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Postpartum depression (also postnatal depression) is a form of major depression which can affect women, and less frequently men, after childbirth. It is widely considered to be tre...
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The boxes are dwindling slowly but surely, there a...
bird99 Oct 07, 2008
Journal Entry for October 7, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
The boxes are dwindling slowly but surely, there are still a ton of them there, but eventaully they will all be put away.
I am feeling really crappy today, i forgot my antidepressant for the second day in a row and i am feeling the coming off effects. I have no motovation and i feel as if i am in a fog, i have dizziness off and on too, it's like a can't wake all the way up, it really...
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So weird this last evening was. So...I talked to C...
Minnesota... Oct 07, 2008
Journal Entry for October 7, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
So weird this last evening was. So...I talked to Carl, who had talked to the phone company as well as I had. I was told the net would disconnect within a day or two since the phone was off already. He was told the net wasn't due for a disconnect as of yet. I wonder why two different people told us two different things. Kinda irritates me. Who's really right? After I get home from therapy,...2 Comments -
Forget having a happy anniversary. Went with Carl ...
Minnesota... Oct 05, 2008
Journal Entry for October 5, 2008
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Forget having a happy anniversary. Went with Carl to haul cattle home, sat alone in the truck for two hours, had to help chase a cow in that turned on me and almost ran me over, go to my gramma's and she had no idea I was coming cuz my aunt never told her, then Carl was going to take us to a local place to eat and counted his money and discovered he didn't have enough to go, so then we tu...1 Comment -
seems that whatever darling son had yesterday has ...
bird99 Oct 04, 2008
Journal Entry for October 4, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008
seems that whatever darling son had yesterday has effected me today, i feel like i have been hit by a mac truck, thankfully I haven't gotten to the throwing up part and hopefully i won't get that bad, but i sure do feel crappy today. I took a nap today and sitll didnt feel much better when i woke up.
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hubby and his brother are over at the old place to...
bird99 Oct 04, 2008
Journal Entry for October 4, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008
hubby and his brother are over at the old place today getting the rest of the boxes out, seems that we still dont' have a way to get the furnature out so it's going to have to stay there a while. I am so sick of sitting on folding lawn chairs, it really makes it hard to have mykids sit with me when i am in a folding chair. Plus they are really not all the comfortable.&nb...1 Comment -
Life just hasn't been the same without dad....
j0rdan Oct 04, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008 |
Life just hasn't been the same without dad. My family seems to be so small lately...
A few days ago I received a calendar popup on my computer screen to remind me of dad's upcoming birthday. We always bought him porterhouse steak for his b-day, xmas, and Fathers' day.
Then I had an email reminder from an ecard company I use:
"Dad's birthday is on Saturday October 4th...
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Freaking mood swings. Perfectly good day ruined by...
Minnesota... Oct 03, 2008
Journal Entry for October 3, 2008
Friday, October 3, 2008
Freaking mood swings. Perfectly good day ruined by PTSD while driving. That's all for now. -
I went thru and joined all kinds of groups. But no...
wickedfeisty Oct 02, 2008
Thursday, October 2, 2008 |
I went thru and joined all kinds of groups. But not just for me, well a lot for me (which made me go Woah im pretty messed up huh??? lol now aren't we all)... but for ppl that are in my life too that i care about. So its a mix of my life in general. But hey im a good listener (reader for here) so if anyone needs to vent shoot it my way... Im gonna try to get on here more oftenbc i slacked for...1 Recommendation -
dncn4lyfe77 Oct 02, 2008
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Now I'm okay. Not in the mood to write. But af...
Minnesota... Oct 01, 2008
Journal Entry for October 1, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Now I'm okay. Not in the mood to write. But after some Lidocaine patches on my back, the pain is manageable again. Just sleepy now is all...1 Comment -
I hate *insert choice word here* mood swings. I ha...
Minnesota... Oct 01, 2008
Journal Entry for October 1, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
I hate *insert choice word here* mood swings. I hate *insert choice word here* being almost out of my Darvocet when my fibro is flared. I hate *insert choice word here* not having enough money to get my meds from Target. I hate *insert choice word here* life right now. I MUST hang on and fight. MUST. No pills. Must fight. Can I cry now? Please?
Journal Entry for October 7, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
The boxes are dwindling slowly but surely, there are still a ton of them there, but eventaully they will all be put away.
I am feeling really crappy today, i forgot my antidepressant for the second day in a row and i am feeling the coming off effects. I have no motovation and i feel as if i am in a fog, i have dizziness off and on too, it's like a can't wake all the way up, it really...1 Comment -
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I can't wait for us to move. It will bring, of course, additional worries and concerns, but not the kinds of problems that wont let me lay awake, or at least I hope so. This move just cannot happen soon enough. VEry frustrated with the setbacks on how much money my fucking car cost to fix. Most of it is just care getting old and worn out. I don't believe any more expensive brand does any ...1 Recommendation
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like the title says ive been haveing more good days than bad, mostly due to the fact I dont let it get to me when i cant do something like clean, thats part of the reason i numbed myself was the guilt i felt… I was determined not to get PPD so i ignored the signs though i knew most of them. partly due to the fact a close friend had PPA (anxiety) I really didnt want another condition si...1 Recommendation
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the snow is melting, another reminder of the purit...
PlagueAngel Aug 10, 2008
Sunday, August 10, 2008 |
the snow is melting, another reminder of the purity of earth.
absorbing into the ground,and ready to star its cycle again.
it is wet and cold and silent in the park.
not a soul except me, the old man and his old dog.
they both waddle slowly down the path like old friends
experienced in the harshness of lifes obstacles.
old bodies, tired and damaged by the storm of living.
old friends,
best friends.
ma...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Come To Mei will always love you no matter whatno ...
zbabyrachyz Jul 02, 2008
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 |
Come To Me
i will always love you no matter what
no matter where you go or what you do
and knowing you you're gonna have to do things your own way
and that's ok, so be free
spread your wings and promise me just 1 thing
if you ever need a place to cry, baby come to me
come to me
i've always known that you were born to fly
but you can come to me
if the world breaks your heart no matter where on e...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
You change your mind Like a girl changes clothes Y...
zbabyrachyz Jun 27, 2008
Friday, June 27, 2008 |
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know
And you over think
Always speak
Criptically
I should know
That you're no good for me
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fi...1 Recommendation -
You knowI just want to let you know That I never f...
zbabyrachyz May 22, 2008
i love u tila tequila (my pyscho bitch song)
Thursday, May 22, 2008 |
You know
I just want to let you know
That I never felt this way
About anybody else.
I, I, I think I love you
So don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you this,
But if you ever hurt me,
I'll fucking kill you
You better calm down when you get with me
You better realize that I'm what you need
You better get here fore I count to three.
You better do right I'll fuck you up.
You better calm d...1 Recommendation -
its funny that way you can get used to the tears a...
zbabyrachyz May 15, 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008 |
its funny that way
you can get used to the tears and the pain
what a child will believe you never loved me
i got away from you i never thought i would
you once had the power
i never felt so good for myself
seems like yesturday
i lay down next to your boots and i prayed
for your anger to end
oh father i have sinned
i got away from you i never thought i would
you once had the power
i never felt so good about ...1 Recommendation
Sunday, August 10, 2008 |
the snow is melting, another reminder of the purity of earth.
absorbing into the ground,and ready to star its cycle again.
it is wet and cold and silent in the park.
not a soul except me, the old man and his old dog.
they both waddle slowly down the path like old friends
experienced in the harshness of lifes obstacles.
old bodies, tired and damaged by the storm of living.
old friends,
best friends.
ma...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
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