Self-harm is also known as self-injury (SI), self-inflicted violence (SIV), self-injurious behavior (SIB), and self-mutilation, although this last term has connotations that some p...
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What does it for you?
is it the blood?the pain?the control? or none of the above? Posted on 05/15/08, 02:05 pm |
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all of the above! The color and feel of blood is amazing like its something pure. I find cutting takes the pain from within, cos i am concentrating on it. like all my focus is on the slices in my skin, the inside pain doesnt seem soo bad. Absolutely a control thing....however sometimes i feel im even loosing that...
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focus.. it gives me a pinpoint white surrender all kind of focus...i don't feel pain when i cut and i don't get off on blood...i think its just about seeing inside myself...
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all the above, and this might sound weird but i love the sound.
the sound of the blade slashin' my thigh is theraputic 2 me.
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for me it is the fact that i hurt myself not other people
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Its all of it. I dont feel it when I cut, but the pain of healing makes me feel like I'm healing within too. I like to watch the blood drip off my arms, it calms me. But its so much more than that too.
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The pain and the releif
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If what you mean is what triggers my need/urge to cut, then I'd have to say that it is the buildup of flashbacks and unwanted daydreams associated with the original event. What does it do for me? At this stage there is the memory of the first rush/release I felt when that first time gave me the feeling I was back in CHARGE of my life, the fxxkhexxd was off me and out of my life and my head at least for that moment. It's the feeling of being released from the frustration of powerlessness .
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all those things and others. the punishment the enjoyment of it the need for it. have to cut cause of my sadness :(
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the numb feeling right before you pass out from lose of blood.
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