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Polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS, also known clinically as Stein-Leventhal syndrome), is an endocrine disorder that affects 5-10% of women. It occurs amongst all...
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Okay I went to my new doctor and she was amazing r...
maggie1 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
Okay I went to my new doctor and she was amazing really cut and dry and already after 1 appoinment answered a bunch of my questions so for that alone I am beyond thrilled- I was also 100% honest with everything that she asked me even with my weight a topic I always "fib" about BUT if I'm not honest with her she cant help me so I held NOTHING back and it was kind of liberating!
So th...
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OK SO I WAS JUST I HAVE POCS AND I HAVENT GOT MY P...
JESSICA11... Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
OK SO I WAS JUST I HAVE POCS AND I HAVENT GOT MY PERIOD IN A WHILE, SO MY DOCTOR GAME ME PROMETRUIM AND THIS IS MY SECOND DAY TAKING IT. I WAS WONDERING IF ANYONE HAS TAKEN THIS TO BRING ON THERE PERIODS, I GUESS I JUST WANT TO KNOW IF I AM JUST GONNA HAVE A NORMAL PERIOD OR IS IT GOING TO BE REALLY HEAVY AND LAST FOREVER1 Recommendation -
WELL TODAY I WAS SITTING THERE AND THINKING OF MY ...
hpriest10 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
WELL TODAY I WAS SITTING THERE AND THINKING OF MY LIFE AND HOW HARD IT A SOMTIMES IS, AND THIS IS WHAT I CAME UP WITH. ONE I WELL KEEP THINKING POSITIVE, STAY ACTIVE, BE MYSELF AGAIN, AND NOT LET EVERY LITTLE THING GET TO ME. I SEEM TO LET MYSELF DOWN FOR THE LAST FEW WEEKS AND I WANT TO REGAIN IT ALL BACK. SO THATS WERE I HAVE FIGURED OUT IS STOP THE BULL SHIT AND KEEP BEING T...1 Recommendation -
I hate mowing. i am so sick of it, but oh well If ...
staceyhtchns Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
I hate mowing. i am so sick of it, but oh well If it's not mowing it's shoveling snow and after this winter I am not sure which is worse. It was my Mom's birthday last night so i surprised her and made dinner. Tomorrow night we might throw her a surprise party at my garndma's . -
I can't believe that I have made it this far. ...
Jenelle8 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
I can't believe that I have made it this far. Some days it seems as if the pregnancy is crawlng and other days it seems as if it is flying. During my 12 weeks US the tech and doctor both said they were pretty sure we are expecting twon boys again. We are not getting too excited yet or attached to any genders because it was still early. I have an US on the 6th of August and they will be able t...1 Recommendation
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I don't feel as if I am welcome here. Everyone...
urloved Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
I don't feel as if I am welcome here. Everyone seems to be too busy to talk to me. Maybe I should go away and never come back. It's just a thought; though I would never leave. I am just struggling right now with no end in sight. My depression which is part of my bipolar has a hold on me and won't let me go. It's devouring me with each breath that I take. The panic atta...1 Recommendation11 Comments -
Yes, I'm pretty crushed. I should have known s...
StarrySum... Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
Yes, I'm pretty crushed. I should have known seen that coming. Oh well, another stumble in this desert of life. I just wonder which lesson was I supposed to learn if any from this. The chain of devastation had left me without energy to do anything but basic necessities, feed, bathe, clean..Interestingly, the money is the least of my concerns. My hurt pride, self-esteem, even self-image - is w... -
When she looks in the mirror, she sees more than a...
SAN15 Jul 25, 2008
My Pain, My Pride, These Scars Are Mine
Friday, July 25, 2008
When she looks in the mirror, she sees more than a reflection
She sees her past
She sees the day she wished he stayed
The days were so cold without him
What would have happened if he stayed?
Would she feel this pain so deep inside?
Sometimes she just sits and cries
She cries about what she can't remember and out of anger what she can
She puts on a happy face to fool everyone to think she's okay
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As I look at the sky, I see a wonderful supriseEac...
SAN15 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
As I look at the sky, I see a wonderful suprise
Each ray of sunshine is the warmth of your smile
Every gust of wind is the sound of your voice
Although I cannont see your face
I will always be able to feel your warm embrace
You're with me every day
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Alone in the corner sits a little girl Waiting for...
SAN15 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
Alone in the corner sits a little girl
Waiting for daddy to show
Why is he late again?
Is it because of the snow?
She stares out the window
Everything's so white and clean
Where oh where could daddy be?
It's getting late mommy says
Let's get ready to go to bed
Slowly she rises out of her chair
To brush her teeth and comb her hair
Mommy finally tucks her in bed
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No one knows how much you mean to meYou're my ...
SAN15 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
No one knows how much you mean to me
You're my shoulder to cry on
The one I can always rely on
When I need you, you're there
That shows me you really care
We're inseperable
Where one goes, the other follows
When we're together there's always a laugh to stop the tears
A smile to change the frown
Friends forever
When will it end?
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Today freaking sux!!!! Im glad its friday and...
jnhaney84 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
Today freaking sux!!!!
Im glad its friday and that is a good thing but I work with a holes!!!!
I decided to clean out some cabinet space @ work so I am sitting on the floor looking thru binders, and an a hole nurse started talking about how hard it is going to be for me to get up. I joked right back and told her yeah here lately it has been difficult, then her and this a hole guy I work with ...1 Recommendation2 Comments
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
Okay I went to my new doctor and she was amazing really cut and dry and already after 1 appoinment answered a bunch of my questions so for that alone I am beyond thrilled- I was also 100% honest with everything that she asked me even with my weight a topic I always "fib" about BUT if I'm not honest with her she cant help me so I held NOTHING back and it was kind of liberating!
So th...1 Recommendation -
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Just really need some advice following on from the last journal entry where I was saying that I was removed from all things to do with politics due to something that I was not aware that I was doing.
The decision is still in place and was wondering if I should pursue trying to appeal the decision on the basis of not having a warning proir to being removed, I now realise that I did wrong and since ...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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After much thought, discussion, research, and prayer DH and I have decided to go for it one more time. We will being doing IVF again, but this time we will be using a donor egg. While I have been informed that this is not a decision arrived at easily for most couples, we both have a sense of peace and excitement and arrived at the decision fairly easily. For the first time there...1 Recommendation7 Comments
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Following are entries to a contest by The Washingt...
MelindaG Jul 14, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008 |
Following are entries to a contest by The Washington Post, in which respondents had to write a two-line romantic poem...except that the last line had to be as un-romantic as the first line was romantic.
1. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife;
Marrying you really screwed up my life.
2. I see your face when I am dreaming.
That's why I always wake up screaming.
3. Kind, intelligent, loving and ho...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
Hello Dear Jesus, It’s been a long, long tim...
sdomangue520 Jun 20, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008 |
Hello Dear Jesus,
It’s been a long, long time.
I hope that you still know me;
I’ve been hiding quite awhile.
I know that you know all things
Still, I think I should explain,
the reason I’ve been hiding
is because of all the shame.
I know that I don’t look so great
for meeting up with you
but I hope you understand
I’ve been alone since I was eight.
You probably see th...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Fake attraction!There was a time I longed for the ...
stylishez May 05, 2008
Monday, May 5, 2008 |
Fake attraction!
There was a time I longed for the day
That your eyes didn’t feel the need to stray
And that I truly fulfilled those few
Heather, Alenda, Lisa, Sue?
But now daily I re-live this pain
My constant forgiveness had no gain
You seemed to forget a had a heart
You caused to break, why did you start?
I cant remember the first tear or cry
Or when us became this dirty lie
The reflection I see is...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Lost HopeAs today and tomorrow all remain uncertai...
stylishez Apr 27, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008 |
Lost Hope
As today and tomorrow all remain uncertain
Tangled emotions rush like tides of a sea
This heart shared its hope and dreams
An encaged lion awaiting to be set free
Disappointment fuels unknown insecurities
As this lifeless body and shadow meet
Defeating notions once believed
The end product of lies and deceit
Ignored and left unheard
In absence of love and friendship
A mountain climb just holding o...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
These are poems I wrote, each one is spaced b...
IloveuJamie Mar 19, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 |
These are poems I wrote, each one is spaced by lines. In memory of Papa.
It seems like just yesterday,
We were sitting around laughing,
And now your gone,
I do realize it was time,
Its been along time coming,
Now thankfully you are at peace,
No more in and out of doctors offices,
And hospitals,
No more tests,
Or needles,
Now you can rest,
Rest in peace.
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i should be so sad but i instead feel so nu...
Shannon09 Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
i should be so sad
but i instead feel so numb
so unaware and ghostly
just walking around and around
trying to feel
something
anything
but i cant
i just keep walking on
numb and breathing
not alive
not even dead
should i try and be thankful
that i dont feel anymore?
maybe my body is kicking in
to make me unaware of all the pain
is it better to be like this
than sit around and cry
and die?
i...1 Recommendation -
There's me, and then there's the world. ...
Lilly20M May 09, 2008
Friday, May 9, 2008 |
There's me, and then there's the world.
When I'm with my friends I feel the bond, but when I am not with them,
There's me, and then there's the world.
When I lie alone in my bed, and pray to God to send me someone to reciprocate the all the love I have to give.
I wake up in the morning alone, again. And then I realize...
There's me, and then there's the world.
I ...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/dragon/1...
jodeKW Apr 14, 2008
Monday, April 14, 2008 |
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I didn't like this at first, but I think I found the meaning.
Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin
The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a
The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures o...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
After awhile you learn the subtle difference Betwe...
terrys Mar 29, 2008
Saturday, March 29, 2008 |
After awhile you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doesn't mean security. And you begin to understand that kisses aren't contracts And presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats With your head held high and your eyes wide open. With the grace of a woman, not the grief...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
LOST INNONCENCElooking back on a time and placesee...
sdomangue520 Mar 24, 2008
Monday, March 24, 2008 |
LOST INNONCENCE
looking back on a time and place
seeing a child's innocent face
knowing that things aren't as they appear
for inside she cires silent tears
deep inside she is filled with pain
she feels dirty and full of shame
innocence lost at a very young age
locked this child in a pain filled cage
there is no freedom or escape
from the fact thsi child was raped
while the guilty man is roaming free
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what lies behind a smile?is what's buried unde...
sdomangue520 Mar 21, 2008
Friday, March 21, 2008 |
what lies behind a smile?
is what's buried underneath
no one knew about them
its stored inside to keep
mix feelings of pain and hurt
has you tied up and confused
you just smile and go about your day
as your acting so amused
you cry your eyes out
but ashamed for someone to see
so as you hear footsteps
you wipe your eyes and Cheese!
all has bottled up inside
and you just want to explode
suicide has cro...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
I open my eyes I had a dream last night That...
Shannon09 Jul 20, 2008
A few old poems of mine I just found..
Sunday, July 20, 2008 |
I open my eyes
I had a dream last night
That all my worlds were broken
And as I woke up in this one unalike
I used to yearn for the sleep I was in
Yet now awake with nowhere to go
All the shattered pieces around me
Make it impossible to move
Without getting cut in some way
How do I stand up or roll around
Where do I go when there is no safe ground
How do I find comfort when all I know is gone?
I wish tha...1 Recommendation
Monday, July 14, 2008 |
Following are entries to a contest by The Washington Post, in which respondents had to write a two-line romantic poem...except that the last line had to be as un-romantic as the first line was romantic.
1. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife;
Marrying you really screwed up my life.
2. I see your face when I am dreaming.
That's why I always wake up screaming.
3. Kind, intelligent, loving and ho...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
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