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Sunday July 6, 2008
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Dont know if I am, cant really tell, All i know is I feel great, but apparently the thoughts and things ive been saying arent normal, feel normal to me and the fact that ive been speaking so fast&nbs...
by: TashB
an Inspirational Story
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Is there hope? I don't know. I really am in a ...
neverbett... Jul 06, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008 |
Is there hope? I don't know. I really am in a surreal state of mind, Hope it gets better.
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i just herd this morrining that my grandma passed ...
alan63 Jul 06, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008 |
i just herd this morrining that my grandma passed away in the hospital as if i dont have enough truma in my life.it makes me harder to go on to live now i have no grand parents to acoceait with dont mind my spelling .but realy now why are we realy here. the goverment is killing us slowly .they hate canadians .they don't like familys. so its what people make of there lives .1 Recommendation -
I am feeling HORRIBLE!!!! I got home from Wa...
stargazer673 Jul 06, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
I am feeling HORRIBLE!!!! I got home from Walmart with (Sorry if IMO) diariah(sp?)....had to use the restroom so many times while I was there it wasn't funny. I bought myself a new pillow though. Then I went to laydown afterward but got sick. At first it was just this gross taste in my mouth then the next thing I know I'm pucking everywhere. Messed up all the... -
havent been really eatin healthy but today im gonn...
getmesome Jul 06, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008 |
havent been really eatin healthy but today im gonna give it a try...please could i get a little support :) thanks1 Recommendation -
I just can't quit crying. I am so sick o...
an9di Jul 06, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
I just can't quit crying. I am so sick of loving a liar and a druggie. I never thought I'd see this side of him. I love my brother. It hurts me so much more than I let on or more than my parents can understand. I am so incredibly hurt. I just wish he'd quit breaking our family -
so maybe I am the black sheep of my motherfucking ...
an9di Jul 06, 2008
Journal Entry for July 6, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
so maybe I am the black sheep of my motherfucking family. I fucking hate this shit.
I fucking hate how my brother does drugs three or 4 times a week and my parents still defend him in every way possible.
look, the situation at hand is not even that big of a deal, but because my family sprouted from a history of douchebags everything has to be a HUGE ordeal.
so I have these candles in my room,... -
I forgot my Yahoo! email address password...I just...
stargazer673 Jul 06, 2008
So Guess What!!!...it's kinda funny
Sunday, July 6, 2008
I forgot my Yahoo! email address password...I just can't remember it...hahaha. So I'm going to be playing with it all day until I find the right word that I made my password.
I am so glad that the holiday is over. I mean it was really really nice getting to see Todd (my older brother) and his wife but the whole holiday was just plan stressful. I got sunburned really bad b... -
Had a decent 4th of July. I always still feel crap...
nikovdh Jul 06, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Had a decent 4th of July. I always still feel crappy, but I fight it good. I went to my dad's house, and we saw fireworks near the beach @ a bay over a cliff.. was a really good spot.
I've been having really bad ideas in my head, and then I switch over to life-giving motivating thoughts to counteract the bad ones.
Also made a song this morning July 6th.
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I went out last night with Burgundy had a good tim...
Charlisha... Jul 06, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
I went out last night with Burgundy had a good time with her. We had a drank and I did my thing. It was good for me to get out the house for a chance. I'm feeling okay today, we had a real good chat about life and what's going on with me. I have to stop stressing about this, it's going to get better, I'm going to get back on my feet, it just takes time. If I could remember this wh... -
crash873 Jul 06, 2008
Journal Entry for July 6, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
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This is crap. I feel like crap. The crap you drown...
Searching... Jul 06, 2008
bipolar. What flavor is your crap?
Sunday, July 6, 2008
This is crap. I feel like crap. The crap you drown in. I used to feel like crap all the time. Then it was lemon crap and strawberry crap and crap with hot sauce. Underneath, it's still crap. And that, I think, is bipolar.
I don't know which is worse. Flying in a dozen different directions of moods, or settling into heart stopping depression?
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I have recetly got a job at a call center. T...
moah Jul 05, 2008
Having everything and trying to get everything else
Saturday, July 5, 2008 |
I have recetly got a job at a call center. This means that I will only disclose here, if "they pry it from my cold, dead mouth". Anything that I do here will be done with great consideration and with the intent to survive another day. Now, this is how I will instead use my illness to my advantage and not to my detriment.
I will only use the schizophrenia to make ...1 Recommendation
Sunday, July 6, 2008 |
Is there hope? I don't know. I really am in a surreal state of mind, Hope it gets better.1 Recommendation1 Comment -
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Friday, May 9, 2008
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I feel so lonely tonight. Just very down.1 Recommendation3 Comments
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Well, I'm back and in a wonderful mood.
My dad made it through the surgery well.
The tumor was as big as a soft ball, but they removed!
Next big thing is in 3 days we find out which stage his in.
I'm very glad that I have friends who are thankful and kind.
Plus thank you for the flowers and hugs and jokes.
Ya'll are GREAT!1 Recommendation2 Comments
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Rainy Days Every time it rainsI always think ...
Kev2 Mar 23, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008 |
Rainy Days
Every time it rains
I always think of you
I wonder as the day goes by
I wonder what you do
Rainy days have come
And I hope they're here to stay
Rainy days consume my tears
And drive my pains away
Laying on my bed
Staring at my ceiling
Wondering how you're doing
And how you might be feeling
Rainy days have come
And with thunder do they bring
A way to drown my burning heart
And help my soul to s...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
My Friend My friend, you are the sun to meYou...
Kev2 Mar 25, 2008
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 |
My Friend
My friend, you are the sun to me
You're always shining through
Piercing through my darkened clouds
With everything you do
My friend, you are the beach to me
I'm walking in your hand
I know you're always at my feet
Helping me to stand
My friend, you are the stars to me
The way you dance within my soul
The way you reach me endlessly
You make me feel so whole
My friend, you are the sky to m...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
I'm SOO happy! I have a new boyfriend, Cory. H...
izzyandjbj Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008 |
I'm SOO happy! I have a new boyfriend, Cory. He's so sweet and gentile and kind. I care about him so much and he has been fabulous with me over the past 9 days (since I was hurt).
Anywho I wrote this poem:
Sweet wind strokes his long blonde hair
Kissing his tender lips
Like I kiss his lips
He gently caresses my face with his hand
And I tangle my fingers in his hair
He whispers to me so soft
And ...1 Recommendation -
1) Pain and anguish every day"It's not ha...
leapfrog4u May 29, 2008
2 of the poems I have written (no titles)
Thursday, May 29, 2008 |
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Pain and anguish every day
"It's not hard," some people say
Voices commanding you to die
Arguing back to all thier lies
Hurt is an everyday occurence
Losing friends is no reassurance
Living a lie all the days of my life
Telling friends I've found an end to the strife
Is it worth it to even live
All the strength I have I have to give
If I want the voices to stay away
I have to give ...2 Recommendations1 Comment -
Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you ...
stephanie... Apr 29, 2008
This is for you-Sharon My only love. I Love You Honey.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 |
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel th...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
i talked to you before,and here i am again,i had a...
MtianExpl... Mar 15, 2008
A Further Talk With The Other Part Of Me...
Saturday, March 15, 2008 |
i talked to you before,
and here i am again,
i had asked you who you could be,
you who are part, of this other part of me.
can you and i be one?
united as a single entity?
i feel thankful,
to be able to talk to you,
and it seems that it is you,
whom i want to address?
i feel confused today,
and in the present times,
can you help me remove,
the confusion that obscures my mind?
i want to ask again,
who you can be...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Some hope, and some despair Resting on your should...
FANTASTIC... Mar 03, 2008
Journal Entry for March 3, 2008
Monday, March 3, 2008
Some hope, and some despair Resting on your shoulder. And it laughs in your face.
the printed word might kill you, The whispering, May hurt you. Who am I that I come to be here...?
Just the bad things, oh...There must be something
Horribly wrong with me ?
The sanest days are mad Everyone's oh so quick with advice. Cruel imagination is still giving me pain. Sometimes I ri...2 Recommendations1 Comment -
To My Cat You, so happy so it s...
schizoclaud Jun 24, 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 |
To My Cat
You, so happy so it seems, all of the time,
Faithful, trustworthy- I know you’d be laughing now if you knew how-
With that constant smile upon your upturned face
All you ask of me is your food, and a warm lap upon which to sleep,
A little loving and perhaps to be stroked or perhaps an
Occasional kiss upon that special and soft spot behind you ears, and
Your purring says “I love y...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
Stag Stately, proud, you stand,...
schizoclaud Jun 24, 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 |
Stag
Stately, proud, you stand,
Today these woods you own,
The coat you wear, mahogany,
Muted, blending with the trees.
Your eyes, earnest but fear-filled,
Peer into mine then glance aside.
You are stalwart in you stance,
Shy ruler of the woods,
You wave your pennocel-
White as the stars that incandesce the sky
At night-
I am misunderstood by you-
For if you were to venture towards me,
In all of your timidit...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
You’re Gone, I Fear We parted last Monday m...
schizoclaud Jun 24, 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 |
You’re Gone, I Fear
We parted last Monday morning,
A sort of an ordinary winter’s day,
A bit of ice upon the ground
Here and there, and
A gust of wind would
Blow the hood off of my pea jacket,
Threadbare but comfortable and dearly loved,
And toss it from side to side.
Just an ordinary Monday,
It was inevitable that I would see you again next week
At the same time and
In the same place where
We a...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
Vanished ...
schizoclaud Jun 09, 2008
Monday, June 9, 2008 |
Vanished
You brought me dying flowers;
There is no water in my well.
The sun shines dimly today, though
The air is sultry and sweltering.
I am locked inside of this cage.
A lone sparrow flutters by my window, begging me to follow, but
The gate to my mind is chained.
Some dismal melody shouts silently, ringing in my ears.
Cumulus clouds have obliterated the sun,
Forbidding it to smile.
The sky weeps,...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
Heart of Stone With everything it takes...
schizoclaud Jun 06, 2008
Friday, June 6, 2008 |
Heart of Stone
With everything it takes inside of me
I try with all of my dogged strength
To muffle the sobs which are tearing my poor heart into tiny little pieces
Like broken glass they cut into my spirit, already wounded
Lest it even exists-
And as millions of thoughts commanding me to
Harm myself are thrashing inside my head
As some sort of caged unicorn, some beautiful animal
As such, I cannot cal...1 Recommendation1 Comment
Sunday, March 23, 2008 |
Rainy Days
Every time it rains
I always think of you
I wonder as the day goes by
I wonder what you do
Rainy days have come
And I hope they're here to stay
Rainy days consume my tears
And drive my pains away
Laying on my bed
Staring at my ceiling
Wondering how you're doing
And how you might be feeling
Rainy days have come
And with thunder do they bring
A way to drown my burning heart
And help my soul to s...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
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