Self-harm is also known as self-injury (SI), self-inflicted violence (SIV), self-injurious behavior (SIB), and self-mutilation, although this last term has connotations that some p...
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Psycotic episode. What happened to me? PLEASE HELP
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OK So something v.werid happened to me last night...it was like i knew it was coming because i got this big feeling of pressure in my brain and then i went home and i was just looking around the room thinking of ways to kill myself like "oh i could burn my head in that fire" or "i could drink that nail polish". i drew on my arms in red pen to make it look like cuts and wrote weird things on my arms like "PERFECT" and "ONE DAY I HOPE TO FLY". I rang the crisis team and was in hysterics crying. Then i couldnt stop shaking or rocking and i was hanging on to my door saying "i cant, i cant" but i wasnt making any sense it was like i was totally psycotic at that moment. Then all of a sudden i felt discusted at my skin and started saying i dont like my skin i even considered burning it off with a lighter. Then i went over to my mirror and started crying saying "someone come and save me" over and over again. Then i had a drink and went to bed crying.
for that moment it was like i was possesed nothing could calm me down and i wasnt making sense at all. what was going on? has anyone else experianced anything simmilar? whats wrong with me. Posted on 06/17/08, 10:06 am |
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one time i was so depressed that i got a pocket knife and tried to cut myself. just then my partner walked in and grabbed the knife. iran to my dresser and pulled out another and wasfreaking out. it was like i didnt recognize her and wanted to escape. she actually wrestled the knife out of my hands. ifelt numb and couldnt understand her words. i started crying and shaking uncontrollably. she took me to the hospital, which is what i needed at the time. 
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wow. glad both of u are ok
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When i'm really stressed, i have episodes where it feels like i have a million thoughts screaming @ me from inside my head, i litterally get a headache from it, and i usually crouch down against the wall or a door and hold my head really tight, and i wanna scream back sooo bad but i don't wanna make noise & have ppl see me like that & thinking im crazy...hence which is why i started cutting...every now and then i get that feeling tho... but i havent given in...yet
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