Self-Injury Support Group

i cut on my hip so i guess it's hard for my mom to just look. but it doesn't matter cuz she wont check anyway's. i have a meeting friday with my cousnelor and so i think mom might check just cuz i think my counselor might ask but i know if my mom doesn't check before my meeting my cousenlor will ask to see. and i kind of wounder if they will actually put me in the hospital or not cuz i think it might just be a scare to get me to stop ya know? but idk...if mom asks i wont show her.

well i cut today so i guess we'll see if they put me in the hospital or not

Look I do not know how bad u cut or how deep u make your cuts but the one thing i do know if ur cutting to see if they will put u in a hospital then maybe it is a good idea that u do go and there is a stigma of why people cut because they are emo,for attion and things like i personal belive that people who cut and keep it to themselves do it to dael with there problems or are realy depressed and tring to reach out for help and people who do it and then just to kinda see what the outcome is going to be are doing it for attion and test the limits or they realy need help most people do not tell there consoler what u have told yours due to your age and the fact you r still a minner my point is i do not all of your problms and your back ground and so forth but the one thing i do know i was in your shows one time and i thought they would never take me away and then when they did i was only 10 and did not go back home until i turned 18 and if your worker askes to see them she will send u away and have your ma sighn the pappers and if she does not then the worker can and will get social services involved for endagering the welfare of a child so just take my word for it and iam here if u need to chat

i don't cut for attention. i cut on my hip where i can eaisly hid them, even my swimming suit hids them. both my brothers abused..more one then the other. mom takes his side more than mine. she doesn't do anythign that would make her look bad. it took her a year or two to get me counseling. i just want to know if she'll do what's best for me and not what's best for her. i just want to know she loves me enought to get me the help i need and want. my brother is still around me alot and i don't like it. she know's it but doesn't do anything about it. idc if they take me away i'll be 18 in like 4 months. i don't cut for attentino i actually hate cutting i just can't stop doing it. i like how i feel i like the pain. and it helps me deal with my past.