain't go time to breathe
with kids and a j-o-b
i lose my temper
cuz i feel livid about my phsyical pains u see
no excuse still i see
past the hype of society
i need no ladies
no cars just my sanity
so now i will do me
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Christian's first birthday will be here very s...
AngelChri... Mar 14, 2008
Journal Entry for March 14, 2008
Friday, March 14, 2008 |
Christian's first birthday will be here very soon and I am having a hard time with this. I have been trying to come up with ideas to make it a special day, but it's just not the same without him here. I am so upset that I won't get to see him blow out his birthday candle or open birthday presents. I recently received a very nice letter from the Univ. or Maryland School ...1 Recommendation11 Comments -
cryin to see christ deliver me from helloh i see t...
lovewins Mar 26, 2008
crying with bloody tears but hopeful
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 |
cryin to see christ deliver me from hell
oh i see the pain dwell
like the envy from an inmate in jail
i yearn to be away from the painful hail
that loneliness makes a bruise on me
i will seek forgiveness within
and make amends with my sins1 Recommendation9 Comments -
let me not stop blamin me for bein sick with miser...
lovewins Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
let me not stop blamin me
for bein sick with misery
the cards can be negative
do i need to be so negative
the positive kills the tension
lord give me love
not the reason to be so tense
oh god help us to make sense
of a life full of pretense
i feel at times like goin off on ppl
for past stupidity and evil
but i wil forgive
so i say now screw it
just to live
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caress the love you havelet the past be thatlet go...
lovewins Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
caress the love you have
let the past be that
let god seek revenge for human wrath
remember to really laugh
get glad not sad
and make sure the cutie in your path
know how much she is
or he is for the fact
but let love be your only reason1 Recommendation4 Comments -
all these years spent in fearfor what to validate ...
lovewins Jul 21, 2008
Monday, July 21, 2008 |
all these years spent in fear
for what to validate fear
fuck what u heard
we all are special
even if we are disabled
we are able
so fuck them all
who tried to make u fall
same shit happened to me
so now i had enough of misery
fuck it now i have more to deal
like asthma ears allergies
i see past the commercial scenes
now i see me a bit more happy
i love u DS!!!!
stay strong
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u do not even see my paini feel u can not even see...
lovewins Jun 28, 2008
Saturday, June 28, 2008 |
u do not even see my pain
i feel u can not even see the rain
i am a loser in sorts
i feel u will lead me in yoru divorce
i feel remorse
dead like an empty corpse
i feel so stupid
i might as well
just cry myself to death3 Recommendations5 Comments -
i saw me like a dead mani pray every day to deal w...
lovewins May 02, 2008
Friday, May 2, 2008 |
i saw me like a dead man
i pray every day
to deal with the damn past
my dad i wish i had u
why did u choose
to kill my soul
i wanted u to grow old
to learn with and see how to talk to chicks
cuz my life is a melody of uncertainties
mxed with insecurities
mixed with ppl who brainwashed me
tellin me every shit i have is cuz of anxiety
but really it was not me
it was society
now it is up to me
i see the bs the ...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
on the train lookin at sad facestraces of misery n...
lovewins Jun 04, 2008
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
on the train lookin at sad faces
traces of misery no replacement
i am here stuck in my basement
with hopes to see love in these ghetto pavements
all i feel is a sense to heal
to get a nice lady to appeal
to feel is to love u for real
i get paranoid but i stilll fight
to see the light i try not to hide3 Recommendations4 Comments -
POWER WITH IN YOU Love is there for all to f...
rcp78 May 26, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008 |
POWER WITH IN YOU
Love is there for all to find,
Victims No more as we are not left behind,
Running is not in our thought or our mind,
Hiding is not a big part as it has been in our lives,
We all stand and fight for all we know is right,
We welcome life and all we stand for,
We are strong in heart and mind,
We stand by others in so many hard times,
We help as many as life will stand,
The rest lay themsel...4 Recommendations3 Comments
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Opening presents and blowing out the candle on your cake
These are all things in which you should partake
On this very special day - your first birthday
We can’t celebrate in the traditional way
Instead, a cake I made of artificial flowers - blue and white,
Will be left for you at your grave site
Balloons will be sent to you up above
With notes from your loved ones expressing their love
A special m...7 Recommendations29 Comments -
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