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Saddend to inform you that my dearest DS friend **...
Eric Clapton - Tear in Heaven http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=ngpZaECKaBM&feature=related Hayley Westenra - Never say Goodbyehttp://au...
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sundeva Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
This person luthervandrose sent me an inappropriate message.
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Well, I just came back from the doctor. My cervix ...
HugsStopB... Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
Well, I just came back from the doctor. My cervix is soft, but still closed, which is good I suppose, doesn't really surprise me. I still have a couple weeks I hope. My blood pressure is suddenly 150/90 so that's BAD. I had to go have blood drawn, and I have to go back tomorrow morning for a non stress test. Tomorrow is my shower.
My great uncle Jack died. So that sucks, not only is there ... -
I made it thru all the visiting people and now tod...
Karena11 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
I made it thru all the visiting people and now today I spent in the house resting. Hubby B day is this weeknd and I want to have engery for him. Plus I didn't want to do anything.. I just wanted to veg. I cleaned the floors but other than that vegged. I am trying to stay happy and in the mood for hubby. -
My last post kinda did a thing of its own??? Anywa...
Owshen Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
My last post kinda did a thing of its own??? Anyway... I am feeling a bit better today than I have been. Hopefully I will get a few things done around the house. I haven't heard any more news about my niece, so I guess she is still in labor. I am so exited to have a baby in the family again even though I may not see it too often. I always thought my Mom was nuts because she wanted... -
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dprssdone Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
I posted this as a thread in the Rape support group, but I wanted to put it here as well, I need the support of my friends as well as the rest of the DS community, so here it is.
I've never really talked to anyone about this but I have been having a really difficult time lately and have been in a really dark place.
There is something that I feel responsible and guilty for; that is the second t...
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Owshen Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
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So on monday night I was flat out on the street wi...
JennaB Jul 25, 2008
The low down or I have been through worse
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So on monday night I was flat out on the street with a bag, that Javid didn't even want to give me time to pack. Homeless again, right back where I vowed I would never be again. No money, no one to turn too, or at least that is what I was telling myself at the time, totally preparing myself for the role of victim- I had no idea what had happened, Javid just switched the script hal...1 Recommendation -
Looks like I will finally get the check that I hav...
vchen Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
Looks like I will finally get the check that I have been waiting for. Actually they made a mistake and will be senting out two. The social worker for the other days of the week had it in her hands. Next week the new social worker will give it to me.
When I went to the county fair I took a test to see if you have any blockages. It showed many in my neck. I will try to ... -
I went to get groceriesI am home onleave-boss is b...
kellie58 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
I went to get groceries
I am home onleave-boss is bully and not supportive of me- Direcotor spole to her
I went to cemetery
I am paying bill,doing wash feeling sad about loss of family
and not hearing from friends in supportive way- tons of emails
from them but theydon't want to meet for coffee
I need more human contact
I am going to make a list and see if a friend is available
for coffee next week
I ...1 Recommendation -
Everything is a choice. This is life's greates...
SupY Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
Everything is a choice.
This is life's greatest truth and its hardest lesson. It is a great truth because it reminds us of our power. Not power over others, but the often untapped power to be ourselves and to live the life we have imagined.
It is a hard lesson, because it causes us to realize that we have chosen the life we are living right now. It is perhaps frightening for us to think that ...1 Recommendation -
Father in heaven, thank You for loving and setting...
DarkSign Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
Father in heaven, thank You for loving and setting me free. I cast my cares on You today and choose to focus on Your freedom. I bless You today and magnify You in my life. In Jesus’ Name, Amen. -
So I went to the pdoc the other day, and told her ...
BipolarPr... Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
So I went to the pdoc the other day, and told her I was mildly depressed and told her why. Well now I am going to get some advice from the DS community. I have this friend who takes my daughter on fridays and watches her right, well she made this comment how she thinks I am neglecting my child because I am not playing with her enough. Apparently my daughter made a comment to her...
Friday, July 25, 2008
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Last night at 730 pm I had an OMG aura and landed hard face first on the floor began crying help...help....help, in a weak voice and then I began to seizure. I began to convulse, and went in and out of consciousness. My heart pouned so hard, I sweat so much thru the whole things but no heart attack. Anyway I am better today, just miffed that the doctor guilted me to thinking I d...1 Recommendation
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Been a while since I have written. Getting back into the swing of things after jail was a little harder than I was thinking. I have found that I react with so much emotion and irrationally that I never observed before! I apologize to all of you that was on the receiving end of any of my outbursts. I also want to thank you for not letting me push you away. I'm lea...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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In blessed and convivial moments, like...
xXforever... Mar 10, 2008
Monday, March 10, 2008
In blessed and convivial moments, like the joyous occasion of a new life aspiring into this world or that mirthful moment in time when you are graciously given the opportunity to witness His love for us to someone else... Praise God!
In arduous and prohibitive moments like thwarting feelings and emotions which make you feel at a complete and utter loss of control... Seek God!
In silent ...7 Recommendations31 Comments -
Opening presents and blowing out the candle on you...
AngelChri... Mar 19, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Opening presents and blowing out the candle on your cake
These are all things in which you should partake
On this very special day - your first birthday
We can’t celebrate in the traditional way
Instead, a cake I made of artificial flowers - blue and white,
Will be left for you at your grave site
Balloons will be sent to you up above
With notes from your loved ones expressing their love
A special m...7 Recommendations29 Comments -
A True Friend 6/29/08A true friend reaches out to ...
xXforever... Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008 |
A True Friend 6/29/08
A true friend reaches out to squeeze your hand, yet somehow manages to touch your heart instead...
A true friend understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you today, just as you are...
A true friend will dust your butt off after a fall, tell you "Everything's ok now, I'm here!" and give you that hug in which you feel more love in it than you&...1 Recommendation13 Comments -
To stand all alone in the rain.Do you know what it...
Mirniy Apr 01, 2008
poem: Do you know what it feels like?
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 |
To stand all alone in the rain.
Do you know what it feels like?
Everybody does...
To do things you hate yourself for.
Do you know what it feels like?
Maybe you do...
To fear the ones that care about you.
Do you know what it feels like?
I hope you don't...
To run for your life.
Do you know what it feels like?
You probably never did...
To be beaten again and again.
Do you know what it feels like?
I dont thin...5 Recommendations8 Comments -
Time linked chains in a mortals frame.Cristal sand...
PoeticJoker Mar 10, 2008
Monday, March 10, 2008
Time linked chains in a mortals frame.
Cristal sands of imprints are stained.
Spirited winds whisper their secrets with out blame.
Heavy whimsical waves brush away there shame.
Enchanted seasons change telling their story different or the same.
Link by link the story will change.
Every Cristal a picture in its domain.
Every whisper is the winds to claim.
Every wave a cleansing to sustain.
Every ...4 Recommendations9 Comments -
been thinking...and i intend to paint the deepest ...
moonstar Mar 07, 2008
Friday, March 7, 2008
been thinking...and i intend to paint the deepest part of my soul...even if it's "not quite heaven."
i call it 'the real'...and that's what art is all about.
creativity is the opposite of dying.6 Recommendations7 Comments -
Depths of darkan evil womanstole my ar...
moonstar Mar 02, 2008
Sunday, March 2, 2008 |
Depths of dark
an evil woman
stole my art
heart beating
skipping beats in heaviness
sinking pain so deep
pills and sleep
and touching earth so deep
running
praying for release
dead dog
dead bird so sweet
tears beneath my feet
making friends with trees
falling to my knees
i look up again ~
this is my own photo.
and these are my own words.
~ love, moonstar ~
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footsteps in the hallway... footsteps in the ...
Mirniy Nov 03, 2007
Journal Entry for November 3, 2007
Saturday, November 3, 2007 |
footsteps in the hallway...
footsteps in the hallway
getting closer
sound of boots
key in the lock
shackles on my wrists
pain
footsteps in the hallway
getting closer
voices shouting
faces towering over me
holding me down
pain
footsteps in the hallway
getting closer
sound of boots
my body broken
fear followed by pain
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Christian's first birthday will be here very s...
AngelChri... Mar 14, 2008
Journal Entry for March 14, 2008
Friday, March 14, 2008 |
Christian's first birthday will be here very soon and I am having a hard time with this. I have been trying to come up with ideas to make it a special day, but it's just not the same without him here. I am so upset that I won't get to see him blow out his birthday candle or open birthday presents. I recently received a very nice letter from the Univ. or Maryland School ...1 Recommendation11 Comments -
Still I Rise by Maya Angelou You may ...
frndsrgldn Apr 23, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Still I Rise by Maya Angelou
You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.
Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.
Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.
Did...4 Recommendations7 Comments -
Cars and flashing lights,It all goes so fast...
Mirniy Apr 08, 2008
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 |
Cars and flashing lights,
It all goes so fast,
This must be the end,
I am confused.
Uniforms and boots,
I start to understand,
Realise where I am,
I am relieved.
Purple jumper and weddingring,
you look so human,
when I hit the floor,
I am surprised.
Angry faces and questions,
Why do I laugh?
"still think it's funny" you ask,
I am crying.
Handcuffs and baton,
no way to fight you,
nowhere to hide...1 Recommendation9 Comments -
Life is full of choices and paths a flowSo which c...
PoeticJoker Mar 03, 2008
Monday, March 3, 2008 |
Life is full of choices and paths a flow
So which choice will you make ,which path will You go?
What if You get lost?
What if it's the wrong path?
what if it's the wrong choice?
What if it causes pain and sorrow?
Life is full of choices and paths a flow.
How do you pick how will you know.
Where do you start?
Are there any sings, will they show?
What if there are surprises ...2 Recommendations8 Comments
Monday, March 10, 2008
In blessed and convivial moments, like the joyous occasion of a new life aspiring into this world or that mirthful moment in time when you are graciously given the opportunity to witness His love for us to someone else... Praise God!
In arduous and prohibitive moments like thwarting feelings and emotions which make you feel at a complete and utter loss of control... Seek God!
In silent ...7 Recommendations31 Comments -
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