What is Pre-menstrual-Syndrome-PMS
Premenstrual Stress Syndrome (PMS, also called Premenstrual Stress, Premenstrual Tension, PMT, Premenstrual Syndrome, Periodic Mood Swing) is stress which is a physical symptom pri...
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i can't stop...i can't do anything or i ne...
Ellocin Oct 07, 2008
Journal Entry for October 7, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
i can't stop...i can't do anything or i need to do it all...i've been cutting on my stomach and my wrist...i want to keep going...i went out to the kitchen and saw a note from my roommate asking me to do dishes...but all i can think when i am out there is what knife is the sharpest and will do the most damage...even going so far as to try some of them out...this is not good... I...
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I did a bit of spring cleaning and removed maybe 5...
PreppyMom Oct 07, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
I did a bit of spring cleaning and removed maybe 5 or 6 people from my friend list. Ppl that I just havent had meaningful contact with or just haven't connected on any level really. I hope I have not offended anybody, and I hope there are no ill feelings. I have grown so much as a person since joining this site and I love those who have given me unconditional support, have a...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Well, i just went for a regular prenatal visit (no...
Nevaeh811 Oct 07, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Well, i just went for a regular prenatal visit (no ultrasound), and heard the heartbeat. i'm just amazed everytime i hear it. im just glad they do it everytime i go in there. it's such a relief and fun to see where the baby is at today! but everything was healthy, the baby is starting to move up higher, where he/she should be. they packed me up with a diaper bag, and loads of information ...1 Comment -
...do i really need to say anything...
Ellocin Oct 07, 2008
Journal Entry for October 7, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
...do i really need to say anything...2 Comments -
jodeKW Oct 07, 2008
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Took a double dose of my oxazepam so I'd sleep...
Ellocin Oct 07, 2008
Journal Entry for October 7, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Took a double dose of my oxazepam so I'd sleep and it barely worked....but did sleep enough. Woke up wishing that basically i had died in my sleep....obviously no such luck. I know I should be turning to God and reading the Bible and all that...but I don't even have it in me to bother. I just don't really care. It's all i can do to even write here. I ...3 Comments -
I've missed all my dear friends, sorry to have...
KACKY Oct 07, 2008
Journal Entry for October 7, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
I've missed all my dear friends, sorry to have been gone for so long. Almost Hump Day and almost 1 week till Disney!!!!! OMG!!!
Life has been a lot of things, lots going on and hoping after my vacation I can get back into the swing of things and get my game plan together. I need this break and family time to not think about all the life stresses. This time of the year i...8 Comments -
michele, the crippled cat just went out on the dec...
79pounds Oct 07, 2008
michele fell off the deck and onto the bushes below us
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 |
michele, the crippled cat just went out on the deck and right through the fence surrounding the deck! we are one floor up (second floor!) what the fuck!? she fell on through bushes below us and check this out WALKED away! she is crippled and she can still fall like that and be okay? i was shocked! there was a huge raccoon outside in a fight with something...then a ba...1 Recommendation10 Comments -
jlt625 Oct 07, 2008
Journal Entry for October 7, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
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its 8:25pm~ SOOO let me explain my Wonderful/...
Britania Oct 07, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
its 8:25pm~
SOOO let me explain my Wonderful/Horrible weekend all Mixed in one.
SATURDAY::
SOOO it was my first time Opening as a shift this weekend-and Saturday is one of the Busiest days of the week. So I opened things were going ok until A guy called claiming he had "Pink Eye" So Another shift was on--but she wasnt the shift on the floor-I was. She picked up his phone call a... -
how is it that i could feel so good yesterday and ...
Ellocin Oct 06, 2008
Journal Entry for October 6, 2008
Monday, October 6, 2008
how is it that i could feel so good yesterday and so awful today....i don't understand...I was so happy for a few days and had more then my usual energy level and was getting things done, today I just feel like hiding from the world and like i should rid the world of my existance. To the point I've actually thought about taking an overdose...but then I remember all the times I'v...2 Comments
Journal Entry for October 7, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
i can't stop...i can't do anything or i need to do it all...i've been cutting on my stomach and my wrist...i want to keep going...i went out to the kitchen and saw a note from my roommate asking me to do dishes...but all i can think when i am out there is what knife is the sharpest and will do the most damage...even going so far as to try some of them out...this is not good... I...2 Recommendations6 Comments -
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I cannot stand my mother.
Cannot stand her.
She asked me 3 times if i needed jeans
washed.
I said no all 3 times.
Then she asked a 4th time and i was like
no!
Then she gets all pissy and was like a simple
fucking yes or no is all i want.
GRRR!
Gosh i cant deal with that right now...2 Recommendations4 Comments
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HEY EVERYONE!!! ASHLEY HERE WITH GOOD NEWS!!!!
I have a full time job as a member of YAWR (Youth Against War and Racism). They're not paying, but they're going to try to find money to pay me and some others!
I emailed Trey (for those who don't know- He's my former film/screenwriting teacher. This is what he sent me after I sent himsomething:
Ashley, no you can not operate Final...1 Recommendation3 Comments
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this should be commented on and rated because it I...
79pounds Mar 07, 2008
Friday, March 7, 2008
this should be commented on and rated because it IS soooo apropo and beautifully written. i copied it into my Friday, March 7, 2008 journal for everyone to read. i CRIED when i read it. it gave me a sense of peace. i hope it does the same for you. kitty777 found it and posted it, but her journal is locked:
Weep not for me though I am gone
Into that gentle night.
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A young girl lies in her bed. She is writes in her...
Rabbit11 Jul 02, 2008
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 |
A young girl lies in her bed. She is writes in her diary with her favorite pen. She cries this night silently wishing for everything to end. She stops writing. She is hurt to the point that she can not write another single word. She cries even more feeling sad, weak, lonely, scared, and hopeless. She is feeling as though she is unable to be mended to her childhood. She wishes for the carefree tim...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
well feeling shitty isn't going away. i ...
79pounds Jun 22, 2008
Sunday, June 22, 2008 |
well feeling shitty isn't going away. i really need a good night's sleep its that kind of weather. and until i get the rest of the stuff done before going to court i will continue to feel agitated like this. i think if i get some work done i will feel better.
i just took off my nail polish and will do a manicure. then eat veggies. then look for the kids...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
Well...it's prose. It's graphic, so if you...
chgomomma Apr 30, 2008
This is a poem I wrote 6 months after my father died...
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Well...it's prose. It's graphic, so if you're not up for detail, or being able to understand my trauma. Don't read it. I had it published, and this is the last place I will be sharing it as part of my healing process. Once I post, I won't be reading it again.
Keep in mind, December 29th is the day my father was gone forever.
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I am how I am,nobody can change that.I walk down t...
Rabbit11 Mar 04, 2008
Journal Entry for March 4, 2008
Tuesday, March 4, 2008 |
I am how I am,
nobody can change that.
I walk down the hallway with my head down and you call me names,
emo,
goth,
preppy,
weirdo,
and so many more,
but you nolonger control who I am.
I have scars on my arm,
you look at me meanly,
but I don't care because I know when I cut it saved my life at times.
I've survived many storms that would normally crash boats.
I am stronger than most people I know.
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I found a poem about love addiction that deep...
buttterly Sep 08, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008 |
I found a poem about love addiction that deeply touched me and i wanted to share it:
After a while . . .
You learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
And you learn love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't always promises.
And you begin to accept your de...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
As the days pass by and the hours trail away. I la...
punkchick506 Aug 03, 2008
Sunday, August 3, 2008 |
As the days pass by and the hours trail away. I lay on the bed and a tear slides down my cheek, as i peer into what we used to have. The love and friendship that we shared is all gone, and now im left to cry, dying inside every waking moment of my life thinking of you, and the huge mistake I made in leaving you in the first place. I want you back here in my arms, but do want me? The questio...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
I want to wake up in your arms. I want you by my...
christina... Jul 15, 2008
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 |
I want to wake up in your arms. I want you by my side. The only thing that keeps me sane is that we will be together again. I will love you until the day I die. You bring me back to life. You are the man of my dreams. I don’t want you to go and I don’t want to walk away. Without you my heart would break. Without you there would be no point. I know we’ve had our ups and downs b...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
I need to fix this broken girl inside of me. I nee...
christina... Jul 09, 2008
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 |
I need to fix this broken girl inside of me. I need to fix this train wreck. I need to get my thoughts together and my head on straight. I need to find some inner peace. I'm stuck in my own personal hell I can't seem to move beyond this point. Don't patronize me. I need to fix this hole in my heart. I need to fix myself. I need to get my life back on track.1 Recommendation2 Comments -
I drive past your house on my way to work. You are...
christina... Jul 03, 2008
Thursday, July 3, 2008 |
I drive past your house on my way to work. You are so close yet so far. I long to keep a connection with you. I fear I'll forget the memories and you will fade. I've got the pictures but they won't last forever. I read your letters over and over again. I hold you in my heart. Until we meet again.
Another poem about my boyfriend who is in prison. I do drive past his house on my way to w...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Sorry Self:I'm sorry self for hurting you. I...
christina... Jul 01, 2008
Tuesday, July 1, 2008 |
Sorry Self:
I'm sorry self for hurting you. I'm sorry self for breaking you. I'm sorry self for taking what other people said out on you. I'm sorry for making you feel bad. I'm sorry for not loving you. I feel guilty for the way I missused you. Please forgive me.
i wrote this poem today. I started thinking about how I hurt myself in the past with ED and self injury. Sometimes I...1 Recommendation2 Comments
Friday, March 7, 2008
this should be commented on and rated because it IS soooo apropo and beautifully written. i copied it into my Friday, March 7, 2008 journal for everyone to read. i CRIED when i read it. it gave me a sense of peace. i hope it does the same for you. kitty777 found it and posted it, but her journal is locked:
Weep not for me though I am gone
Into that gentle night.
G...4 Recommendations3 Comments -
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