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i feel so alone and trapped. i have not motivation to do anything anmore. i cant eat. and ijust feel dead and helpless …
Personality disorders form a class of mental disorders that are characterized by long-lasting rigid patterns of thought and behaviour. Because of the inflexibility and pervasivenes...

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the only thing keeping me alive
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is the fact that i dont know if ill be anybetter off dead... that is it...i dont care who i hurt anymore.. i just cant stand this life im forced to deal with..but with my luck ill be made to keep living it after death
Posted on 06/23/08, 12:06 am |
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Is this a mood your going through? Will you feel better later, a day or two? Because inside your a very good person...you know you are; its just tuff sometimes, real tuff!
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Thats some crazy irony huh...kinda like only slightly believing in god becouse your afraid you will be wrong when you die and be completely fucked...lol
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I'm glad you have something keeping you alive. Two people commited suicide on Saturday night. One I barely knew and the other I didn't know at all-a friend of the family.
I get suicidal thoughts but would never go through with it. The fear of not being any better off maybe real. On Paranormal State, there was a man who commited suicide and his ghost was thought to haunt where he did it. I just think that would suck to commit suicide and still be stuck in the same place, but with more problems and fewer options. I hope you can work out your desire to die. I know what it feels like, but I wish we could both walk around with contentment. I'm still waiting on that magic pill. All the legal stuff they give me isn't doing jack and I'm too afraid of the illegal stuff. Good luck to you, T
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