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The good are better made by ill, as odors crushe...
christina... Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
The good are better made by ill, as odors crushed sweeter still.
Roger
Today I was working in the sun all day and I am so exhausted now. But at least I got a tan. I met this girl that’s new to town it’s not like we exchanged numbers or e-mails but we chatted. I also talked with this one acquaintance of mine who has been in Ireland she just got back and was working with her mom at her ...
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Here vitals are looking a little better.She is sti...
sadbecca Jul 25, 2008
Becca is showing a little improvement!
Friday, July 25, 2008
Here vitals are looking a little better.
She is still in acoma but doctors are seeming a little more hopeful today.Her fever is gone, they also said if she keeps showing signs of improvement she might wake up anyday know.
God bless you all, i believe this is because of all of you!!!
thanks for all the prayers and support
Melody4 Recommendations
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I woke ...
OnlyOneCa... Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
I woke up not feeling well. My head hurts, my throat hurts...I have this shooting pain on the left side of my ribs, right under my bust whenever I deeply inhale. I think I have a fever, and I have the sniffles. I'm drinking hot chocolate, in feels good on my throat. I haven't been sick in almost 3 years. When I was little I ALWAYS wanted to get s... -
I didn't get to see my dad today and that was ...
kellyp1987 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
I didn't get to see my dad today and that was a bumming effect, but I went down to the family pond and the fish cheered me up. I took some pictures of them and decided I was going to show them to my dad whenever I get them uploaded onto my computer, putting them on a jump drive. In case I didn't explain the computer situation, I'm using my cousin's computer (she's not here rig...1 Recommendation -
How does this sound....does it sound like it might...
stargazer673 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
How does this sound....does it sound like it might work?
Things that are bothering me
I am hearing voices
Telling me to kill myself
Telling me to take all my pills
Telling me to cut myself – carve out shapes in my skin.
Drive car into ditch or into other cars
Telling me to drink cleaning solutions
Telling me I’m better off dead
Telling me no one really cares if I’m dead or alive
Telling m...1 Comment -
I'm just dead tired. Can't keep my e...
NormLNorma Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
I'm just dead tired. Can't keep my eyes open as I write.
Things are ok! could be better but, so far at least no big problem. Just the major one that's holding up my life, trying to move away from Los Angeles, the filthy city.
Got to go, falling asleep.1 Recommendation -
I had to go roll up the windows of the saturn and ...
stargazer673 Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
I had to go roll up the windows of the saturn and forgot to close the front door behind me...big mistake!!! I thought both cats were inside still so I sat down and started reading a magazine I got in the mail today...well I noticed that Shadow was no where to be found. I went around the apartment calling his name "SHADOW...HERE KITTY KITTY!!!" Well I never found him.&n...1 Comment -
i have been feeling a little off today, kind of fl...
blooming19 Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
i have been feeling a little off today, kind of flat and a little sad so i went to a meetiing figuring it would straighten me out but everyone else was feeling the same way.
When i got home i figured i would call my sponsor and talk for a while, she is always such a happy person, i always feel better when i talk to her. except for today. she is feeling down too. what in the heck i... -
Tell someone you care today. Pay it forward....
prayerspl... Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Tell someone you care today.
Pay it forward.
Please keep Taylor alive in your hearts and minds
From your mouth to G-d's ear..... and Taylor's....
Please keep Taylor in your prayers.
He was very open minded when it came to his spiritual life. Taylor had a sweet, kind, tender, and understanding soul. He was mature way beyond his years. It seem...1 Recommendation -
So I have a "friend"... I've known h...
angeleyes08 Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
So I have a "friend"... I've known her for about 6 months now but we're very close. We tell each other everything.... EVERYTHING. I know when she's cheating on her boyfriend, she knows when I think I'm pregnant. EVERYTHING. So she talked to both of us on MSN... kind of our marriage counsellor online lol She'd get both sides of the story and "prescribe" some...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
Candida I saw candida doctor on Wednesd...
StarWars38 Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Candida
I saw candida doctor on Wednesday. Test results came back, I tested positive for candida overgrowth.
He told me that the goal is to:
1) stop the yeast
2) kill the yeast
3) build my immunity.
He wants me to:
-continue on the candida diet,
-take shots for building immunity,
-prescribed Nystatin to kill yeast for 6 months
-test for thyroid p...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
day four and still going. i was so bu...
sambod Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
day four and still going. i was so busy at work and my hubby, gotta give him credit. my dad is coming in for the weekend tomorrow and he knows how i like to have the house looking nice when i have company in. he shampooed the carpets, did laundry, cut grass, straightened up the house. he knows that my anxiety level will be up. i cleaned the room dad will be sl...
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
The good are better made by ill, as odors crushed sweeter still.
Roger
Today I was working in the sun all day and I am so exhausted now. But at least I got a tan. I met this girl that’s new to town it’s not like we exchanged numbers or e-mails but we chatted. I also talked with this one acquaintance of mine who has been in Ireland she just got back and was working with her mom at her ...1 Recommendation -
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Thursday, July 10, 2008 – 10:35 A.M.
Sleep did not come easily last night, but when it finally arrived, it was a relief from the pain and annoyances of the week. My life has not been going as smoothly as I would like. It is not really anyone’s fault, but just the way of life.
There are times when I am overly sensitive to what people say to me. Tuesday afternoon was a cas...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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I'd like to talk a little bit about how music has affected my life. Music lets me escape my reality and enter a world where I am loved and the world is a beautiful place. I am taken away by my music and feel the love the person singing a love song must have felt while writing the song. I don't just hear music, I feel it, for me it is an emotional experience. Not just with certain songs bu...2 Recommendations3 Comments
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One of my favorite novels is Dune by Frank Herbert...
GoldfishCM Jun 29, 2008
Sunday, June 29, 2008 |
One of my favorite novels is Dune by Frank Herbert. Within the story of Dune is a religious guild that uses the following chant as a way to reduce their fear. I thought about it today for some reason and thought I'd share it with you:
I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and t...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
Rainy Days Every time it rainsI always think ...
Kev2 Mar 23, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008 |
Rainy Days
Every time it rains
I always think of you
I wonder as the day goes by
I wonder what you do
Rainy days have come
And I hope they're here to stay
Rainy days consume my tears
And drive my pains away
Laying on my bed
Staring at my ceiling
Wondering how you're doing
And how you might be feeling
Rainy days have come
And with thunder do they bring
A way to drown my burning heart
And help my soul to s...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
My Friend My friend, you are the sun to meYou...
Kev2 Mar 25, 2008
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 |
My Friend
My friend, you are the sun to me
You're always shining through
Piercing through my darkened clouds
With everything you do
My friend, you are the beach to me
I'm walking in your hand
I know you're always at my feet
Helping me to stand
My friend, you are the stars to me
The way you dance within my soul
The way you reach me endlessly
You make me feel so whole
My friend, you are the sky to m...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
mirrors crack think there talking behind your back...
novocaine... Mar 07, 2008
your so pretty(ugly on the inside)
Friday, March 7, 2008 |
mirrors crack
think there talking behind your back
all eyes are on you
mimicing what they show you
your lives disguised by magazines
gotta get thinner to stay in the scene
when alls dead and gone
you'll be living on empty dreams
too vain to see you've lost
your lost in a sea of broken teeth
self image
is all important to get a head
in a world where you just need to be pretty
or a slut to survive
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The very difficulties of life, of which we are a...
christina... Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
The very difficulties of life, of which we are apt to complain, are converted into the means of that discipline, that self improvement, which is the great end of life. …progress is the child of struggle, and struggle is the child of difficulty.
James Walker
STRONGER (Faith Hill)
This is the window to my heart
I just want you to be for real
There ain't no freedom where we are
There ain...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
help me mommy for I am hereyour child unborn but I...
AWOG Jul 04, 2008
Friday, July 4, 2008 |
help me mommy for I am here
your child unborn but I can hear,
all the stress that you bear
is weakening me as i start to tear
I hear walking from here to there
but what do I feel
mommy your bleeding now
and i am inside
What has happened on the outside
Help me mommy I can't breathe
what is happening to me
I am losing oxygen
mommy I want to grow up
and have toys
I want to see your face
I c...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
A beautiful blue skyA bit chilly...I can live with...
Alphonsus Apr 30, 2008
Wednesday, April 30, 2008 |
A beautiful blue sky
A bit chilly...I can live with that.
It's warm here, the silly pink walls of my office
making the room seem brighter.
There is a part of my soul
that is still numb, still hiding from me
so well that I can barely be sure that it's there.
But I deduce it
This broken little spot in my head that
prevents me from living my life.
Why does it hide?
Obviously I don't want to know th...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
i cant stop walking because every time i stopi fal...
novocaine... Jul 09, 2008
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 |
i cant stop walking
because every time i stop
i fall down on my face
you allways dream about nothing
your worlds small enough to steal
i've been dreaming about ruining my insides
just to wait something new
a breath of fresh air
to these dried up lungs
my last breaths for myself
you cant stop complaining
the worlds too scary right now
how can i dream when im scared of myself??
i just struggle with the wor...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
when did it start to be wrong to believe in yourse...
novocaine... Jun 30, 2008
the way the fire started the way the fire finished
Monday, June 30, 2008 |
when did it start to be
wrong to believe in yourself??
all alone wishing you were somewhere else
where you felt needed by everyone
this is how we start to become
nothing more than sycophants
we hide behind meanings
screaming gimme one more chance pretty please
i'll say everything that you need to(hear)
i lost all faith in you
the day that the fire inside your heart
turnt to ash
where did you go??
i feel...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
I feel the need to kill,Bloody scarlet loss of lif...
FenrirCut... May 30, 2008
Friday, May 30, 2008 |
I feel the need to kill,
Bloody scarlet loss of life,
The blood provides the flaming lust
That burns within my soul
This desire has taken over,
Made it hard to think,
Petty sacrifices are all I’ve made,
Now it is time for one worthy of God,
I do choose the target,
One worthy of death,
Very few whom I know,
Are worthy of such a prize,
No-one I care about,
Though placement does not matter,
I wo...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
im living with a noose round my necka bomb in my h...
novocaine... May 18, 2008
Sunday, May 18, 2008 |
im living with a noose round my neck
a bomb in my head
it ticks every second just to remind me
that unless i fight back i'll never be free from this curse
that fear and hate created 7 years after my birth
i want to be free from paranoid dreams
nightmares screaming even when im awake
i feel the strain from the dirty noose around my face
slowly falling to choke my everlasting fate
i hate that noose
ju...2 Recommendations2 Comments -
Time has run out, for me. Everything's distant...
FenrirCut... May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
Time has run out, for me.
Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe.
It's so hard, lost in the world confusion.
And I need to leave, for a while.
Life is so meaningless, there is nothing worth a smile.
So goodbye, I'll miss you.
And I'm sorry, but this is my fate.
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay.
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long....1 Recommendation3 Comments
Sunday, June 29, 2008 |
One of my favorite novels is Dune by Frank Herbert. Within the story of Dune is a religious guild that uses the following chant as a way to reduce their fear. I thought about it today for some reason and thought I'd share it with you:
I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and t...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
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